...I mean, perhaps someone would get all " Say it loud!! ! " on him...like " My brother, what are you doing, wearing skin lightening cream and straightening your hair??! "
...But, you never know how someone else feel
" Curing ", I think of one of the X-Men movies, where there's a mutation curing ray, and someone struck with it is immediately de-mutantized...What would you do then? And if it's only temporary...I remember an Issac Asimov story, where Earth people do not have an extra sense for listening to music, and an Earth man manages to take on that sense for an hour or so, and it's amazing...but after it's gone and he has a normal Earth man's senses, he realizes what he temporarily had and lost, and now, " he will always be blind ", realizing what he doesn't have
. He'd kind of built up being a " professional Aspie "...now what does he have
?
I'm a failure in life, certainly materially speaking
. I am crippled, have massve back pain, I'm homeless
...I had hoped that, with those reading, etc., I
items I splurged on some months back I could get a little place and settle down & read and have furniture alright for someone who's crippled, but authority figures just want to push me into a board-and-care home I guess, I'll perhaps never go to college
,I was raped
, I lost so many things over the years, I spent my 21st birthday in a state loony-bin
, I was pumped full of fucking-me-up drugs...will " being less Aspie " get me the things that I lost
? Or even repair them
? I tend to think not
.
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.

My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!