I broke my TV

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A few days ago, my husband had to leave to see his dying uncle. I was upset because we only spent a couple hours together. I got so mad, that I threw a glass at the TV. I didn't know it at the time, but I broke it, and I could only see 75% of the TV screen. When I told my husband this, he got mad at me. My mom offered to get me a new one.

I wish I didn't have autism, and I hate myself so much, I want to take a knife and gouge both my eyes out.

Does anybody f*****g care!? My mom and my husband are making me feel worthless about myself by yelling at me and detracting me, and no one here f*****g cares!

I really am sorry. I understand because I break things or throw things away when I'm upset too. Please don't hurt yourself.

Why shouldn't I? Everyone is mad at me, and I am overweight with no redeeming values whatsoever. Now the TV my mom gave me doesn't want to work.

In time your anger will pass and the TV can be replaced. I have no doubt your husbands anger will pass as well and he knows you best. He understands your anger issues and before you know it everything will be back to normal. Perhaps you can start by first forgiving yourself. Keep in mind, he is going through a difficult time with his uncle so he is currently dealing with extra stress and a host of emotions. Take care, please don't hurt yourself.

My husband made it clear that he plays the role of a parent than a spouse because of my temper. He doesn't trust me by myself anymore. I have so many screwups in my life that I keep thinking that dying would be the only possible solution.

That will only bring a tremendous amount of grief to all those that love you, it's not a solution. You are loved, some of those people are temporarily angry and will forgive you. Please don't do anything rash, it's just a TV. Your life is precious!

The only people who trust me anymore have fur, four legs and a tail. I highly doubt my death would affect them. My TV is working now, but at the price of respect.

I'm going to bed; hopefully I will die in my sleep tonight.

I hope you have wonderful, sweet dreams and you feel better in the morning, take care.

God dammit, I am still here. Sleeping didn't help me.

I want to die because I am a terrible person. I stressed my mom out so much last year, it caused her to have a stroke. And I have barely any friends because they have lives of their own. I did invite them to my home, and they have yet to do so. My spouse doesn't trust me as much because of my temper.

We are all human, that means we are imperfect organisms. Your husband and your mother love you despite your flaws. I hope you can find a way to forgive yourself.

I've broken things too. The most expensive thing I've smashed was a laptop.

It happens.

I was diagnosed with "low frustration tolerance" and put on medication. It's not your fault.

I broke a lap top too out of anger. I also threw a lot of nice things away when I was crazy that I regret now. One of them was a diamond ring.

I have intermittent explosive disorder and PMDD, and I am still trying to get my meds back on track. I am supposed to see my med doctor on the 18th, so I hope he can help me then.

Good luck

One time I put a hole in a door with my fist. Most of my anger comes out towards inanimate objects from pure frustration in the form of yelling and calling them nasty things. BTW, that door was asking for it.