I have this issue with my self-loathing where if I actually find someone I want to get to know better and be friends with, I avoid them because I don't want to bother them. So naturally when one of those people actually expresses the same interest in me, I lose interest in them because I have trouble respecting people who want to be around me. That and I figure they will lose interest when they actually get to know me and that their desire to get closer to me is based on some false conception of me they've created in their head.
Anyone else run into issues like this?
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Diagnoses: AS, Depression, General & Social Anxiety
I guess I just wasn't made for these times.
- Brian Wilson
Δυνατὰ δὲ οἱ προύχοντες πράσσουσι καὶ οἱ ἀσθενεῖς ξυγχωροῦσιν.
Those with power do what their power permits, and the weak can only acquiesce.
- Thucydides