Wishing I was younger.

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Every so often... maybe once a week... I have a dream where I am a student at the school I work at (a school for students with autism). I never want to wake up from these dreams. I feel like I belong in them, even if just a little. I feel like I can fix my life. I dont feel like the thirty old person who has had so few real relationships since high school ended (and so few then too).

I feel like I can't trust anyone (combination of abuse and bullying during my formative years)... I feel like there is nothing I can do to get back those lost memories... I feel like I'm just sorta stuck here with no where to go. It really sucks.

Therapy? Meds? Combination thereof? Lots of people were abused and bullied and there are all sorts of treatments available.