I belated becoming an adult quitting university twice and not getting much responsibility. Now I'm almost graduating, I'll be moving from my University city next month and I feel terrified about it. I don't know what to do, my parents live in a rural area of a tiny town, I don't think I can do my life there but I'm insecure about my other plan which was to move to São Paulo, I don't know how I'll make things work there. I'm scary, I feel I wasted my life and I feel more awkward every day.
How do I move somewhere, how do I get a job?
I tried to get an internship at a big place, but I always got disqualified at the end. Should I move and find something to study so maybe I can get to know people? Should I stay at my parents while I think up something, maybe save money to move to another country? I don't know what to do.
Before, I used to plan studying for a public service exam, but with the current government... not very likely they will happen. I'm avoiding my responsibilities because I'm paralyzed by fear.
11 Nov 2018, 2:26 am
