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Kitty4670
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12 Feb 2020, 3:57 pm

I am depress, all I want to do is cry. I DON’T KNOW how to deal with stuff anymore, life is getting tooooo harder for me. I have bones in my leg that didn’t healed right & pain. I have no one helping me out, feel like nobody cares. I just want to go to bed & wait to die.



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12 Feb 2020, 4:56 pm

Hugs Kitty. I hope you will feel better soon.


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12 Feb 2020, 5:24 pm

I feel this way a lot as well. Hugs to you :heart: I hope things get better for you soon.



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14 Feb 2020, 7:48 pm

Big dragon hugs ((((((((Kitty4670))))))))

I just got out of the hospital for severe depression and suicidal ideation. I wish I knew what to say, but what I can do is offer you lots of hugs and tell you that you aren't alone.


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27 Feb 2020, 5:11 pm

I’m depressed today, I hate depression :skull: I want to go back to bed & stay there until I die.



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27 Feb 2020, 5:26 pm

So, sorry. Hang in there.

I remember those feelings. (I still have moments, but not hours and days...)

Wishing you find support and resources somehow, somewhere.



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28 Feb 2020, 7:59 am

Kitty4670 wrote:
I’m depressed today, I hate depression :skull: I want to go back to bed & stay there until I die.


Me for the past week. Trying to keep busy to stop feeling this. I miss my friends who forgot me but i don't want to make them uncomfortable.



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28 Feb 2020, 9:01 am

I’ve been there too: I still have days when just making my morning coffee seems like more than I can cope with.

Maybe use the weekend to snuggle up under your duvet with a bit of comfort food and watch a few favourite movies?

Hope you feel better soon.



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02 Mar 2020, 8:54 pm

You are 18?
Do you live with your parents?
Do they have health care coverage?
Will it/they pay for counseling?
Have you tried counseling?
Years ago I was diagnosed, and a couple of months or 3 of Prozac really helped.
The counselor gave me a test; I think it was MMPI; that is what pinpointed what I was going through.
Please reach out for help;we care about you.


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