so ptsd, hmm cberg. sorry for getting here late(
ok. so. i've stated in a number of threads, that subsiding s**t like that requires to not be alone. doesnt matter if there is another ADULT person next to u physically, or u are connected with them via net, but there has to be a presence. somebody aware and willing to help. voice comms help me a LOT in this. playing mmo like there is no tomorrow. highly dynamic picture, a lot of sound which i can adjust in volum, and company of ppl, even if we all hide behing our game avatars, its still live persons. ofc that might not suit u, but whtever u do, dont be alone. phone calls, dischord connects, whatever. offered u multiple times to join a specific channel made for ppl with problems like this. another person with ptsd just might have a good idea or few, what to do for u to dig u out. sorry, im so f*****g incoherent today. im worried about u. im worried u be alone when it hits again, getting out on ur own is a real, real b***h. i know it too well. i cant help u if u dont take my help(
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sanity is a prison. insanity is doom. is there a third option, please?
beware the ire of the patient ones!
and if i walk away, who is gonna stay? i believe to make the world be a better place.