I want to get into filmmaking for a career goal, and have been trying to make a feature film to break into the industry, but it's been a very tough process. It's tough getting enough actors and crew to believe in you, and my own parents have tried to seize control of money to stop me from doing it before, as I posted about before on here.
And a couple of weeks ago, my gf broke up with me as a result of this goal and said that she couldn't see me go down as a result. And my friends say it's a foolish endeavor and to get a real job, even if it's not what I wish to do.
And now, because of the corona virus, all movie productions have been shut down where I live and no one seems to want to go on a movie set anymore because of it, nor are locations open for shooting as a result.
I feel like whatever I do, fate keeps tryint stop me from making it. If it's not the gf or friends, or parents, it's economy shutting down around me now.
Everyrthing seems to be trying to stop me it feels like. Is it me, or is the world really trying to stop me, does it sound like?
16 Mar 2020, 5:08 am
