I Want To Die!

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I think I’m better off dead. I cannot do this! I’m not strong. I had very bad night, I was itching & scratching, I got new psoriasis, cuz I’m tooo stress, I have problems with my speech too. It seems alot of people here are stronger than me. I woke up every hour last night going to the bathroom. I woke up at 2 pm, I’m now depressed, wanting to go back to bed at 3:17pm. I really hate this life.

You are going through a tough patch. Yes. These are difficult times, and lifes difficulties can come in waves.
Not sure if this is relevent, but this thought came to me, of Jesus asleep in the boat in the storm, where the disciples were fearing for their lives. They woke Jesus up and he rebuked the waves and all was calm.

I really hope that you can find rest and peace while in these tough times.

I can't tell you that I have not felt the stress of it as I have. It may not present itself in the same way as you experience as you may have other struggles and we are all different, but if I could change things to make it all better I would, so I am sending some virtual hugs to try to help you get through these times.
Remember, even if a storm has lots of waves, the storm will eventually calm.

Feeling you on the other end of the sleep disorder - this sh*t is messed up. This past night I went to bed just before 11pm... then I woke up at 2am from a horrible dream and couldn't put myself to sleep again. I might open a new thread for nightmares since I have them so freaking often. But hey, high five to you for fighting this uphill battle.

Still, the stereotypical AS has a rather low level of empathy, so if you are in need of some warm words, you might want to try r/depression.