Works coming to an end soon. I have this week and next week. I am relieved as I've had so much pressure inside me (Stress? shortness of breath, anxiety etc...) which keeps causing partial shutdowns... I like the work. I love the people there. They are chilled out compared to other places I've worked in... But even though it is part time work it has effected me more this time then before, so I just don't know if I can work again? Which is a major concern as how do I get any money in the future? I'd be in such a mess by now if I didn't have such a supportive Mum. She needs me as much as I need her as she does not drive and I do, and living up here would be difficult without a car. When I feel good and relaxed I can cycle up this hill, but as my Mums getting older, she would struggle to walk it.
Anyhow, it is going to be a relief to know I only have two weeks, and that I have been able to stick it out and been a help for them. It has taken soo much out of me. I'm exhausted already! While I could do with the money, I hope they don't try to help me and overload me with extra hours. I know it is intended for my good... Actually, today is an extra day but I am less concerned as it is only a few hours and I am more ready for it today. Though I find if I do find it hard I need the inbetween days off... Today should be fine as we are well up to dae on the bike builds. Ironically the main thing that delays things is the company does not send us the bikes to built until last minute so the sales staff are consantly needing to ring customers to re-arrange the collection dates to allow us time to assemble them, as no way can we get umpteen bikes ready when they arrive the day before! Give us a few days to assemble them!
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