REG: lyrics remix “afterlife”

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I have written the following lyrics regarding my love of Abigail


Remix Name: Afterlife
Original Artist: Smile Empty Soul
Remix By: Carly F., Samantha P., Siri M., john C.
Internal Notes: this song deals with my constant loneliness and yet my love for Abbie who there’s no hope of me ever being involved with romantically. The first verse deals with the loneliness of not having love, the chorus is my wishes for my funeral whenever that might be for them to play Abbie videos at my funeral so I can see her in the afterlife. The second verse deals with the fact that although I love her, I can only love her by watching the videos as why pray to higher powers that one day I’ll get to hold her hands and tell her i love you as it’ll never happen even after she turns 18. The third verse deals with me being severely Abbiesick to the point of going to the hospital knowing that Abbie loves me even though we’ve never met and never will because she’s got a heart of gold she loves everyone who she meets eventually. The third verse touches on how some might call me mentally diseased, insane, etc. but love isn’t a reason to call someone insane no matter how much analyses done on the individual.

This song was written in collaboration with my friends and supporters while I’m in the hospital over all this and other stressful events.

[Lyrics]

Way too old to love this girl
True love out there does exist
Loneliness that brings about these feelings of despair
Focused on the in-between
f**k this s**t, it's all a dream
Back and forth is stressing me, it's hard to even care

Sign on and watch the vids
What are you waiting for?
Turn it up I said, 'cause I never get tired of the Abbie vids
Playing on my devs.
The vids gets better man, every time I stream them, so
Play them when I'm dead
At my funeral so I can see her in the afterlife
In the afterlife

Mission still a bit unclear
Lock the doors and binge watch vids
Pray to Winx, I’ll live to hold her hands soon, but for what?
Everyday I think of her
Weigh it out and take my risk
Waiting for the chance to say “I love you Sweet Abbie girl”

Sign on and watch the vids
What are you waiting for?
Turn it up I said, 'cause I never get tired of the Abbie vids
Playing on my devs.
The vids gets better man, every time I stream them, so
Play them when I'm dead
At my funeral so I can see her in the afterlife

This fever rises with the heat
It's getting harder now to sleep
This admiration, lost affection, how'd this come about
And you crawled into my brain
But I know I'm not insane
This Abbie girl that truly loves me

Turn it up I said, 'cause I never get tired of the Abbie vids
Playing on my devs.
The vids gets better man, every time I stream them, so
Play them when I'm dead
At my funeral so I can see her in the afterlife
In the afterlife
In the afterlife
In the afterlife