I’m having a hard time

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I hate myself right now, I cannot do anything right, I’m overwhelmed cuz I’m not organized enough, I have two boxes from Walmart that I need to open, one of them is already opened, my stuff is still in the box, I feel like I’m sooo messed up, I’m doing everything myself & it can be so overwhelming, I sooo hate my apartment, I hate my sister most of the time. I should be very happy, I have a boyfriend who loves me, I feel like he deserves better, he don’t need a very mess up girlfriend. I was crying alot, I COULD NOT handle things, I wish I was dead. I have alot of pain in my lower legs & feet, that makes it harder to do things, I have good days & bad days.

Hi Kitty,

I'm having a hard time myself. I hope you are feeling better now though, since it has been a few days since you have posted this. You have good days and bad days. After the bad days, the good days will come!

My deepest sympathies. Life with ASD is a nightmare.

But don't feel bad about the man. He's with you cause he wants to be with you.

If he didn't want to be there, he would have left.

A grown man knows what he's doing. You are not making him do anything he doesn't want to do.

Hang in there Please.