LimboMan wrote:
I've noticed I've always been the "nice guy" type and I think this is the reason why I haven't been able to attract the opposite sex. Growing up I've always been a people pleaser putting people's needs first most of the time. I grew up in a household where having an opinion wasn't really respected and if I said my views on something I got shot down, so I keep most things to myself and not share with others anymore.
I've been researching attraction and seems clear women are attracted to a dominant guy that could care less about what people think of him. I don't see how I can be this guy though because of my Aspergers. I'm sensitive to so many things, a lot of times about what people think of me, and I am afraid of drawing attention to myself. I just feel weak. I'm quiet, not loud. I don't call myself a leader of such in anything and not in a high status job most attractive women seek these men because their dominant and have some sort of social influence.
So this is what I'm worried about. My interest is music and pursuing it but my anxiety is big enough to put myself out there and show people what I'm doing. My belief is I'll be a burden to people around me.
Is this something to lose sleep over? I just don't see how I can be dominant enough and I see myself being clingy and trusting someone too early if I like them.
Bonus question - If I am dating someone when should I tell someone I have Aspergers? I want to be honest with them but this is something I worry about too
In a social hierarchy, there are few dominant people. Most people are not at or near the top of that pyramid, and if you are at the bottom, you should not aim for the top because you will not be happy in a place you were not naturally designed to be. That being said, you were probably not naturally at the bottom, and that is why you are not happy there. You probably had the potential to be somewhere in the middle, but did not get the positive reinforcement you needed as a child to make you feel self secure and assured.
Here is a question for you, why should you have any less of a right to an idea or an opinion than anyone else? You don't have any less of a right. You have the same rights as everyone else. You will also need to accept the fact that
no matter what you do, someone will be unhappy with you. This is why it's a loosing scenario to be a people pleaser. You put all of your energy into trying to please people, and in the end, not everyone is pleased. You could have saved yourself the energy and come out with the same outcome. In fact, if you didn't try so hard to please everyone all of the time, more people might actually like and respect you, because people pleasers come across as socially unreliable people who will not stand for their principals in trying situations.