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Help I have nowhere to go so I went on omegle, I'm in pain...I am the You: in this conversation

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: Hey u real?
You: sure
Stranger: Real m wbu?
Stranger: Cool
You: Can't get my tag
Stranger: Sorry...i didn't get u?
You: My tag always get has people on it, but not lately
Stranger: U m or f?
You: F
Stranger: Okay..
Stranger: So what brings you here?
You: Talk
Stranger: Cool
Stranger: Wyd?
You: Nothing
You: you/
You: ?
Stranger: U seem savage b***h and i like that?
Stranger: Chatting with u?
Stranger: Are u typing an essay???￰ﾟﾘﾂ Coz its taking too long
You: not really I'm a girly girl and like cute stuff and other things, running, walking, swimming, sewing,etc.
You: I have a program I installed that replaces the word b***h with ballerina
Stranger: Woah?
You: no thank you sorry.
Stranger: Fine..
Stranger: So u got anything to talk about?
You: I do and need to talk about it but just tired of it all
Stranger: U got SC?
You: no
Stranger: Then how can we continue what u wanna talk about coz u seem exhausted
You: Yeah, I'm tired sorry
Stranger: U got anything to stay connected..
You: I have gender dysphoria really bad
Stranger: I have no idea what it is but it sounds bad?
You: I'm a transgender woman and have been on female hormones estrogen for nearly 3 years.
You: But transition is slow
Stranger: Then plz i want to stay connected...i can help u with that..?
Stranger: Plz be honest if u got anything tell me..i would really love to help
You: I need surgery, bottom dysphoria really bad, feel so trapped like I'm a girl trapped in a blob of zombie skin trying to escape.
Stranger: Feels bad..
Stranger: Wish i could help..
You: sorry was in tears yesterday...I get panic attacks in public
Stranger: I got some questions if ur not intimidated can i ask?
You: ?
Stranger: Plz tell me at any point if u feel uncomfortable and don't wanna chat further about it..
You: kk
Stranger: Is it fine can i ask?
You: ?
You: ok?
Stranger: U really got the penis down there?
Stranger: Being a med student i can get it..?
You: i need surgey:(
Stranger: This are some of the questions i always wonder..
Stranger: Means will they create a vagina for u?
Stranger: I guess i crossed the line..
Stranger: Its fine if you don't want to talk about it..
You: sorry, I was in the restroom, not feeling, feeling like throwing up, I'll be back.
Stranger: Okay fine..
Stranger: If u want I'll wait
Stranger: Or I'll just leave..
Stranger: U still there..
You: sorry
You: had to throw up....well felt like it at least
Stranger: Okay
Stranger: Nope its fine..
Stranger: I thought you must have end the chat..
You: I have to stop eating but I'm so stressed, depressed, etc.
Stranger: Oh i get it..
You: You: I have to stop eating sugar but I'm so stressed, depressed, etc.
Stranger: This phase will go be strong my girl♥️
Stranger: Yeah u need to do that..
Stranger: U got any support or u on ur own?
You: I go to therapist every week
Stranger: I mean u got parents supporting u?
You: but not at lot of time....I have to write things down or they come out badly, hard for me to put thoughts to words(autism)
Stranger: U are not autistic believe me..
Stranger: I have seen autistic people..they r worse..
Stranger: Ur mivh
Stranger: Much better ?
Stranger: U can't put into words only bcoz ur depressed and no other reason..
You: I can write down but putting into words is extremely difficult
Stranger: I get u..
You: I'm autistic
Stranger: For real?
Stranger: I mean are u diagnosed with it?
Stranger: Coz during this whole convo i didn't even feel that u are..
Stranger: Just write what u feel don't think...
Stranger: Be it meaningless just send it.. I'll try and get it..?
You: No but I need to be, I know I am...took a very very long time for me put things into words 3+ years...so many things I am similar to that autistic people are too....but I'm good at mimicking(as autistic girls usually are) so I can seem like I'm not autistic but I am, I know it, at least 99.99% sure.....The mimickingmasking is all like intellectual meomorization, not anything that comes naturally.
Stranger: Please as I can see ur severely depressed...and u aint got autism its just bcoz of some mental imbalance ur milestones are delayed and nothing as such to be worried about..
You: And of course since I can forget things that I memorize then I can seem very erractic in my personality since it's just recalled memorizaiton
Stranger: And I'm really sorry if at any point i ahve insulted u or hurt u..
Stranger: Especially when i called u savage b***h i didnt mean that way..?
Stranger: It was really beautiful having this talk with u?￢ﾙﾥ️
You: How do you know I don't have autism....many many thing I have seen and heard of about it are similar to me
You: thank you for the last comment
Stranger: That's bcoz I'm about to become a Doctor and i know how autism is..?
Stranger: Oh welcome ?
You: What that I have said indicates I'm not?
Stranger: Actually I'm kind of in a hurry and got to go..?
You: Because from all I've seen
You: I am very similar
Stranger: Everything i have observed till now i can guarantee u are not autistic..
You: like what?
Stranger: Just get through this difficult phase..
You: I know I'm autistic
Stranger: Get to know ur real identity..
Stranger: And life will be beautiful as u are..
You: People don't understand
Stranger: Love u♥️ Stay strong ?
Stranger: Got to go Sorry..
Stranger: Would love to have continued but can't ?
Stranger: It doesn't explain explain autism..
Stranger: U maybe dyslexic not autistic for sure?
You: I would like to know specifically what I have said that indicates I'm not autistic?
Stranger: Oh god I'm not able to just end this chat..
Stranger: Its so intriguing..
Stranger: But seriously i got to go..?
Stranger: The lost passages u have written explains ur not autistic..
Stranger: Long*
You: Everything i have lived through(and have still yet to explain) indicates that I am autistic
Stranger: Autistic cant write a single sentence correctly..
Stranger: Just believe in urself?
Stranger: Everything will be all right..
You: i think high functioning autistic people and autistic people can....this writing took a long time
You: I am misunderstood
Stranger: Not as much as real autistic person..
Stranger: Goodbye..?
You: I worked extremely hard to get to this point of writing, etc.
Stranger: And ur not autistic..?
You: Yes I am
Stranger: Just severely depressed..
You: autistic

bleh, that person sounds like trash. I'm sorry they put you through all that. I wonder if there are better places than Omegle to talk to people? Omegle seems like it would have a higher ratio of jerks.

I only got halfway down to where he said you were not autistic and that he knew because he was a doctor. If what

you want to know is if that's true it is utter rubbish. He ought to know better than to think he does know. HE DOES

NOT KNOW WHETHER YOU ARE AUTISTIC OR NOT. If you think you are tell your doctor why you think you might be

and ask to be referred for an assessment. Assessments are done over several hours by someone trained in signs of

autism and wherever possible includes a questionnaire done by a parent.

Forget about him.

He hasn’t met you in person.

He knows nothing about today’s autism.

He’s not qualified to determine if you’re autistic or not.

Maybe not a bad person. But still not qualified.