My family is planning to move but there is a discussion of where do we go. My dad wants San Antonio and My Mom wants a city in Rio Grande Valley. My mom wants the city in RGV because it's close to Mexico so she can see her mom more and her childhood best friend lives there. For a moment, I voiced support for my mom's decision because I want her to be closer to her mom before she dies and she would have at least one friend in RGV. BUT, I thought about just now what is best for me? I have Aspergers and it's very lonely living in a small town.
So I thought maybe going to a place big like San Antonio is good for me because then I would have so many people to meet from college, work, tinder/bumble, and local support groups. Like my mom is in her mid-50s and I am 22 so I thought she already lived her life so it's time to live mine. It might sound selfish but maybe selfish is good in this situation. My older sister lives in San Antonio and they are close so she would still have someone to hang out with. There are still way more people in the city in RGV than my small town but SA is WAY more people than my small town. Also, my mom made my life more difficult with her decisions about my Aspergers so I feel like I deserve it more than her.
There are other issues like if we moved to SA then the plan is to live in an RV while we live in a small house in the city in RGV. A small house is better than an RV but also the colleges are better in SA. There is also a concern I have with crimes in SA since it's a big city but that's a what-if so I don't think I should be too concern. I want to work in music so SA is better for that. I also think maybe SA could be too big for me but maybe not. Ultimately, my dad will decide since it's his money BUT I can't help to be torn where my support should go to. I feel like showing support for SA to show non-bias and leave it alone for whatever he decides.
19 Nov 2019, 6:27 am
