Hey Everyone,
You too? People always tell me I have grandiose and dramatic ideas and goals. Like for example I want to unify mathematics, ergo remove the need for the distinction 'applied' and 'pure'. Through this I want to be able to derive the natural sciences and properties about the universe using only pure mathematics, nothing created based on evidence. Also I want to take over the world, cure all diseases, be immortal, etc. I've been told I'm unrealistic by my family, but when I'm not depressed, which is about 5/7 days a week(which means I'm depressed 2 days a week), I study mathematics for about 6-8 hours a day, all extracurricular. I wake up at 12am and go to bed at 4pm when I'm not depressed, all to maximize my productivity. I've been doing this, with the sciences, for about a year now. I think that this shows that I'm not grandiose and just want to achieve my goals, but other people say I won't get there. I don't believe I'm insane, or cracked, and my morals are just very different from other peoples'. Am I the only one? Do you identify with this? I don't want to be cured of this insanity or whatever it is, I just want to know. Feel free to respond or give your thoughts on any part of this post. Thanks!
~Ricky