I dont want to live anymore

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07 Dec 2019, 7:26 am

This is enough, but im too scared to end my life. It seems scary to me. What else can i do? I have psychiatric disorders like aspergers and social anxiety. And im living a pathetic life. There are 60 years ahead. I already feel like a depressed old man.



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07 Dec 2019, 7:28 am

What is a thing you want?
Even for now, may be a simple thing like going for a walk or play a video game?


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07 Dec 2019, 7:51 am

Do you have a psychiatric doctor.


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07 Dec 2019, 12:32 pm

vermontsavant wrote:
Do you have a psychiatric doctor.

Yes but the medications dont make a difference.

And talking to doctor about my problems doesnt matter much.



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07 Dec 2019, 12:33 pm

magz wrote:
What is a thing you want?
Even for now, may be a simple thing like going for a walk or play a video game?


I dont want to be isolated this much.



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07 Dec 2019, 12:42 pm

Highly_Autistic wrote:
I dont want to be isolated this much.

You mean you want to see people more?
Where do you live?


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07 Dec 2019, 12:46 pm

There have been times in my life when I have not wanted to live, also. But every time I have hung on and eventually things got better. Life is interesting and I never know what is coming up. Life is unpredictable.

I am glad you are posting here and hope you continue to do so.

Can you tell us any more about yourself?


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08 Dec 2019, 12:08 pm

I live in turkey



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08 Dec 2019, 12:29 pm

^Hey, i initially got interested in this topic bc i kind of don't want to live anymore either. (well i'm not depressed more like i feel fulfilled in life) than i see we live in the same country! If you want you can talk to me about your main issues, do you go to college? Are you in any kind of therapy, do you speak with a private counselor or in a state hospital?