I'm In too deep

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well.... I'm on a business trip and away from the safety of the fiancee and her family and having severe Abbie withdrawals and it's not pretty... physically I'm dealing with headaches, sensory issues worse than usual, and others such. While i am staying with some friends while I am on this business trip to get some documents and some clothes from storage... it's hard, they understand me watching my Abbie videos or looking at the screenshot pictures I take of her from such videos, and even try to make sure I don't do anything I'd regret... it's just hard when I don't have my fiancee to hold hands with or hug thanks to health issues that flared up last minute and I don't have my doll yet (yes... I am paying for a life-sized companionship doll which I have called "Abigail Lorraine" after the Abbie..) I need some severe help... anyone got any ideas what I can do with this? since I'm not scheduled to go back to home until Monday by train and just ugh!

Sorry, but what is an abbie? Must be nice having a fiancee, I wouldn't know. Good luck getting through the weekend though!

Abbie is a person... the autistic daughter as displayed in the YouTube channel FatheringAutism. I love those videos like you'd not believe. This is more specific details on it all: viewtopic.php?t=374899


hope it makes some degree of sense?


yes, it's a wonderful thing to have a fiancee and I love her dearly. but being without her is a pain in the neck especially when she is my primary source of sensory stimulation and support through it all.