Once i thought i was autistic, i felt different, turns out i have schizoid personality disorder and as part of it i have "autistic thinking", so i wasnt completely wrong, i wanted to say this for some reason
I felt more comfortable around autistics when i had the chance to meet some, but ya i dont care for autistics just like i dont care for anyone else
I have alot of room to change in therapy but also, idk it sucks, my diagnosis is not new but autistics still seem to have it easier, except for the high degree autism i assume, not those who are able to write, i guess i wanted to be autistic, its easier to be broken maybe then working on huge problems, im delusional, as if an easier diagnosis would have made my life more tolerable
01 Nov 2019, 1:35 pm
