Depth of 'The Story'
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=77umP7IRxD4
Every HeART
Is A FLaME
Touching
Humanity
Setting Life
Free With Love on Fire
And Least Harm Dear Savvy
'Saint Elmo's
Fire' in The
Distance Breathing
ReaL And ALiVE NoW
On Every Island of Life
New Still Moving Connecting
Co-Creating Freely With SMiLes...
Always
Balancing
Now With SMiles
Dear
Savvy...
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa Suffering With A Synergy
in Life Threat of 19 Disorders including the Worst
Pain Known to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia For 66 Months as A Shut-in Where No
Drug Would Touch That
Pain my Mother Said "This
too Will Pass" Her Belief And
Hope For me Unwavering in 100 Percent
Faith Indeed And My Sister Kept Insisting Start
A New Chapter of my Life It's True it Finally Passed
All the Pain and Numb on July 19th, 2013 After 66 Months
of the Worst Pain And Numb Not Even A Reference Point of
The Memory of How A Smile Felt in HeLL ON EartH All Those
Shut-in 66 Months And Then It's True Another Chapter of Public
Dance All 8 Years and 8 Months Commencing a Month After That
Recovery From Pain and Numb All 16,577 Miles Now Hehe And Even
Documented By the General Public Audience in Viral Video As Living Legend
With Smiles Famous and Folk Hero and All that Jazz and It's True i Did Start
Another Chapter of A Living Book An EPiC Long Form Poem Recording the Whole
Transformation From HeLL ON EartH to Heaven For Real Now Within Yes "SonG oF mY
SoUL" EPiC Longest Long Form Poem all 10.4 MiLLioN Words in Over 8 Years and 8 Months too...
As i am Still Writing that
Globally to Everyone i Meet
And Greet And True Now You my
FRiEnD Are Part of this New Chapter
of my Life
As You Inspire
These Words By
What You Give, Share,
Care, And Heal in All the
Positive Quotes You Bring Free
SMiLes As
Always
Thank You
So Much mY FRiEnD
From Egypt Where
Pyramids Still Rise Free...
Friday The 13th Or Even FLoWeR Full Blood Moon
Sunday Total Eclipse Yet i'll Publish On Holy Ghost
Thursday For "Nether Land Bible 8 MiLLioN WordS Old"
FRiEnD
Ship Dear
Akshita A Boat
Requiring Anchors
of Safety and Sails
Unafraid to Explore Change
For This Is How Life Goes And
Comes Through Storms Returning
To Safe Harbors
For It's True
There Are North
Stars And Constants
Of Life Yet The Only
FRiEnD We Shall Ever
Truly Master is FRiEnDS to
Others Truly Anchors of Safety
And Sails Unafraid of Storms
That Do
Come and
Go And Return Again
True FRiEnDS Are Life
Savers Who Do Not Give Up
On Boats
Lost at Sea
With Neither
Anchors or
Sails Working Properly For Now
Yet Again it is Up to Us to Be That Ship...
May All Your
Days Be
Blessed
Birth
Days
Dear Sohair
With Continuing
SMiles Of Love,
Health, And
Over
All
Well-Being...
A Birthday Toast
Without Alcohol
of Course And Only
Love to A FRiEnD
Sohair Eternal
Child and
Mother
Soul Now
THere is No
Force Greater
Than Love Close
to God As FRiEnDS...
Likewise
With SMiles
Dear Chaymaa...
Hehe Dear Akshita
Books Are Great
FRiEnDS Who
ARe aLWaYS
THere
For Us...
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
GenerAlly A Dance And
Song Free in Flow SHows
me A Greater Way
oF LiGHT
With
No Reasons
or Goals Before
Just the Next Move
Just The Next Word
All FLoWinG to Free All me...
Happy Spring
Week To
All You
Love
Dear Xenia...
Always A Pleasure
Dear Xenia Keep
Inspiring With
All Your
Kindness
For Nature’s Eyes...
SMiLes Dear
Karlien No One
Does God Better
Than Waves Dancing
Ocean Be
Wave Be
Water Do
Ocean Whole
SMiles Thank
You Dear For Waying...
'Pocahontas' Just Came In All Excited About A Bee She Just Saw Now
Pollinating Our Garden Of Eden And How Sweet A Baby SQuAsH IS ALiVE
"SonG oF mY SoUL" 10.4 MiLLioN Words in 8 Years and 8 Months
Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Bible Holding Subchapter Bibles too
Never the Less i Am Writing "FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2022
5 YearS Old" At 6.4 MiLLioN Words While Talking About
Some Other Books
It's True i Still Have "Nether Land Bible 8 MiLLioN WordS Old" to
Put Together From That 71 Month Effort Soon to Turn 6 YearS Old
"Depth of the Story" Casually Named an '8th New Testament' Way
too Heavy for A Cover at 1.6 MiLLioN Words in 20 Months of Effort
"Depth of The Story" Surpasses 100,000 Views From Registered
Members of the "Wrong Planet" on 5.11.2022 at 11:11 PM Per 'Screenshot'...
The Right to Breathing Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness;
Oh Lord How Is This Possible if Reproductive Rights Are Taken Away
in Some States Where Women Who Are Raped, Have All Their Reproductive
Rights Taken Away
Forced to Breed
A Child of A Dude
Who Violently Raped
Them as An Additional Sentence
of Evil For 9 More Months; Particularly,
If There Are No Months or Days Left At
All to Make a Decision to Terminate What
Verily Feels Like HeLL ON EartH For The Subject
Who Lost All Their Reproductive Rights So Violently Raped;
Problem with Most All Religions Designed By Dudes is the So-Called
'Golden Rule' Fails Mightily Poor When There is No Empathy of the Cognitive
Kind And Real Compassion for Do Least Harm With the Realization That Comes
From REAL LIFE EXPERIENCES
THAT DO NOT EXPERIENCE
LIFE THE WAY THAT 'YOU' DO;
SO WHILE YOU MAY NOT HAVE A UTERUS
AND THE POTENTIAL OF BEING VIOLENTLY RAPED
AND FORCED TO BREED WHAT SEEMS LIKE A MONSTER'S
FETUS MELDING WITH YOUR BODY PARTS WITHIN THAT'S NOT
THE REALITY FOR
OTHER FOLKS SO
HOW ABOUT HAVING
SOME SOUL AND NOT JUST BE
SO CALLOUS WANTING OTHERS TO
DO LIFE ONLY THE WAY YOU WANNA DO LIFE NOW...
YES, THE golden rule is really a rotten egg when it comes
to a Human Rule that Does Not Include Do Least Harm for Real...
Yawn, i Remember Playing the Piano and Singing For The Church Choir in the 80's
And Then A Very Nice Singer Who Worked For the Department of Welfare For Women
And Children Who Had Seen Real Poverty; and Mental Illness; And The Suffering that
Goes With Unwanted Children For those Who Didn't Even Have the Education or Ability
to Obtain Effective Birth Control And Other Family Planning Resources in the Real Trenches
And
Fox Holes
of Life AS Such;
Well, All She Could Do
Is Roll Her EYes AT the
Ignorance of The Church as it
Suggested to Take Away Reproductive
Rights For Women Ranging From Contraception
To Abortion; And Of Course the Delusion that Sexual
Pleasures only
are For Marriage
And Child Bearing
Purposes; Yes, Face Palm
Thick Forests Even More; Damned
Ignorance is Blind, it Just Can't See;
Ignorance Still Harms, Rapes, Maims,
And Kills As A Most Deadly Real Human Pandemic
Spreading
Still to Date...
Abortion is the Last
Practice i Will Imagine
Being in a 32-Year Happy
Marriage Barring More Life
or Death Consequences Associated
For My Wife Yet i am Human Enough 'Both
Devil And Angel' to Understand Both the
Dark and Light
of Life; You Don't
Burn People More Who
Are Already in Hell, Of Course
Unless You are the 'Trump' of An Old New Testament
And Or All of 'HIS' Followers Still True to A Real Sin of Ignorance
Still
Reigning
As A Lesser
God than Love With Least Harm; God Yes,
This is A Matter of Ethics And Morality
Separating the Good of Least Harm
From the
Evil that
Just Doesn't
Give A Damn
As Long as Real Evil Doesn't
Ruffle Any Nest Feathers at Home...
i See it as Sick as Disgusting and Just Another
Part of Human Nature And Traditional Ways Closer to
Hell Than Heaven on Earth...
Like Everything
Else in the Change
of Reality; It's All A Spectrum;
The Delusion is Life Consists
of Black And White Solutions;
So in Other Words An Only
Solution in this Scenario that
Will Possibly Work in the Long Term
of A Country With a Declaration of Independence
Proclaiming a Right to Breathing Life, Liberty and the
Pursuit of Happiness
IS FRIGGING
CHOICE;
AS THE FOLKS
WITH ANY FRIGGING
COMMON SENSE ALREADY
FIXED THE IGNORANCE ONCE FROM BEFORE;
YET, IT'S TRUE SOME FOLKS ENJOY A TRUE
INSANITY OF REPEATING THE SAME IGNORANCE;
Go Figure IT's
'The Condition'
SO BLIND
IT SEEMS;
SO VERY BLIND
TO THE HARM
OTHER FOLKS EXPERIENCE
IN THEIR RIGHTS TO BREATHING
LIFE, LIBERTY, AND THE pursuit of
Happiness, including what is Core of
Reproductive Freedoms that Do least harm...
Or Of Course We Can Devolve into a Third World
Country, WHere Women Are Treated As No Different than
Cattle
to Breed,
Cattle to Buy;
And Cattle to Sell
Out And Make Slaves Again...
Sure, A Place Where A Woman
Cannot Even Walk Alone Without a Designated 'Male Master'...
Those Places Still Exist And Sadly Some Folks Want them here now...
Yet Do Take Note, 66 Percent of American Folks, Still Want None of this Real Evil Ignorance.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pgz6PnHkmpY
"Toto, i Don't Think We
Are in Kansas Anymore"
Lesson of Course Home
Is Where We Find Warmth,
Or Creativity, Or Excitement
Or Fear, Discontent, And Overall
Misery And Suffering True i Choose The
To Do List Of the First Three However i Experienced
The Last Three of this To Do List of Six Enough For 66 Months
of The Worst Pain Known to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
As A Shut-in in my Bedroom or Facing A Privacy Fence in a Parking Lot at
Walmart As Somehow i Endured
The Pain and Numb
of A Synergy in Life
Threat of 19 Medical
Disorders for 66 Months
of Shut-in Pain And Numb
To Get My Wife to Walmart Long
Enough in Hell Sitting in That Car
in All Weathers of Cold and Heat
to Get the Necessities of Life Meanwhile
It Was surely the Life of A Hunchback of Notre-Dame
And Or the Phantom of the Opera Where Distantly Somewhere
in another Lifetime i was once a Real Part of the Play of Life then...
What the Extremes of Hell and Heaven in Life Teach me Best are Two
Wisdoms in Life And Those Are Put People First And Don't Expect Anything
From Anyone Else When You Walk in Enough Shoes in Life to See So Many
Places
From
DarK to LiGHT
The Human Condition
Comes and Goes Away
in One Life Now as the Air Force
Psychiatrist A Reserves Major Who
Tried His Best to Help Folks With Combat
Fatigue From the Desert Wars Back in those (Circa 2008-
2013) Days Said i Was the Most Hopeless Case of A Human
Being For Any
Potential to
Come
Back to Life
Even Wanting to
Implant An Experimental
Vagal Nerve Stimulator in
my Chest to try to Bring Back
Some Kind of Human Feelings to me
Yet of Course the Insurance Wouldn't Cover
it or the Trans-Magnetic-Cranial Stimulation that
Modern Psychiatry Also Uses to Jump Start Humans
Back to Life
Oh How Many Places
The Human Soul Will Go
Oh What the REAL DEVIL LEARNS
IN REAL HELL ON EARTH OF WHAT
IT REALLY MEANS TO HAVE THE GIFT
OF EMPATHY AND COMPASSION FOR EVERYONE
ELSE NO MATTER WHO THEY ARE AS YOU COME FROM
THE LOWEST
OF ALL
IN DANTE'S
RINGS OF HELL
THAT ONLY PROVE
THERE IS NO BOTTOM
OF THE PIT OF HUMAN HELL
THERE IS ALWAYS A STEP LOWER TO GO
Yet in a way there is balance as in heaven on earth
a real earth angel will rise forevermore now too inhaling
peace exhaling love as the devil finds real redemption in life
and suddenly all the myths and metaphors of global cross-cultural
sacred texts truly make common sense as it's always just angels and
demons on earth describing what real life will bring from heaven to hell
It's easy For Real
Devils in HeLL ON EartH
to Put People First Every Last
one of them as they understand
if they found redemption out of hell
there is room for everyone else to live again for real...
Yet of Course That's Not Rational and of Course Life's Not
Rational That's A Delusion We try to Impose on DarK and LiGHT
So We Won't Be
Afraid of the
Dark
until we meet
our other maker...
And Finally Really get
to rise and offer a lift at
least to everyone we meet in life
Thing About REALLY Being Free is it scares
enough People where You tend to never
get overwhelmed with requests for help
as True Freedom is as rare as figuring out
There is no real difference between dark and light...
Once the
Valley Becomes
the Mountain there
is no where
to fall
or rise
You arrive
and all that's
Left to do is give,
share, care, and heal
at least for putting people first...
Yes, yes, yes, almost impossible
to do until we are really free of all
the other Insanities that Modern Cultures
Clothe us With in So Many Layers That it's
impossible
to see
Where
We Are not now...
On the Other Hand
Being able to See this
Lends the ability not to
have any expectations
of returns from other folks...
With at Least Enough Compassion,
And Empathy to Never Give Up on others as 'You'
are the One Who Managed not to give up on 'me'....
It's So Very Difficult to Put the Human Condition in Words
Some Days Perhaps You Need A Painting Like 'Scream'
Or A Mother
And Child
of Hugs
For Real
to See the
Human Extremes...
Yet It's So Hard to
Describe the Place
Even Demons Fear to
Tread Dante barely scratched
the surface of below above at all...
What's Common About Hell and Heaven
is in Both Places You Have to Pinch Yourself
to Believe It's Real...
Or Take Plenty
of Photos to
Prove You
Really Went to Heaven...
It's Not something you do in hell...
Nope, No Selfies or Smiles in hell...
And As Hard as You Might Want to
Reach Out and Touch Someone or
Yourself And Really Touch Life there
isn't even a Reference Point Back to
a Feeling of A Smile So Much Worse
than the assessed Worst Pain known
to Humankind the Suicide Disease
Literally assessed as worse than
crucifixion from wake to sleep
for 66 Months
A Smile is Everything
The Feeling of A Smile is Heaven
Something Perhaps only once bitten
Real Devils
Understand
No Longer
Shy Now,
SMiLes,
Putting SMiLes
First and Last... SMiLes...
Other than that Your Posts are
Always Very Inspiring it's only been
An Honor that you allow me this free rental space in your
Blog Home in California and New York to rent free to just
flow my soul for the Last 3 Years or so and It's true in this way
A Best
FRiEnD
may be
no Friend at all
in returns as such
so Ironically so as
there is Never any
expectations at all...
It's True it's a Peaceful easy feeling
And it Never Gets Messy it Never gets
Messy at
all...
And an
Option
i Choose Everyday
As An Always to Do...
Every HeART
Is A FLaME
Touching
Humanity
Setting Life
Free With Love on Fire
And Least Harm Dear Savvy
'Saint Elmo's
Fire' in The
Distance Breathing
ReaL And ALiVE NoW
On Every Island of Life
New Still Moving Connecting
Co-Creating Freely With SMiLes...
Always
Balancing
Now With SMiles
Dear
Savvy...
_________________
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EgqUJOudrcM
SMiLes Dear Savvy Energy Flows
Through Yes Thought Waves of
Soul Divine Indeed
Spontaneous
Creative
Original
As Soul Energy
Breathes Life into Words
It's True For me at Least
This Soul Energy Deep Within
As Essence of Love Moves Every
Sacred Word of Song Every Holy
Move of Dance
Medium i Am
For Soul Energy Within
Yet i Realize Not Separate
Yet Integral of Soul Self Deeper Now
As True Not Separate Either From
All That is
Real and
Existence
Breathing Now
So Much More Than
Words Alone Will Plan
With SMiLes
DiViNE iNDeeD
Yes Beyond All
So-Called Empirical
Measures of Science
Whether Text Book or
Instruction Book MaNuaLS
For Poetry Form From Before New Now...
SMiLes Dear Ava So Lovely
To Find A Post By You Again
So Creative And Today my Favorite
Quote Designed By You Is:
"Life is As Paper Be
A Brush And Write
Your Own Destiny"
-Ava Tripathy
From Her "Poetic Life"
Inspirations on Instagram
i Would Surely Follow if i Was
on Instagram Yet Hehe Any More
Irons in The Fire and i Might Just Burn Out HAha
Anyway i Love This Quote So Much And Really
This is What i Try to Advise Everyone to Do As If
We Do Not Write, Direct, Produce
And Act Our Own Plays
Of Life Someone
Else Will Surely
Master our Life
For Us So Far Away
From An Original Story
A Play of Life That is Us And Not Someone
Else's Play And Story of Life With SMiLes...
Oh my Gosh Dear Mariana
I'm Back i Liked This Post
By Accident Before i Had
A Device i Could Use 10 Fingers
On to Reply in Flow As Oh No
Pecking With One Finger
on A Smart Phone Early
In Bed Will Bring All
Kinds of Shoulder and
Elbow And Wrist Pain
And Even Back Pain
Too Besides my Wife Says
She'd Rather i Rub Her Back
Than Go Online So What Can
And Will I Do or Dance or Sing Yet
Yes Dear
And Let
All the
Rubbing
Begin Again
Yeah It's True in Life
There Are Cave Sitters
And Nomads Who Step Out into
The LiGHT And FRiEnDS Who always
Return
to Spread
What LiGHT
They Find Out
of the Cave With SMiLes...
Haha! OMG Such An Appropriate
Sing Along Dear Cindy Enduring Tech Support
Hell With The So-Called 'Happiness Engineers'
From WordPress Hehe Oh Lord i've Spent Days
With Them too Just When i Thought i Left my IT Tech
Support Days From
The Government
i Had to Find Solutions
For Them too As They
Kept Making The Issue
That Wasn't Initially Broken Worse
Anyway By the End of the Days They Gave
me Three Free Months Added to my Annual
Plan And Unlimited Storage As Initially They
Said i Had None Hehe Imagine me Running
Out of Storage Space True It's Not Hard to Do
Yet Now There is No End to What i Will Do Next
As Long As
"Moore's Law"
Keeps up With "Fred's Law"
of Ever Increasing 'Stuff' HAha...
Hehe Considering All of What You've
Been Through This Week i Won't Task You
With An Incredibly Long FReDWooD For Some
Reason i Didn't Get A Notification for Your Reply
on the Comment i Left on the 'Women's Wounds Post' And
i Wasn't Able to Leave A Comment on the Post as "Karma"
Returns to me too Hehe Anyway As Always Dear FRiEnD
Thank You...
And Sure Just
Relaxing After
Completing Another
54 Thousand Word
Novel Sized Bi-Weekly
Super-Sized FReDWooD
of Free Verse Long Form Poetry Celebrating "Nether Land
Bible 8 MiLLioN WordS Old" Yes Measured in 71 Months
Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2016, Hey, Hehe, at Least
The Word Counter Works Great on WordPress Without Fail...
Thanks Dear Cindy
Love All Your Posts
And Comments Yes
As You ARe aLWaYS
So Kind Compassionate
And Loving To All
Who Cross Your Life
Hehe And i Guess i
Got Rested As The
Next “Blogger Victim”
Received A FRedwood
Gift of 2435
Words
Poof
Magically
Appearing
On Page Before
i Realized How Much
Paint
i Left
Behind
With SMiles
With That Danced
And Sung Happy
Dancing
Singing
Free For
Your Weekend
Dear FRiEnD
With SMiles...
Kudos to Your Son's Conviction
Of Safety With Intelligent Decisions
No Matter What A Crowd May Otherwise
Dictate Saves Lives Yes on this Day NoW as
The United States Losing A Truly Unfathomable
Human Resource of Lives to Covid-19 In this Last
Two Years of A Million
Souls Studies Show
Hundreds of Thousands
Of Lives Could Have Most
Definitely Be Saved if Only
Folks Held Convictions of
Safety Over Freedoms
That Do More Harm...
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
One Bucket List is Not
Enough For Those Who
Dance And Sing Through
DarK Meeting LiGHT
Marrying
The NiGHT
Truly Merrying
The Day In All
of What Human
Potentials May BRinG
Coming Out of Caves
iNto Sunshine WiTHiN SMiLinG...
"Friday The 13th" is Just Another
Best Day Now For Those No Longer
FEaRinG DarK or Cynical oF LiGHT...
LeSSoN 406 Bucket Lists
Naturally Over-Flow With
A Life Spent on Task in Autotelic Flow
Autotelic Means the Joy of Every Moment
Doing What We Love to Do It’s Basically
A Bio-Feedback in Flow on Task of
Increasing Complexities
Fulfilling Potentials
Balancing
Neurohormones
And Neurochemicals
Regulating Emotions
Yes Integrating Senses
NoW iN Balance of A Sweet
Spot Tween Anxiety and Apathy
For Joy
Other than
That Hellooove
With Friday SMiLes
in Red Hehe as THere is Red in FRed
Just As THere is F R E D in FRiEnD For YoU...
EaSiLY AMuSinG
LoVE'S iT aLL NoW
A PLaY GRouND LoVE
CReaTiViTY iS BeTTeR THaN
SeX aS iT LasTS ALWaYS NoW
LoVinG iT aLL
Thanks For
The Inspiration
At Best That’s What
We All Do to Each Other
Very Rarely Will You Ever Find An
Original Artist Who Has Not Felt
And Sensed The Force of God Free in Creativity
HeHuH HoW DeeP iS YouR LoVE (GoD)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oibO4ORizWQ
SMiLes Dear Rafiah True Yes It's Got A Lot to Do Now With
Bio-Neuro-Chemistry Whether We Comfort Ourselves to Sleep
Or Others Rocking Them Gently True Not All Humans
Are Born And Wired This Way for the Neurohormone
Oxytocin That Brings Mama and Baby Bonding
True As Well And Yes
Without This Warm
Feeling Generated
Within to Even Individually
Sleep Emptiness May Replace
What Otherwise May Be A Warmth Within
That Soothes to Sleep For me at Least
my Mother Brought Much Warmth this Way
Nurturing With Empathy Affective As Such
Her Cognitive Empathy Though in Seeing How
Differently Others See And View And Feel and Do Not
Feel the World A Bit Stunted
As Mine Was Before i Actually
Lost the Warmth Within it Seems She Never
Did As An Eternal Mother in A Life of Warmth She Both
Inherited And Wired Herself as A Mother And A Soul
A Person Naturally Wants to Be
Close to Someone Always Driven
to Care So Much About Even Those
Far Away She Was Not Related to
Yet True Again it Was Difficult for
Her to Understand Cold and
Aloof Folks As True the
More i Used Computers
And Did Systemizing Stuff
At School And Work All Lit Up
With Dopamine in Increasing Novel
Solving Problem Ways the Colder i Became
Within Missing More What i Couldn't Quite Put my
Finger Better Put HeART on indeed And Yes i Developed
Great Issues Falling to Sleep Without That Ability to Generate
A Warm And Cozy Place Within And True it Got So Bad i Could
No Longer Feel the
Warmth of a Pet of
A Cat it Got So Bad
i Couldn't Feel the Warmth
of the Sun Even When it Was
Hot Outside it Got So Bad that
i Really Couldn't Feel Anything at
All of Being Human Then Where i Longed
For Even MORE Pain to Break the Numbness Within
Life is So Much Different NoW With A Human Soul THere
is So Much Room In Inspiration Driving Within to Move Connect
And Reach Out and Touch And Co-Create With Other Humans
Each Day It's
True Now i am
More Like My Mother
And Actually Even More Loving
Than Her For i Understand The People Who Still
LiVE iN Real HeLL ON EartH Within as i Surely Did for
66 Months Before i Met You identified by You As A Human
With A Beautiful HeART That Really Touched me Considering
That Before that All i Was Then was A Tin-Man With No HeART
The Seat of the Soul Indeed The Place Where Spirit is Born to Outreach
to Others So if this is or is not what You Deal With it's Easy for me to overlook
All the Efforts i Still
Make to Connect to
You That Might Feel Ignored
As i Really Can't Judge Anyone
Else for their Motivation or Non-Motivation
to Connect to Other Human Beings as for me
During those 66 Months it wasn't Just that i Had
no Inspiration to Do it Even With my Loved ones
Sitting Next to me it Actually Hurt it Actually Felt Like
Torture in Every
Cell of my Being
Then It's True It's Hard
to Understand Hell Until You've
Been And Most People Do Give
Up on Their FRiEnDS Who Go
And They Never Return to Their Side...
SMiLes Age is Only A Number Yet a Human
Soul Is a Lifetime in Eternal Warmth Now Conversely
From Your Mother Who Couldn't Sleep Now it's So Easy for me...
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD i Understand the Torture of Insomnia And That
Inability to Slumber Easy to Sleep For When i First Suffered the Worst Pain
Known to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia And 18 Other Medical
Disorders of Which Losing The Warmth of A Smile And the Pet of a Cat and the
Love to Touch With my Loved Ones True That Was Most Definitely Worse to me than
The Suicide Disease Actually Assessed As Worse than Crucifixion No Drug Would
Touch for
me From
Wake to Sleep
For 66 Months at
The Beginning of All that
Pain and Numb An Alpha
Blocker Prescribed to Slow
my HeART Rate Down From
Dysautonomia As my Autonomic
Nervous System No Longer Synched
my Blood Pressure With HeART Rate
Drifting Off to Sleep An Alarm Would Go Off
To Breathe Gasping to Make Sure Blood Would go to
my Brain 35 Days Just one Hour of Shallow Sleep in the
'Lent Season' of 2008 That Spring And the Last 5 Days Nothing
Worked As Each Day Became Deeper A Ring of Dante's Hell Then
As the Suicide Disease Came True as Somehow then i Managed to Get
The Keys to the SUV And Somehow i Mustered Up the Energy on the 40th
Day to Jump off the Bridge As Pictured in my Latest Blog Post Where i Was
Raised on the RiverBanks Down Town on the Blackwater River Yet Even If i Could
Have Lifted my Weight Out of the Car to Walk Up to the Top of the Bridge Fishermen
Below Would Have Likely Saved the Life i Wanted to Lose So Much to Escape What
Was a Dentist Drill in my Right Eye and Ear That Had no Drug For Relief It's True in
Life there
Are Much
Worse Experiences
Than Death And for
me it took Two Years to
Even Get that Pain Named
With A Disease As They Stuck
A Long Stick of Lidocaine up my Nose
to Interrupt the Neuralgia of Pain for Just
A Brief Less than A Second Anyway Truly Miraculously
my Sister Found me in Her Car at the Bottom of the Bridge
i Still Wanted to Escape And Even Jump off the Shallow End
of a BoardWalk By the River Truly Totally Out of My Mind in Pain
and Numb Just Wanting to Escape to Escape HeLL ON EartH No one Really
Explained
to me Before
How It Really
Existed on Earth
And When You are the
Only One With An Invisible
Worse Than Crucifixion Pain No One Else Can See or Feel
Then And Not Feel too in Numb Almost No One Can Really
Have Empathy or Sympathy for You As No They Just Aren't
Actually A Devil For Real in Hell in That Moment of the Living Dead
And This is Why Dear FRiEnD It's So Very Easy for me to Love Almost
Anyone Except for those Robo-Calls Hehe That Constantly Want to Sell me
A Used Car Warranty for my 8 Year-old Honda Civic That Still Works Perfectly
Fine or 'Spam FRiEnDS' that/who Wanna Scam Ya online AS Such Ya Just Can't
Afford to Waste
Your Life on Now
Particularly Reaching
62 Now on June the 6th
It's True Why It is So Easy For me
to Love Everyone And Still Have Empathy
And Sympathy for Real Devils in HeLL ON EartH
Is Because i Was No One At All Before Not Even A
Soul With
A Body of
Flesh and Blood
Just A Shell Just A Shell
Just An Empty Shell on A Beach
Where the Entire Environment of Living
Oppressed me to Living Dead Just A Ghost
Wandering the Earth Failing to Remember He is Dead
Cause in that
Place There is
No Memory if You
Ever Truly Lived
With A Soul at All
And Even Science Shows
Memories are Emotions Emotions
are Memories Just no Reference Point
out of the Emptiness of Hell For Real
And i Don't Know How Much You Suffer
This Way in Numb or Pain i Really Have no Idea
For Sure if Your Words Indicate What you Feel or Do Not
Feel Within
What i Can Do
What i Will Do
What i Just Did as Your
FRiEnD is Describe to my
Best of Words That Have Organic
Life For the Places i've Come and Gone And Left of Life
So How May that Help True You are 28 And Still 5 Months
Away From 29 When And if You Become My True Age of
SoUL Within NumBeRS
Will No Longer Exist
As in this Place Life
is Worth Living With or Without
Things as Truly Then Only People
Come First NoW as Warmth Within Drives
Heaven
For Real
On EarTH my FRiEnD
i Survived through Years
of Hell Now i LiVE iN Heaven
And It's Just an Experience one
is Driven Every Moment of Life
to give to share to care to even heal
if that is Possible at all i Have the Patience
of 'Job' as i've been there and done Much More Hell than
That Old
Bible Story Then
How Would i 'Know'
Well Most Folks Where i Live Believe
Crucifixion is Worse and According
to Even Literature That Describes
A Crucifixion of So-called Jesus
in that Book that My Mother
Bought to Prove Wrong What Science
Shows i Already Knew was Affirmed She
Bought a Book on the Crucifixion of Jesus
To Prove Her Son Had it Better than Him for
3 Days as It's True it was Hard for Her to Have
Sympathy And Empathy for the Devil in Hell as She
Never Walked in His and or Her Shoes to that Point in Life
Anyway She Opened up the
Book And Just Like the Miracle
of my Sister Finding me at the Bottom
of that Bridge She Randomly Turned to
A Page And Started Reading and Sure Enough
She Herself read the words that my Affliction Still
to come Wake to Sleep for 66 Months No Drug Would Touch And
No 3 Hour to 3 Day Tour Was More Severe than the Torture of Crucifixion
Yet NO to me Still
Not AS Severe
As Losing
A Soul
of the
Feeling If Ya
Ever Felt A Smile in Your Life
Just Ice Cold As A Freezer in Summer...
And It's True Perhaps Dante Went A Bit too
As That is How He Described Hell too A Place
of Cold
WHere YouR
Greatest Wish
Is Heaven AS Hell
Where at Least you Can
Burn Forever to Feel Anything at all
True Where Dousing Yourself With Gasoline
And Lighting a Match Becomes A Dream in Hell For Heaven Real
As Even What Most Folks Describe As Hell is Heaven Now to 'You'...
Yes i Understand Why Some Folks Hate this Life And Wish For Paradise
Somewhere Else Yes i Understand Why for Some Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete
Is Just the
Gift of Paradise
Now For All Gratitude
to Love All that is Life DarK Thru LiGHT
Where You Come to Understand What Mercy
And Forgiveness and Love Really is A Place
THAT Never Gives Up
A Place WHO Just
Never Gives Up
This Gift of Breath
Thru Hell And Heaven Best Now...
It's True There Was A Day i Wouldn't
Have Understood How to Rock my Mother
to Sleep if She Couldn't Sleep Yet in Her Last
8 Days Withering Away with No Food or Drink to
Go A Most Natural Way in Hospice One Can And Will
i Radiated A Compassion
of Love and Empathy
That would Have
Never Been Possible in HeLL oN EartH
As Devil Before How Blessed to Be THere
For Her With Love in Her Days of Passing Dear FRiEnD
How Blessed to Keep Her Soul of Love Alive With Her Love
i Still BREaTHE NoW For Real No One Had A MaNuaL That Would
Get me Out of Hell to This Place of Heaven For Real of Love Within Now
i Had to Search
And Find this
God of Love
For Real
Within No One
Could Save me
Yet The Real Breath
of Love Worthy of A Name of God Within So
Yes i Fully Realize All You Can Do is Be THeRE
For Someone And Never Give Up This is what You
Do When You Struggle to Breathe As i Did Before This
Is What You
Do When Others
Struggle to Breathe
in All the Spectrum
That Comes and Goes
In Life As Soul Free Now or Not mY FRiEnD...
So Anyway After my Sister Found me at the Bottom
of the Bridge She Sped Down A Country Road at 80 MPH
And Offered to Kill Us Both As She Said She Couldn't Bear
to Live without
A Brother
i Said No
and Eventually
Went to the Hospital
Where they Found A Drug
Strong Enough to Put me Down to Sleep
And Complete my Term in Hell For 66 Months
As Fast Forward to the Spring of 2010 i had a Gym
Machine Chain in A Bicycle Basket And A Tree Picked
Out on A Distant Road Far Enough Away No One Would
Find me yet the Vultures Eating me for some Purpose of Life Left...
Oh the Struggle
of Wanting to Leave
So Bad Understanding
You Are Loved So Much
Yet Some Pain and Numb
is Just Beyond Belief Anyway
the Next morning Katrina Awoke from
A Dream She Named That Road i Picked
Out She Never Talked About Before And Said
She Just Had the Strangest Dream Naming that Road
And Saying in Her Dream She and Her Deceased Granny
Were Hanging Christmas Tree Ornaments on a Tree off That Road
And Then i Knew No Matter What i Had to Stay as Even Though i Had
Lost All Faith, Hope, Love, And Belief in Anything Human Soul Life My Wife Had
A Force Much
Greater Than
me A Voice of
God A Soul Who Said
God Yes Stay Fred i Have
Other Plans Eventually For You
And in This Way i Finally Really Met
God Face to Face in my Wife mY FRiEnD
True in This Way my Wife is Proof of God too...
And After Mother Read That Book it Didn't Matter
She Had Way more Faith in the Story Book Character
Jesus As This is How Human Nature Works We Believe
What We Believe And no one Can And Will Take that Away
Whether it actually
Harms Us or
Helps Us
in the Longest
Runs of Life or
Death in Life Now
This Much i Know i Don't Know
Anything Really of Worth other Than i Love
This Greatest Gift That Makes Heaven on Earth for Real...
And How Deep is My Love And Faith in God For Real Indeed
As Deep As Every Inhale of Peace Exhale of LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing For All With Least Harm DarK Thru LiGHT
For Real Now
i Leave the
Rest Up to
God As Now
i Truly ResT iN
Love For Real mY FRiEnD...
SMiLes Dear Savvy Energy Flows
Through Yes Thought Waves of
Soul Divine Indeed
Spontaneous
Creative
Original
As Soul Energy
Breathes Life into Words
It's True For me at Least
This Soul Energy Deep Within
As Essence of Love Moves Every
Sacred Word of Song Every Holy
Move of Dance
Medium i Am
For Soul Energy Within
Yet i Realize Not Separate
Yet Integral of Soul Self Deeper Now
As True Not Separate Either From
All That is
Real and
Existence
Breathing Now
So Much More Than
Words Alone Will Plan
With SMiLes
DiViNE iNDeeD
Yes Beyond All
So-Called Empirical
Measures of Science
Whether Text Book or
Instruction Book MaNuaLS
For Poetry Form From Before New Now...
_________________
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpOjQvADLG4
SMiLes Dear Savvy Today i Am Going
to Count a Very Old Honor And Blessing
With You in my High School When i Was
In the National Beta Club for Scholastic
Achievement And Leadership The Administrators
Of the School Changed The Rules For the First
Time Ever in the History of the School So me and
A Girl in Our Sophomore Class Could Be Inducted
Into The National
Honor Society
For Before
Us it Didn't
Happen Until
A Student Became
A Junior in High School...
Yes Count All Our Blessings
Every One of Them As Gratitude
For All of Life Even LiGHT Thru DarK
Brings The Secrets to Heaven Within to Life
To Give To Share To Care to Heal All With Least Harm...
SMiLes Dear
Chaymaa All
Wonderful Positive
Quotes For Believing
in Lights of Life That
Do Come New
SoWinG To Fruition
Now Yes Deserving
What We Reap So Much
And i Love the One About
Transforming Emotions as All
Our Feelings Our Senses in Synergy
May Become A Full Symphony Towards
LiGHT We Create For the MuSiC oF LiFE
Emotional Regulation
Sensory Integration Yes
The Social-Empathic-Artistic-
Spiritual-Emotional Intelligences
That Truly Dwarf
Standard IQ
In Terms Now
of What Counts
Most in Life Our Well
Being And How We Bring
Greater Well Being to Others Indeed
Hehe Yeah it's True Being A SmARTy
Pants Helps too...
Fortunately
Love So Far
Is 66 Percent
To
33 Percent Or So Ahead
Of “The Other Place” Now…
If It’s Not Love For Everyone
All We Divide God From God
And If The Two Opposing
Sides Equal
God
And
Or
Love Disappears
And War Replaces Peace
With Overall Fear And Hate…
Thanks So Much
Dear Chaymaa
For All The
Inspiration
You Bring
And Kind
Wishes too
With SMiles...
SMiLes Dear Vrunda There is A Song Title
Called "Believer' Where the MeMe is "Pain
Made me A Believer"
Yet It's True Overcoming
Pain Made me a Believer in me
The More Pain We Overcome
The More Gratitude there
is For Each Breath
The More We
Embrace Night
The More We Appreciate
Day as DarK is LiGHT in Totem Whole...
Thanks For Sharing Poems By Khalil
Gibran the Experience is
Common
The
Humanity
May Become
Verily Rare...
Yes! “Imagine
Dragons,” Such
A Cool Band Name!
Thanks Again
Dear
Vrunda
With SMiles...
"Chumbawamba -Tubthumping"
Yes, Two Approaches to Life:
1. "PiSSinG the Night Away "
or
2. Embrace All the Pain
And Rise to Heights Never Before
It's Like 298 Nights of Dance Hall
Days From Age 53 to Almost 60
Since Covid-19 Took That
Experience Away in 2020 Only Making
Masked Store Dance More Prevalent for me
True God Yes Never Taking A Break Facing the
Crowd Sober the Solo of me Breaking Through
Those Who Wanted to Erase me From Their
Crowd Just
Like Middle
School Just
Like Work
Just Like Some Places
Online Embrace the Pain
Marry the Night Merry the Day
Create Your Own LiGHT And Rise
Out oF All DarK That Crowd Sources Create
It's True i Am in A Position to Do "Jimmy Buffet"
And "Waste Away in Margaritaville" Yet What Good
Does Fortune
And or Fame
Do Now if it Only
Brings An Early Demise
Anyway What Kicked my Butt
Most Was Not Mastering myself
in terms of Emotional Regulation
Sensory Integration Naked Enough
Whole Complete True i Didn't Need Much
Help From
Anyone
Else to
Kick my Own
Butt in the Greatest
Poverty of All of Not
Understanding mY SelF
mY SoUL mY SPiRiT mY HeART iNDeeD...
Ah Yes Dear
Cindy What
Canvas to
Paint Next
Like “A Guitar Man”
From
The
‘Bread’
Of Life: LoVE
Currently my “Depth
Of The Story” Solo
Thread A Top of
The Page Google
Search Item
Accumulates
Not Only 1.6 MiLLioN
Words Yet Well Over
100 Thousand Views
In Less than 21 Months
From Only Registered
Members There on A
“Wrong Planet” Who
Told me i Make
No Sense
And Go
Away
Yet
i Understand
Misery Loves
Company
Yet The
Silent
Majority
Truly Wants
To Escape to
A Better Place
True i Come Most
For Those Marginalized
Who
Have
Not
Yet
Found
A “SonG
Of THeiR
SoUL” to
Tale And Do
A Parent Bird
Does not Expect
A Bird Who Finds
Wings to Return to a
Nest There is
Always Another
Place of Soul
For A Guitar
Man or Other
Instrument of
Overall
Soul to Go
Dear FRiEnD Cindy...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7wtfhZwyrcc
At Core 'Religion' is What Bonds and Binds Humans
Together Though Mutually Understood and Consensually
Accepted Ideologies and Symbols Thereof As Human Social
Animals With
A Complex
Enough
Neo-Cortex
To Create Symbols
And Even Record Collected
Art-i-Facts in Housings of Tools
And Abstract Constructs of Words
For What Works At Best Adapting
To Constant Changes of The Environment
At Hand to Survive and Even Thrive Together
iN JoY oF LiGHT,
Even Creating Fire
Together to Make Night into Day;
So It's True, Humans Create A Dogma
To Survive And Even Thrive Together
As Typically Apes 'Hairfull' or Less Are
Stronger When They Work Together
Like Other Social Animals too Who May
More Likely Bond Over 'Religion' Like Grooming
Each Other's Fur to Get Rid of Insects and Such
Or Like the Bonobos
Who Generally
Bond Over
Making Love For Peace
Hehe in a Most Original 'Biblical Way' Free...
Jesus F in Christ, Humans And All Their Religions
Are Fascinating, i Bet i Could Write 10.4 MiLLioN
Words About it and Even 1.6 MiLLioN Words in the
Last Almost 21 Months on the 'Wrong Planet' in One Solo Thread
Hehe, Oops i Already Did IT Again
As IT surely isn't A First Instance for me...
i'm Fascinated By Religion And the Interplay of Politics,
Power, And Overall Philosophy too As Every Thing We Do
AS Humans at Core is Moving, Connecting, And Co-Creating This Way...
There is the Dogma of Religion, Mostly For Surviving As Social Groups
Bonding and Binding Over Common Symbols and Ideologies And Then
There is Mystical
Spirituality
That Seeks
And Finds Within
Actual Feelings and
Senses in A Meditative
Flow of Life Where We Actually
LiVE iN Balance With All of Nature
And Each Other Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete
(Yes, What Some Folks Describe As An Experience of 'God')
THere Are As Many Paths As THere Are People Leading
to A Potential Heaven Within on Earth This Way Same as
A Real Purgatory to HeLL ON EartH in BLacK Abyss Ways of the
DarK Nights
to Years
to Life of
the 'Human Soul'
In Terms of All the
Feelings and Senses
in Life That Drive Us Forward
for Greater Human Potentials Fulfilled or NOT...
The Dogma of Religion For Mastery and Control of Other
Human Beings Becomes Much More Authoritarian And Strict
When Scarcity And Fear Becomes the Meme of Life For Basic Survival...
Look Around the World, Where There is Abundance, And Government
And Associated Politics Provides Substantial Opportunities For Humans
to Not Only Survive Yet Thrive As Technology Helps Us Become More Self-Reliant
On Tools Than Each Other And Even Ourselves As that Relates to our Current Day
Where So Many
Mother's No Longer
Breastfeed And Find
Now There is No Longer
As Much of A Tool That Culture
Creates As Substitute For All Naturally
As Born With Mother's Breast For A Most
Basic Subsistence
Of All,
The Prize,
The Future,
The Child
of the
Village Most
Or NOT, Or NOT,
If Culture Provides
Subsistence Enough
From Birth to Death
Without even An Extended
Family to Lift Each Other Up Day to Day...
Yawn, Look Around the World, Organized Religion
Is Still Thriving Where Survival is Difficult And Scarcity
Prevalent Where Families Are Still Large As Nigeria is Predicted
To Eventually Have A Greatest Population of Any Country in the World in the
Future Where Other Countries With More Abundance of Technology Have Less Children
to Depend on
As Extended
Families For
Survival From Birth to Death;
And Yes, Nigeria is A Very Christian
And Muslim Country And A Very Rigid One Indeed
in Terms of Dogma And Exclusion of Marginalized
Folks Seen As Different From the Moral Dogma Like
Homosexual Folks As One Sees This Globally as Well too...
Other Than That And This, Religion And Politics is Used to Expand
Empires As My Grandfather A Once Irish Born Priest Working at the Vatican
in Legal Counsel Wrote A Book Still Well Referenced Titled "Behind the Dictator's"
Where the Catholic Church Provided Support to Dictator's Not Unlike the Demagogue
Trump Wanna Be Dictator of This Century And of Course The Eastern Orthodox Catholic Church
Now That Putin Uses to Justify An Expansion of His Empire too Using What He Describes As
The Immoral Sexual Practices of the West Even in His Speech for Justification to Invade Ukraine...
As Long As There is Scarcity in the World, Dogmatic Religion Will Rise to Master And Control
The Masses With All Their Fears, Misery, And Real Human Existential Suffering; Dogmatic Religion
Is Making A Come Back
in the US All the Way
From Politics
to the
Supreme
Court and Church
As There Are Very Many
People Who LiVE iN Existential
Angst Just Waiting For Another
Authoritarian Savior to Lift them Up,
When/WHere They No Longer Have the Inner
Real Organic Mystical Tools to Do it THeiR Selves
Naked, Enough, Whole, And Complete Not Unlike A 'Sufi-Mystic'
Spiraling A
Meditative
Moving Free
Dervish Dance As Planets
Revolve Around Stars in Balance
As Above So Below, See the Patterns,
Do the Patterns, Be the Patterns Free or Not in Balance...
Other than that 'Religion is Multiplying Like Bunny Rabbits'
Still In Countries Where Scarcity is the Rule Over Abundance
And Reliance
of Course
On Technology too...
There Are the Best of Days
Now For Those Who Master LoVE iN
Balance, Naked, Enough, Whole Complete in Peace ToGeTHeR,
Mastering the Tools Instead of Becoming Mastered By Them Now
As It's True Humans Can And Will Become Slaves to the Dogma of Religion
or the Religion of Tools (Science, Technology etc.); Yes, Choose YouR PoiSon Now
Or Set Yourself
Truly Free
Balancing
All FOR REAL NoW
As Far as i For ONE
Can And Will Feel
And Sense For Real Now More New...
SMiLes Dear Savvy Today i Am Going
to Count a Very Old Honor And Blessing
With You in my High School When i Was
In the National Beta Club for Scholastic
Achievement And Leadership The Administrators
Of the School Changed The Rules For the First
Time Ever in the History of the School So me and
A Girl in Our Sophomore Class Could Be Inducted
Into The National
Honor Society
For Before
Us it Didn't
Happen Until
A Student Became
A Junior in High School...
Yes Count All Our Blessings
Every One of Them As Gratitude
For All of Life Even LiGHT Thru DarK
Brings The Secrets to Heaven Within to Life
To Give To Share To Care to Heal All With Least Harm...
_________________
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WuXwSyahgW4
SMiLes Dear Savvy i Love
These Ever Expanding Categories
of Intelligence So Far Beyond Standard
IQ Alone
"1) Intelligence Quotient (IQ)
2) Emotional Quotient (EQ)
3) Social Quotient (SQ)
4) Adversity Quotient (AQ)"
So True Social Empathic
Intelligence Core to Most All
Of Our Wellbeing Touching
Other Folks too
And Yes Adversity Quotient
As A Life in Fear Is Not Well
Dressed For All of the Other
Human Potential Intelligences
In
Synch
Of Balancing Free...
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Always Beginning
Now Always
Means It's
Never too
Late to Start Now
And So True Magic
Comes When One Seeks
So Much on One Task the
Finding Comes
In Leap
Years
of Now
Over Logic
Into Chaos Art
Magic of Creativity iNDeed...
Indeed Be the
FRiEnD
Ship Who
Never Gives
Up Even When
Storms Come
And Sails Fail
Be the Anchor
The Safe Harbor
That Someone Else
May Call A FRiEnD
Through Storms and
Fair Winds And Following
Seas Same
to Explore
to Enjoy
To Color
With Love of Life Free
Young SaanniaSparkle
Hehe Just Think One Day
You Will Lose the Young
Part if i Stay Young Enough to Return HAha...
Key Always Treat New FRiEnDS As
Old FRiEnDS And Old FRiEnDS As
New
FRiEnDS
In Almost
Every Situation
This iS How Love
Continues to Breathe With SMiLes...
Someone Has to Be A New And Old FRiEnD
SHiP
Yes Do
Be That Ship...
Oh The BLeSSinG of Focus
NoW on One Task And
Only One Task in
Flow The Eagle's
Eye on Prey For
Survival The Eagle's
Wings in Attention to
Escape Potential Predators
Although There Are Fewer For
Eagles Than
Nervous
Mice
Scurrying
About Below
i Suppose A Moral
oF A STory is Become
An Eagle It's So Much
Fun to Soar FLoWinG Truly in Focus Now...
So A Man And Or A Woman
Shall Be Free Together As One
And Separate
As The Rest of
Existence
As Stars
Shine on
Each Other
And Us Free Smiles
Dear Vrunda Thanks
For Sharing Another
Inspiring Poem By
Khalil Gibran
i've Read His
Book While
Dancing At Barnes
And Noble For Free
Sunday Afternoons
Hehe Listening to
Meditative Music
And Entertaining
The Star Buck's Cafe College
Study Crowd Hoping to Inspire
Them to Dance And Sing Free One
Day Yes Free of All Worries And Even
Reasons
For
Thoughts
With SMiLes
Only Song Free
Coming to Surface
of Soul to Expand
All Our UniVerSES
Free Together as Each
Human is Indeed EYes
Multi-Verses of God Whole...
We are the bees and God is the nectar
We are the nectar and God is the Bees
All is the Buzz
when we fly
to be free
Free is the Bee
that lives as Nectar
in Buzz
of Living
Flower
Seed of Life
Blooming are we
FReED ALiVeNoW...
So THere iS THiS FLoWeR NeW
We CaLL CReaTioN THere is this
DancE and SonG We CaLL LiFE NoW..
THeRe is This Cycle that Dances oN NoW
And there is the seed of never ending now..
there is the breath of all we do.. there are the
SPiRaLinG PArts of subatomic way.. THere is LiGHT
And DarK And Lover's pulse.. there are dreams
of be and never be in night way EYes... THere is
more and THere iS less.. THere is SWiM And
Love to Run floating in space higher
And Sit STiLL never CoMinG NoW
FoReVeR NoW iN LoSinG
BReathe oF AiR
three letter aLL
LaBeLs now strung
FoR All THaT iS NoW
FLakes of crystals
MeMories shine
Dreams
more
Quantum
Mechanics
of physics new
GRoWN more
Ocean Rivers
streams never
ending in God
STRinGS FinELy
TUnED oh i oN
NoW oN i NoW
SunG HiGH i NeW
So THere iS aLL THiS
And DReAms of NoNE
Orgasms big bang
LiGHTS iN eYes
oF Toes iN
KeY NoW
Of LoVE
LiVeS
oN
Ne
W
PLanETs iN MoTioN PLaY
EasY PeaceY NoW
WHeRe ENeRGy'S
FRiEnD iS A FRiEnD
oF GRaViTY WHoLE
AnD TheN SoMEonE
SoMEwHeRE SinGS STarT
ANoTHeR Play A PLaY
oF DaRKeR WayS NoW
And WHere NoW Once
MonKeys StaY iN Trees
And Hawks iN sKy HUMaNS
Out oF PracticE NeW NoW
Yes JusT
SKeYeS FaLL...
SMiLes hey as Long as
Your Tears Will Sport
A Joke Like Donna
Summer Dances
And Sings
You WiLL
Survive.. Thanks
For Sharing Your
Feelings Ms. Hugs
For SMiLes Always
Feels This iS A
Best Way Now
To Fire Love
Up up and
Away to
A Kingdom
Of Heaven Within
To Give And Share
More as the Sun
Of Your
Heart Burns
Brighter Even
More For All to Feel...
Gratitude Anew
Springing Bringing
Happiness Whole Now
Complete Enough May
Be GRoWinG A Tree
With All The
Leaves
Savvy
Falling
RiSinG For
Thanks Giving
For Giving Same
Ocean Whole Wave Water Us...
Above So Below
Reflection
Of Sky And
Sea Beyond
We Gather
And
Breathe
To See More
Of Reality to Be
For It Is Mystery
Bringing Wonder
And Awe Sacred
Holy Divine Light to Sight
Nature
Sees
Below Above
EYes Beyond Words...
my my 22.22 Degrees Centigrade
With Sunshine in Toronto And On Top
of That What A Night Coming Still For
A Full FLoweR Blood Red Moon Total Eclipse
Yes Coming at 11:11 PM Where i Live and
12:11 AM Where You LiVE iF You Stay Up
Late Enough to See it of Course As the
Weather Will Be Nice Outside too With SMiLes
Anyway Happy Sunday
And Hope You
Have A Lovely
Spring Day
With Many Colors of Life…
PS: Have A Blueberry
Muffin Kit Kat For Breakfast
Just
Another
Virtual Gift
From: me
to: You...
SMiLes Dear Savvy i Love
These Ever Expanding Categories
of Intelligence So Far Beyond Standard
IQ Alone
"1) Intelligence Quotient (IQ)
2) Emotional Quotient (EQ)
3) Social Quotient (SQ)
4) Adversity Quotient (AQ)"
So True Social Empathic
Intelligence Core to Most All
Of Our Wellbeing Touching
Other Folks too
And Yes Adversity Quotient
As A Life in Fear Is Not Well
Dressed For All of the Other
Human Potential Intelligences
In
Synch
Of Balancing Free...
Catholic Mass Readings From
May 15, 2022 Also Seen as
The Flower Full Blood Moon
Lunar Total Eclipse Hehe
At Least For Those
Without Overcast
Skies at Night
Where i Live
Yet Ain't That The Way
Life Goes Where You Are
it may Be Clear And A Blood
Full Flower Moon May Be Evident
Never the Less That Doesn't Mean
That Heaven Doesn't Exist Within for
me As It's True The 'Old World' Drifted Away
For me Way Back on July 19, 2013 As A New
Creation i Became Out of HeLL ON EartH For
66 Month Before That Date It's True There is Plenty
of Room For the
Meek, the Poor of
Money and Spirit
To Come into this
Kingdom and Queendom
Of Heaven On Earth Within Now
Even if it is Always Cloudy WHere You
Live Clear SKeYeS Within Now Forevermorenow
In This Other Place Eternally Now in Autotelic Flow
Just Meditating Away in Free Dance And Song of
Bliss and
Nirvana
Once
Again
Always
BeginninG ETernAlly
Now New And True A Priest
Today Who Seems Perhaps
Like He's From the Caribbean the
African American One Obviously
Lives this Kingdom of Heaven on Earth
Now As He Relates It and Feels and Senses
It So Well From Even the Pulpit Now How Rare
This is How
Refreshing
to Find Someone
From Heaven On Earth
to Even Preach at A Catholic
Church Rare He is Allowed the Opportunity
As an Assistant Priest Yet Today Such A DaY iNDeeD
WHeRE iN HeaVeN On EartH Within Love Really Rules
Eternally Now
For Real Yes
Just FLYiN'
Like an
Eagle
Just Dancing
Singing Free This Way NoW
In This New World Eternally Now Within...
_________________
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
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Indeed Dear Savvy
A Ball of Blue
May Become
A Green Forest
of Team-Work
Where All the
Leaves of Trees
Hold Hands in Balance
to Keep the Forest Together
As Glue
Is the
Love
of Being Human...
SMiLes Dear Orchard
Flower Lillian Hopefully
This is Just Fantasy
As Fantasy
May Soar
From Low
in Fear to
High in
Conquering
Inner Fears
Deep And Dark ThiS Way
Other than that Nice to See
You Back on WordPress Where
Your Poetry Touches All Recesses of Soul Free...
Gurgaon, The City in India
Built By Corporations and
Maintained That Way As
Well A Bit of a Step
Into the Western
World of Luxuries
Amazing All the Delicacies
About All Around Such A Lovely
Area Indeed Dear Little Chef Aarushi
Hope You Are Enjoying School as Well As Vacation
i Can't Complain Considering i Haven't Had to Work
For Pay in 14 Years Now Staycation it is With SMiLes
Nice to
See You
Back on
Wordpress too...
Having Chicken
Adobe Tonight
Looking Forward
to More of Your Recipes soon
to Share of Course With my Wife...
Oh No, Drowning in Chaos
What Seems to Be An All
Natural Archetypal Fear of
Being Human Losing Order
Into Drowning in Seas Out of
Control in Mud for me as a Child
Doing my Best in Record Heat to Ride my Bicycle
Up A Hill to A Bank With A Big Digital Temperature
Clock Over and Over Just to See How High it Would
Go As A Child
It Seems i
Developed
Heat Stroke
Somewhat That
Day And Had the Most
Horrible Feeling Delirium
of A Nightmare Where i Was
Stuck in A Dark Moat of Tarred
Birds Sort of Like What Happened
For Real to the Birds in the Gulf of Mexico Oil
Spill Back in my Dead Zone 66 Months of Days in
HeLL ON EartH Forever then Yet Then This Childhood
Dream So Strange Not Just The Dream yet the Horrible
Out of this World in Hell Feeling That Accompanied it then
Yet There Was A Star in the Sky Above That Felt Like Mother's
Love Yes The Warmth
of Feeling That Makes
Every Little Thing
in Life is
Gonna
Work Out
Okay True it Took
me 66 Months in Real
Life Hell to Finally Reach that
Farthest Star Then Yet Yes When
i Did All of Chaos Became/Becomes Magic of Art
No Longer Afraid of the DarK or Cynical oF LiGHT
True the Journey Through Dark RiSinG Dancing Out of the
Pits
of the
Tarred
Birds For Real
Yes Soaring As
An Eagle in Focus
of Wings Free Again...
Such Beautiful Paradise Sunsets Dear
Hawaii FRiEnD And Cappuccino Siamese
Kitty Is Surely Looking Perky Climbing Up
That Lawn Chair on the Sunset Beach too...
And Yes Fresh Rolls
Go A Long Way Now
For Appetizing Meals
And i'm Guessing Those
Panda Bear Shaped Treats
in that Package Are Especially
For Australian Shepherd Panda
With The Kitties Probably Joining
in on Whatever is Available For Appetizing too
So Peaceful the Sounds of Paradise So Touching
in Contact With all Feelings and Senses Of Nature Free
A Beautiful Full Moon Tonight Here
in Florida Yet Overcast Last Night
We Missed Seeing the Flower Full
Blood Moon Total Lunar Eclipse Yet
Thanks to HDTV of Course and the
News And Even More Stellar Looks
Coming on TV
For Everyone
to See and
Enjoy at their
Leisure Yet Reality
is Always More Sublimely
Beautiful to me Even a Leaf
Even A Garden of Eden Even
A Tree Of Life and Forest Whole Souls
We All Are Connecting Around the Globe Now True...
Oh Goodness Dear Cindy
When i Saw C, D and WTF
i Thought this Might Be About
Scholarly Grades And The Such
Defining Our Value Yet Instead Of Grasping
For External Goals Like That to Feel Valuable in Life
It is the
Struggles
of Life That Do
Come Like Divorce
And Cancer Indeed
From Loss of Love to my
my Loss of Life How Severe
Life Struggles Will Be Indeed
Yet How We Come Through Them
to the Other Side Gaining Inspiration
To Help Others Do the Same in What Ever
Art of Life
We aRe Able
to Do that in
Such a BLiSSinG
And BLeSSinG Indeed Again
to Reach Out and Touch Deeper
Where SPiRiT HeART And SoUL
Do Come
to Dance
And Sing Free
Yes Giving, Sharing,
Caring, Healing in JoY oF LiGHT
As i Love to Dance And Sing freely
FRiEnDS With Gravity in Balance
Naked, Enough, Whole.And Complete
Yes Inhaling
Peace Exhaling
LoVE For All With
Least Harm NoW iN JoY oF LiGHT
Lovely Poem Dear Cindy Thanks So
Much For Continually Giving, Sharing,
Caring, Healing This WaY iN JoY oF LiGHT For All...
Interestingly, Studies Have Been Done
That Show Some Autistic Folks Have
Super Sensitive Mirror Neuron Systems
That Effectively Enhance Human Empathy
in Affective Ways And Cognitive Empathy Ways
That Generally Speaking, Enhance the Altruism
Potential Of Human Nature; Far Away From the
General Stereotype of Aloof and Cold that Might
Greater 'Reflect' Similar Studies That Do Show
Some Autistic Folks
May Have Hypo-Sensitive
Mirror Neurons And They Also
May not Be Wired Well Now for the
Social Bonding Neurohormone Oxytocin
The Brings the Warmth Folks 'Normally' Feel
in Altruistic FRiEnDLY Acts of Life With or Without
Any Expectation
of Reciprocal Return
in Expressions Now of
Communication or 'Stuff;'
Yep in My Case, it Kinda Worked
Out As Expected As After All THere
is A 'F R E D' Literally 'in' "FRiEnD"...
Never met a Stranger,
Not Even A Grain of
Sand And Yes in A 'Christian Trump
Town,' i've Been Called F Words
Other Than Fred Just For Being
Super Kind With SMiLes for Everyone i Meet...
Yet Ya See, Not Everyone Has Hyper-Tuned Social-Empathic
Ways of Feeling the Human World and the Rest of Nature with
Hyper-Sensitive Literal Touch and Mirror Neurons in Terms of
'Mirror-Touch Synesthesia' That Actually Empathically Feels the Pleasure
And Pain of others
From Such A Long
Distance;
i Understand
Not Everyone is
'A Savant of Love';
Some Days it Can And Will Feel
Kinda Lonely FOR OTHER FOLKS;
YET RARELY FoR Me NoW as i've LEarned
to Generate All my Own Happiness within;
Just more to give, share, care, and heal for
Real for All with Least Harm NoW iN JoY OF LiGHT;
However, WHere i Live, Where THere is A 'Big Daddy Trump
Meme' of Boys Don't Show Emotions And Crying And Smiling
Was Really a Sin For Men Back in the Decades After i Was Born in 1960,
i Practically Had to Get As
Strong As Superman
to Live as
Love Here;
And Yes, i Am
Actually Just about
As Strong as An Orangutan
Now Still Leg Pressing Up to 1520
Pounds Coming to 62 on June 6th;
Yet It's True, You Can Look it up online,
Even Gorilla's Hold Little Kitties With Eyes
of Love WHO
'See' Warmth;
WHO Feel Warmth;
WHO Sense Warmth
Within As Bonobo's Yes
Are Even More Super-Empathic Than That;
Perhaps, it's just that so Many Humans are
Distracted With a Data-Download Life and Forget How...
Oh What May
Be Forgotten
And Lost
When Replaced
With More and Less than Love...
Yawn, i'm Strong Enough to Love Now
And Powerful Enough Not to Harm Anyone Else
Naked
Enough
Whole
Complete
Now For Real
Loving Free Without Fear.
It's Really KinDA Sad When
Ya Grow Up in A Place Where
Folks Hate Love
In All Colors
of the 'Trump
Meme' Sadly Still 'Breeding'
In CuLTuRaL Ways of Ignorance
of Love Most For All Without Fear...
Can't Count the Number of Folks Who
Have Asked me for 'THE REASON' i am
So Kind in Life;' It's KinDa Simple, Kind
Feels
Loves
Like
Heaven
to Me
Now;
It Feels
GREAT, So
i Do it; Doesn't
Have to be Brain
Science; Yet it is too...
For me at Least Now, Not
Unlike the Goddess of Victory
'Nike'
That's
What IT
IS True
Victory
to me
So God Yes,
"I Just Do IT" Now...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pBkHHoOIIn8
"Hyper-Focus God Mode"
Excellent Metaphor for Autotelic FLoW, in Secular
Terms, When We Ascend/Transcend the Neo-Cortex More
And Yes, Light Up More Areas of Our Brains in A Meditative State
of Mind And Body NoW iN Balance; Integrating Much More Human
Potential in Most Anything We Set out to Do As Long As We Are
in Focus of One Task;
And Not Spreading
Out in Multi-Tasking
Ways Where Science Suggests
It Takes 23 Minutes or So to Focus
To Get Back on Course of What We
Were Doing Before More in Flow As Such...
The Autotelic Aspect of Flow is The Real Bliss
And Nirvana in Balance We Actually Feel and Sense;
Amusingly, Different Cultures Come to Tribally Believe
They Own this All Natural Truly Sacred And Divine Holy
Experience of Greater Human Potentials as 'Star Wars' Might Refer
to it as 'the Force;' As Buddhists Might Refer to it as A Meditative Flow
In Contemplating Ways of Creativity Called Samadhi; And Then of Course,
The Japanese Folks Might Describe it As Satori; And Taoists May Describe A Similar
Greater Human Potential As Tao And the List Goes on in Terms of Kundalini Yoga;
Really Unlimited Terms Like the 'Zen Art of Motor-Cycle Maintenance' or Even Holy
Spirit in Christian Terms of this Real Sacred And Divine Experience That Not All Folks
Achieve in Life, For So Much More Human Potential As Even Science Shows that A Meditative
Practice This Way Several Times A Week May Increase Human Creativity and Resulting Productivity
500 Percent; Yet HAha, Just IMaGiNE What A Human Being Might Be Able to Do If They Stay in A State
of Bliss and Nirvana, FRiEnDS With All Gravity in Balance As Metaphor This Way Almost ALL Hours of the
Day And Even
in Dreams
That
Result
in Even More
Original Creativity;
True, Ya Just Might Dance in Public
For 16,601 Miles in 8 Years and 8 Months
And in Tandem From Ages 53 to Close to Age
62 Now Ongoing, Write a 10.4 MiLLioN Word Free Verse EPiC
Longest Long Form Bible Poem to Use another Cross Cultural
Metaphor; Yes, Do it All in 8 Years and 8 Months in Effortless
"Wu Wei" Ease With Endless Energy And In Fact Enough Actual Empirically
Measured Strength, Still Jaw Dropping For Elite Military Dudes in A Military
Gym As Yep,
i Still Leg Press
up to 1520 Pounds
With My Arms Raised
To The Sky All FRiEnDS With
Gravity in Autotelic Flow this Way;
And Folks Ask me How the Hell Do i Do it,
Turning 62 on June 6th This Year; And i Simply
Dance Sing Something Like
Do Ya Ever Watch The
Grace And The
Perfect Silence
And Stillness of
A Lion Before He Pounces
on an Antelope in A Sudden
Chase for Survival in Life; And Then
i May Dance And Sing, This is Life as the Predator
Cannot Afford to Lose Focus on Task of the Prey At
Hand; And Not only That the Predator Must Keep A Large
Enough View of Reality At Hand Not to Be Captured By Prey the Same...
Yet Usually Because
of the Lion's Enormous
Strength And Size of Jaws,
Teeth, And Claws, There is not Much
Worry Over Predators; Yet Never the
Less, Without Graceful Moves in Flow,
FRiEnDS With Gravity Across the Savannah
To Conserve Every Vital Calorie of Life When
The Antelope Resources Are Not Nearly as Great,
The Lion Will Fall Much Earlier to Decay in Grasses,
Fertilizing Greater Grazing Opportunities For the Antelope
To Increase a Lion's Resource And Other Animal's Survival too....
FoR Me at Least, i Make All of Life an Art This Way; FoR Me at Least
For Every Word of Song And Every Move of Dance Yet Now of Course
These Are Only Fumes
(These Words on Page)
of the Real Kingdom
of Heaven Within,
i Experience most
Every Second of Life;
So, It's Rather A Moot Point,
Whether or not Anyone Affirms what
i Come to Sing; Never the Less, When Someone
Says they Cannot Understand This Free Verse Artful Holy
And Sacred Divine Feeling in Dance And Free Verse Poetic Writing Song,
i Let My High School Educated Wife Read Over it; And in Almost
Every Case, She Has No Problem Understanding it; Yet Ya See; Nope,
It Doesn't Matter if one Has A 160 IQ or Not; There Are Other Kinds
of Interpretive
Intelligences
in Life That Totally
By-Pass IQ Tests; As They
Only Measure A Tiny Part of
Human Potential as Most Folks Stick
With What they Are Only Spoon-Fed in Life
As Far As Data Down-Load Stuff From Birth;
Now to Be Clear, A Person May Achieve Zen Flow in
Motor Cycle Maintenance Or Climbing Mountains in
Greater Complexity of Human Potential As They Go in
The Sweet Spot
Tween
Anxiety
And Apathy;
Yet What May Be
Missing Still is the
Artistic, Social Empathic,
Real Divine Holy and Sacred
Spiritual Emotional Parts Of
Life Continuously Coloring
Life In Feelings and Senses in Synergies
of Human Energy Never Felt Before; Yep, It's
True, There Are Many Kinds of Flow; Some more Colorful
Than Others; Yet most All of them in Some Way Result Effectively
And Or Affectively in Greater Human Potentials Achieved As Ya Might
Build Something Never Seen Before
Or in Other Ways You
Might Help
Someone
See, Feel,
And Sense Life
in New Colors Never
Experienced Before; Mileage
Varies of Course, Depending on
Make and Model of Human Vessel
or Vehicle, in Other Words, Nature And Nurture Now;
What Are the Limits With Human iMaGiNaTiON And
Creativity; Indeed, They Are Beyond So-Called 'iNFiNiTY'
As They Are Always Beginning Now Beyond All 'Real Illusions'
of Time, Distance, Space And Matter Now; Indeed, Such an Excellent
Metaphor Ya Bring
For Real
the "Hyper-
Focus of "God Mode" Indeed,
The Force, The Higher Power Within
As Even in Biblical Text Like Luke 17:21
The Kingdom of Heaven Within; Yes, Samadhi;
Satori; Kundalini Rising, The Tao, Effortless in
Ease Wu Wei; The Chi; Prana, And Sure 'The Force'
In 'Star Wars' in Part Modeled After Cross-Cultural Holy
And Sacred Texts The SaMe Way; Hehe, Yet if Ya Wanna
Get A Tribal Thinking
Person Who Idolizes
Forms Specific to Their
Culture in Idols of Words More
Than the Essence That is Similar
Cross Culturally; Tell Them They Don't Own
God; They Don't Own Love; Yet They Can Try if they Like;
Hehe,
Sure,
Good
'Luck' On that
Or Any Other Part
of Life That Attempts
to Gaslight What is Real
And True Now in Essence
Free to Anyone Who Seeks
Within And Finds This Higher
Power and Force Within to Have
A Much Greater Life In Terms of
How We Experience Bliss and Nirvana
And What We Are able to Create And Produce;
For Some Folks It's Stuff They Make; For Other
Folks, It is a 'Depth oF A STory of Life' in Colors that
Paint Nirvana
And Bliss in
Ways Never
Experienced Before; Yep,
Almost Totally Without Measure
Eternally Now Beyond Almost All Empirical Measure Now;
Yet It's True, THere is Always Something to Measure of
The Fumes Left over; Whether it is Word Count or Three Quarters
of A Ton Leg PRESSinG Again, With Arms Raised to the Sky in Wu Wei Effortless
Ease in Balancing Now
FRiEnDS With Gravity
New WHere the Weight
Feels No Different Than
The Weight of A Feather;
Yet Of Course, You'd have
to Experience it to Actually
Understand it; Same as the
'Zen Art of Motor-Cycle Maintenance'
or the Dark Flow of Telling Unlimited
Lies for Selfish Purposes Per the 'Trump Meme of Life Lies" too;
Just in case Ya Wonder, Why Folks are so motivated to Do 'Evil' too;
As Most Stuff in LiFE, Flow Comes in DarK and LiGhT Ways that Help
or Harm
The Rest of
Existence Now
Per Altruism
Verus Selfishness Still Now...
So This is Partly Why i Run What i Do
Across the Eyes of my High School Educated
Wife; to See if What i Write is too Complicated;
Or Others Just Don't Currently Have the Human
Software and Hardware to Understand It; i Surely
Am Not Gonna Water Down My Human Potential
To Spoon Feed Heaven to Other Folks; As That's the
Whole Point; Ya Work For Heaven Everyday Always Now
As A Real Practice Never Ending in Life Eternally Now;
(Some Occultist Flavored Folks CaLL iT "A Great Work of Life")
If Ya Think Ya Get it
Over 'There'
On A Roman's
10:9 Pamphlet
That Offers A Carrot
of Heaven After Death
or Stick of Hell; Yes, After
Death too, If Ya Don't Worship Some
Verily Dead Dude Who Lived 2,000 Years
Ago That's What Ya Eventually Get A Dirt Nap Reward...
i am not
One to
Put
off Heaven
That Way; Yet of Course,
for Folks who Only Believe
it Happens After Death; That
Often Becomes A More Shallow
Life Fulfilling Prophecy Indeed
Anyway; Here's
A Toast to "Hyper-Focus
God Mode" Of Course no
External Substances Required to Be
Ingested And Far From 'Woo' As It is
A Cross-Cultural Human Potential
Described in Holy and Sacred
Texts Around
The World;
At Least for those
Who Have the Hardware
And Software Earned to
Understand And Or Actually 'Get it' Now...
It Might be Helpful to Do Some Research
on the 'Growth of Religion in the World'
To See What Folks Who Actually Study This Have Say:
"Most academics who have analysed the demographics dismiss the predictions that the EU will have Muslim majorities.[353] It is completely reasonable to assume that the overall Muslim population in Europe will increase, and Muslim citizens have and will have a significant impact on European life.[354] The prospect of a homogenous Muslim community per se, or a Muslim majority in Europe is however out of the question.[355] Eric Kaufman of University of London denied the claims of Eurabia. According to him, Muslims will be a significant minority rather than majority in Europe and as per their projections for 2050 in the Western Europe, there will be 10–15 per cent Muslim population in high immigration countries such as Germany, France and the UK.[356] Eric Kaufman also argue that the main reason why Islam is expanding along with other religions, is not because of conversion to Islam, but primarily to the nature of the religion, as he calls it "pro-natal", where Muslims tend to have more children.[103] Doug Saunders states that by 2030 Muslims and Non-Muslims birth rates will be equal in Germany, Greece, Spain and Denmark without taking account of the Muslims immigration to these countries. He also states that Muslims & Non-Muslims fertility rate difference will decrease from 0.7 to 0.4 and this different will continue to shrink as a result of which Muslims and non-Muslims fertility rate will be identical by 2050.[357] A survey conducted by Pew Research Center in 2017 found that conversion has a negative impact on the growth of the Muslim population in Europe, with roughly 160,000 more people leaving Islam than converting into Islam between 2010 and 2016.[343]"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HtUi8d0DF1Q
Other than that the Research Shows that Both Christianity And Islam Will
Increase From Approximately 2 Billion Followers to 3 Billion Followers by the Year 2050 to about 6 Billion Total;
So In Other Words, While It May Seem That Religion is Dying in Some Western Countries; it is Far From Dead
on the Continents of Asia, South America, And Africa; Yet of Course, Those Are All Areas of Third World
Countries, Where There is Still Great Poverty, Starvation, And Overall Human Misery and Suffering; Yep,
Just What 'The Doctor' Ordered For SCaRCiTiES in those Countries; An Authoritarian Savior/God Related
Religion or Two to Give Hope Where it May Otherwise Be So Difficult to Find; Where For Some
Folks, the Only Hope They Can Find
Is Hope After This
Hopeless
Life on Earth;
As 'They Say,' Better
Than Nothing; Yep, Better
to Have Hope than Nothing
As at Least There is Some Positive Feeling Left in Life to Live...
Religion Serves A Purpose; Both As Potential Escaping Life and Embracing it too...
Obviously, Living in
So Much Abundance,
i Choose A Heaven that
is Real Now; Not Only Within,
Yet Everywhere i Look Outside
of my Window into A Real Garden
of Eden on Earth, Where i Am Free
to Be Naked, Enough, Whole, And Complete;
Free Enough to
Create and
LiVE mY
Own Religion
For Free, Per the
Rights to Life, Liberty,
And The Pursuit of Happiness...
We Have Much More to Fear From 'Domestic Terrorism' Here;
Meh, Yet i Live in a Place Where Most Folks Look the Same
And Go to the Same Church; Not Unlike Once Homogenous
Countries In Sweden And The Such; It's Human Nature, Folks
Get Along Better Bonding And Binding to the Same Ways Of Life;
If it's Not the Church For More Abundance in Hope; It's The State
That May
Provide
Real
Avenues
for Heaven on
Earth Within and
on the Outside too...
Regardless, It's Human;
Just Surviving or Thriving And Loving Life Now...
No Matter What Forms Bring This Essence Real Now...
Ironically, in the United States, What is Most Likely to Keep
Organized Religion together, is if the State is Prevented From
Providing Avenues for Subsistence And Actually Thriving in Life;
So Far, 'The Church' is Doing Its Best With Their Political Cronies to
Make This
A Reality
For the
Organization(S) to Survive...
And The Way that Happens
Most is if Overall, Congregants Are
Suffering Misery in the Countries they LiVE iN;
Keep 'Em Down in Fear; Master, Subjugate, And Control
in Self-Made And Supported Prisons Now on Earth Resembling Hell More Than
Heaven
Where
the only
Escape is
Death and
'Stories' After that...
Not Buying the Gaslit
Lies Yet Again, Life is
Colored Much Different
in Abundance Than SCaRCiTiES iNDeed...
As Long As The Western World Leads in Social Welfare;
Freedom is More Likely to Survive Without Theocratic Control...
It's Just
The Way Life
Works; And It's
Really Just Common
Sense, For Anyone Who
Has Both Lived in Scarcity and Abundance Now and Then;
And Studied The Folks Who LiVE iN Heaven And Hell and The Tween on Earth...
In Purgatory and Hell, Ya Look For Hope Anywhere You Can Find it or Folks Are Giving it Away...
Yet Be
Careful
What Ya
Buy; As
Some Folks
Just Love to 'Tale Stories'
TO
GET
THEiR WaY SELFiSHLY...
SMiLes, It's Also Worth Noting That 'Neuroplasticity'
And Even 'Epigenetic Effect' in Unpacking Human Potentials
Is A Life Long Learning Experience Now Depending On How
Much Environmental Challenge We Are Exposed to As Humans;
And This is Really What's Great About 'The Information Highway;'
Someone in a Very 'Backwoods' Area in the World May Have an Opportunity
To Be Exposed to Different Ways of Both Seeing and Being in the World; Personally,
i've Watched This Happen With Many Young Folks
In the World From Many Different Religions
Where As They Grow Older and Move Now
to More 'Advancing Ways of Life in Freedoms'
They Changed As Well and At Least Make The Religions
They Grew Up with A Kinder And More Compassionate
Way of Seeing And Being
iN A World they Come to
Live in Now With So Many
More Nuances than the
Rigid Ways of Seeing and
Being in Life Dogmatic
Religion Brings Where An Attempt
is Made to Censor Outside Influences For
What Might Otherwise Bring More Positive
Changes in Life to Thrive Now; i've Watched as
Once Very Fundamentalist Islam Folks Move to Europe
And Leave the Faith Almost Completely Behind; It's What
We aRe Exposed
to Or not Exposed
to in Life in Challenge of
Change in the Environment that
May Make So Much Difference, Positive or Negative;
For me at Least, From the Period of my Work Life After
College to the Advent of the Information Highway, my Mind
Basically Stagnated Without Much Opportunity to Learn New Stuff in Life
And Really Be Challenged in Many More Ways of Life; Now There Are No Limits
As There is No Way i Can And Will Ever Catch Up to all that is Offered in Potential
Learning
And Environmental
Challenges in Change for Human Growth Now;
For me at Least, For 'the Within,' It's a Real 'Fountain of Youth;'
As Long as We are Changing in a Positive Way, We aRe Really
GRoWinG Younger Now it
Feels, it
Senses,
i Know at
Least for me;
And Yes, Positive Within
in Evolving GRoWinG Ways, Often Makes
A More Positive and Youthful Glow on the Outside too...
Yeah, it might be easy to call me 'Pollyanna' Without All the Evidence That Does Apply Hehe...
This World Is A New Testament, Always Changing, For Those Who Attempt to Catch Up and Do THeir Best...
TeaR
GoaL
CHaiNS
Don't NeeD A Three Letter Word
For Tree When Tree IS A
FouR LeTTeR WorD FoR LoVE
Someone told me my Words Were
Music to Their Ears.. Yes.. When Souls Dance Sing Living NoW
Realistically i cannot expect anyone who hasn’t been where i have to return the same
When Folks No Longer Speak As Song Move As Dance Their Souls Die Alive
Blind And Deaf See And Hear Again in Dance And Song of Soul
i would have been Greater Impressed if 'Tim Tebow' Stamped
His Face With ‘John 14:12’ Greater Yet 'Just Do IT' Now For Real
True Life Is Sewing
Key Knitting
Blankets
Never
Unraveling
For Sewing...
SMiLes Dear Rafiah A Greatest Gift is to
Give True it Gives me Great Solace
To Feel From
You i Still
Lift You Up
For What No
one Could Touch
in me For 66 Months
True i Looked and looked
And Finally Found This Love
Within What A Blessing Love is to
Hold And Give
i Am Here For
You And That
is Surely Enough for me
Hehe Besides Katrina Takes
Care of me like a 2 Year-Old Child
And Therefore Unlike a 2 Year-Old Child
That Gives me
Plenty of Room
to Give to Others With SMiLes
So in Other Words One Day Your Child
May Do The Same my Mother Did And
Katrina Still Does For me Love Spreads...
Other than that i used to be extremely
introverted And Now i am at the Other
End of the Spectrum i Surely Understand
How Much easier this is for me to do than
Almost All my Friends Who Are Super Introverted
That way
i Used to be
During my Working
Years i Had no time or
interest in connecting to anyone
online and not even the Energy
Left For Katrina at the End of the Working Day...
And This is Why ReTirement Becomes Golden
Years Fresh Rubber And Tread On Once Barren
Wheels of Life We Finally Get the Opportunity to Leave
Worries
Behind
If We
are that
Fortunate indeed
Generally When Worries
Go Away We Become More
Apt to Be Fueled to Reach Out
and Touch and
Be Love
It's A
Human/
God 'Thing' And
Oldest Story indeed mY FRiEnD
Anyway Dear FRiEnD i Love You With
SMiles of Kindness And Compassion For Real...
Indeed Dear Savvy
A Ball of Blue
May Become
A Green Forest
of Team-Work
Where All the
Leaves of Trees
Hold Hands in Balance
to Keep the Forest Together
As Glue
Is the
Love
of Being Human...
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Growth_of_religion
_________________
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
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Peace Rejuvenates
Balance Feeds Peace
Stillness Quietness
FLoWinG Ease
Indeed Yes
Dear Savvy
So Much More
Energy Saved Up
For Creativity and
Productivity When
No
Energy
is Wasted
On Illusory
Fears With SMiLes...
Never Waiting For Some Other Time
Or Life MaKinG Every Move Holy Dance
MaKinG Every Word Sacred Song
Now And So what If No One Else
May Be Able
to Hear
A Tune
of Our
MuSiC As
Truly We Become
In Touch of Who We aRe
With SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
No Need to Wait to Be the
Best We Can And Will Do
And Be
Now
With
SMiLes...
To You All as
Well Dear
Yeka So
Nice to
See You
Here Again
With Blogging
SMiles...
Pleasure
All Mine Dear
Lilly Thanks For
Sharing Your
Soul
Inspiring
Deep Poetry
On Wordpress Again...
Thanks Dear Cindy
For Your Kind Words
And Thanks For
The Strength
Of Your
Poetry
And Wonderful
Recovering Story
Of
Your
FRiEnD
From Divorce
And Cancer...
The Reality For Most Humans is Emotions Including
A Synergy of All Feelings And Senses Is What Actually
Precedes Decisions And Actions for Change; However,
Not All Humans Are Great At Prosody, Pragmatics, And
Metaphor While they May Have Stellar Language 'Acquisition' More Than
A Metaphor of Right Hemisphere Brain Processes, According to Most Recent
Research, Specifically in the Concentration of Focus of Folks Like Iain McGilchrist,
Recently With His Books "The Master and The Emissary" And "The Matter With Things"
As He Offers His Research Commercial And Book Free on YouTube As Well to Attain
Greater Knowledge in These Areas of Mind Sciences, All Cutting Edge Now As Such
As this Relates to Prosody, Pragmatics, And Metaphor Again Aligned with
More Right Brain Hemisphere Processes That See A Bigger Picture of the
World than Just
The Parts
All Materially
Reduced to Grasp
To Hold to Use Now As Tools
In Accord With More Restricted Left
Brain Hemisphere Processes Commonly
An Issue for Some Folks Autistically Now
So While You May Not Fully Be Able to 'See'
the Value, the Non-Verbal Autistic Valedictorian of
Her School On the Autism Spectrum Brings So Inspiring
In Her Commencement Speech in Seeing The Value All Human
Beings Bring With their Potentials In Life Fulfilled With the Help of Technology
Too; The Inspiration She Brings Could Bring Valuable Resources For Additional
Support For Autistic Folks To Achieve Greater Potentials in Life; How Would i Understand
This as A Person Diagnosed With the More 'Gillberg' Related Diagnostic Criteria For Original
Described Asperger's Syndrome; More Directly in Alignment With Hans Asperger's Clinical Studies
Before the APA Watered it Down And Eventually Eliminated it as A Specific Diagnosis; Well of Course,
the 'Gillberg' Criteria, Initially Leaves Plenty of Room For More Right Brained Hemisphere Folks Like me
With A Hyperlexic Delay iN Language Until 4 Years Old; Nope, No Precocious Verbal Abilities For me
Yet Decoding
And Creating
Symbols in Interpreting
Life With Ease So Much More Apt
to Read First Than to Speak Indeed
And True Eventually Apt to Write/Type and
Eventually Speak and Even Dance in Public
Once Very Restricted in Ways of Gross and
Fine Motor Coordination as Well As Another Part
of Gillberg Criteria for Asperger's Syndrome As Diagnosed too...
People Bond over Pro-Social Emotions Related to Finely Tuned Mirror
Neurons And Oxytocin Connections too; Yet Not All Autistic Folks Share
The Actual
Feeling Senses
Now of these Very
Human Inspiring
Feelings of Life to
Work together For
Action For Change Yet
As Science Shows Now Our
Emotions in Synergy of All Feelings
And Senses From Our Reptile Brains
Through Our Limbic System Brains Moves Us
First to Both Reason and Action of Life As Emotions
Are A 'Real Glue' Now of Our Cognitive Executive Functioning,
Including Short Term Working Memory; Long Term Memory
Storage and Retrieval; And Focus that May Be Laser Pointed
And Intense
too
On Task
to Actually
Complete
The Jobs at
Hand Without Fail...
On the Other Hand, more
Restricted Left Brain Processes
may Limit Emotions More to the
Bonding and Binding That Comes
With Con-Social Emotions Like Fear
And Anger and Even Hate of What is
Different and Always Changing As True
Humans May Become Very Addicted to the
Associated Adrenaline Neurohormones and
Dopamine Neurochemicals That Addictions to
Con-Social more Left Brain Processes Restricted Life Brings;
The Good News Is this is Not A Static Human Potential as Humans
May Enhance Both their More Materially Reduced Left Brain Processes
in Grasping and Using Tools In Life Step by Step and they May Increase the
Colors Of Life That Right Brain Processes Bring in Emotions, Feelings, And Senses
Associated More with Prosody, Pragmatics, And Metaphor As Well too; Yet First one
Must Have Some
Inspiration to Change
A First Step Comes Fueled
By A Fire of Real Emotional,
Feelings, Sensory Inspiration From Within
And Indeed this May be More of A Challenge for Some
Than Others; Never the Less, 'Normally,' Inspiration of
Human Emotions in Synergies of Feelings and Senses From
Head to Toe is What Moves Humans to Decisions and Reasons
And Actual Actions in Life to Adapt to Environmental Challenges
And Again Emotions Do Emote Cognitive Executive Functioning Potentially
Finely Tuned
As A Human
Ferrari Vehicle
And Vessel Yes A Human
Boat Well Balanced With Anchors
For Safety And Sails for Exploration
That Comes With Well Regulating Emotions
And Integrating Senses in Moving, Connecting,
Co-Creating Ways and What This Means is the
Non-Verbal Autistic Young Woman Valedictorian
Giving Her Commencement Speech By An Adaptive
Tool of Typing is Actually Priceless as it Provides A Record
of Inspiration to actually Move Folks To Change in Support of More
Autistic Folks
And While i understand
Your Support Needs Now
The Human Condition
Does Not Work to Action
'Normally' In Most Cases
Without Some Kind of Inspiration First
As True Inspiration Can And Will Actually
Move Mountains of Even 'i Have A Dream' of Actual Change in Action...
All The Puzzle Pieces of the Recipe For Change Must Come And It is no Puzzle for me
to Understand
It Now
Yet i Surely
Didn't Always
Understand it Before...
Just Like i Saw little Value
in the Metaphors of Poetry
Or the Inspiration of Emotions
As This Modern Culture Took Away
Most all i Was Born With Before i Could Speak
True in this Way i Became Born Again With Dance
And Song Inspiring From my Soul For Real Deep Within
And It's True There is No Way i Can Explain this Without
Deep Metaphor
Yet There are
Ways to Find That
Human Potential Again;
Or Perhaps For the First Instance Forever Now
in Life Sort of Like When The Blind First See;
For me At Least, i Became A Child of 3 With
The Ability to 'See' This Way again; of Course
Affective And Effective Results Depend on Makes
And Models of Human Vehicles and Vessels Now in
Other Words
Nature And
Nurture For Real Now
As Experiencing Life
All the Way ACross the Lifespan New Now...
And to Be Clear i Am Speaking to Opinions
At Hand, in No Real Judgement of What Folks
Can And Cannot Actually Do Now Here as Written
Text Surely Does Not Usually Paint An Entire Human Condition...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evpGu3eO0pY
SMiLes Dear Psychologist Mimi i Hope You Are
Feeling Much Better Recovering From Your
Recent illness Honestly i Don't Care
if You Lost Weight Or not
Or Even How Much You
Weigh at All You
Are Human
i Love All Humans
This is my Autistic
Savant Skill it is Just
What i Must Do As A Special
Interest of Life Naked, Enough,
Whole, and Complete It's True i
See Through Flesh and Blood, i See
What's Inside, i See the LiGHT, i See the DarK
too This is How Empaths Experience Life if They
Develop Enough Light Around them Not to Be Drained Away
to Something
Less and
Even Cold
And Lifeless too...
In Most Stuff Life Every
Commonly Understood Aphorism
For LiGHT May Also Shed DarK True
As My Sister Is A Somewhat Famous
Bird Nerd As That is Her 'Special Interest'
And Stellar Skill on the Autism Spectrum As 'Napoleon
Dynamite' Asked His Young Female FRiEnD Then on
That Show What Her "Special Interest Skills" Were too
Yes a
"Play"
About
Folks
At Least
on A Broader
Autism Spectrum
too in Theatrical Way...
Anyway my Sister is A Record Setting
Bird Nerd Now in my State and Local Area
And Also Takes Wonderful Nature Photography
With Her Camera That Costs About As Much As Some
Used Cars Used to Before Recent Days at Least Hehe...
True Source of the Wonderful Bird Pics on my Blog too
So Generously Given And Shared By Her as Neither She
Or i Give A Damn About MaKinG Money Being Retired
And Having Enough Naked Whole is Just Plain Complete
No Extra
Ingredients
of Capitalism
Necessary to
Make Love of
Freedom Work for Us...
Anyway She Visited A Local State
Park And What i HaVE in Common
of Providing Sympathy for Your Illness
With You and A Group of Ladies on A Camping
Trip in a State Park She Went to Searching For
All Species of Birds is the Social Bonding General
Love For Humanity Neurohormone Oxytocin That
Works Wonders
To Actually Heal
Human Beings in
So Many Ways
Including
Increasing Human
Immune System Effectiveness;
Reducing Pain, and Anxiety too...
Truly A Wonder Drug This All
Natural Nurturing Neurohormone
is the Stuff that Bonds Baby to Breast
And Not So Much When it is only A Bottle
Or Even Less With Scarce Supplies of Formula these
Days too
*Sigh*
Anyway to my
Sister's Chagrin
Oh my God This Group of Ladies
(With Campers all Decorated With Flowers)
Had A Flag Raised High With A "Q" For
the Whole State Park of Camping Group Ladies
To Join in on "Reindeer Games" As They Dance Sing Sharing
Not Only A Love for "Q" Yet Trump of Course for 2024 (YUCK)
So As my Sister Wandered By She Covertly Made the Sign of the
Cross and
Merrily
Went on
Her Ways
to Shoot Birds
With Only A Camera
Thank God
of NOT TRUMP
on 5th Avenue
Escapades As Such
Thing is What Bonds me to
You As Just A Human Being
Who Naturally Gives, Shares, Cares,
And Heals With Oxytocin Ways of Connection
When Others Are Ill With Real HeART Felt Sympathy;
Yes, Cognitive Empathy And Compassion too Is What
Bonds
The "Q"
Ladies and
'Trump' Ladies
The Same at the
Big Forest State Park
Where i Live It's the Oldest
Religion Love and It Doesn't Have
An Equity of Outcome in Only LiGHT
As Empathy May Be DarK or LiGHT
As There is DarK and LiGHT in Almost
Every Aspect of Life Even Negative And
Positive Synchroncities too Yes True There
Is the Opposite Affects of "Prayerful Placebo" For
Effects in Belief of Positive Outcomes As the 'Nocebo'
Effect of 'Debby Downer Life' Too For Ill Outcomes Soon
Yet True Even A Darker Place of 'REAL EVIL' IN ACTION
TOO WHERE IT BECOMES VERY DIFFICULT TO HAVE
SYMPATHY FOR HUMANS IN DEVIL AND DEMON FORM TRUE
Yet Still The Inability to Feel Oxytocin Without A Warm Bond With Human
Beings Truly is A Worst Kind of 'Mental Illness' That Some Are Born With
Congenitally From Birth Yes the Meme and Reality of 'Psychopathy' Where
(Lack/Loss of Empathy/Conscience too)
Folks May Torture
Small Animals
As They Only
See them as Things
That Hurt Sharing
the Adrenaline of Their Pain
in Sick Delight and As Far As
Oxytocin Goes as i Measure it All Innately,
Instinctually, Intuitively ACross the Hundreds of Thousands
of Humans i Have Directly Interacted With Working With the
Military and General Public For Decades in Real Life and Playing
For Free With Thousands Upon Thousands of Folks Online Since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010 is the Most Nurturing of All Folks i Have
Met Are African
American
Grandmothers
i Am Sickened
Almost to Vengeful
Anger Over What Happened
in a Grocery Store to these True
Angels Who Walk the Earth Well
True They Are Among the Most Fortunate
Human Beings Who Walk on Earth to Feel
to Sense to Give to Share to Care and Heal
(Real 'Jesus Folks' Who Actually Walk(ed) THE EartH)
With So Much Warmth of LoVE iN Life As i Surely
Understand my Empath Privilege as i Lost it All And
Likely All that Kept me Changing into A True Villain Then
For 66 Months as Just Another Devil and Demon in HeLL ON EartH
Was My Lifelong Moral Code Same One Where the Administrators
in my High School
When i Was A Sophomore
Changed the Rules to Get
Into the National Honor Society
For me and A Young Woman Peer in School
True it was Always Junior Per Requirements
until me and her came along in School Her
Mother Was the Dean of Girls at the School
My Mother's Name Was Just Love And
(And Or Helen that Means Light)
A Clerk Typist
Who Worked
for the
Federal
Government then
Whose Only Real
Goal in Life Was to
Raise Children of Love
(Singularly As Such after
my Father Ran Away to
Marry A Wife to Make
Money More than Raise
Children Of Love When i was 3;
How Very Fortunate i Was in the
Way of Love At Least That He Went
Away took me 53 Years to Get the
Fearless Inheritance of my Daddy for
Real as i had to be my own Father to
Do it *Sigh*)
As It Was Pretty Much
All Innate and Inherent
And An Intuitive Natural Humane Love to Do...
That True Not All Folks Share That True Some
Folks Don't Even Have It As Gift At All i Have to
Be Careful never to turn into a Villain As Strong
As An Orangutan Empirically So Still Leg Pressing
Up to 1520 Pounds Sailing All 242 Pounds of Dancing
Man Through the Store Light As A Feather Strong As A Locomotive
(i'm Sort of Attached to Earth FRiEnDS With Gravity in Balance
Hehe No Need to Leap Tall Buildings or Walk on Water to Show
Off Yes Floating on Terrestrial Land is Likely Enough HAha and
True i ain't no Fool i Understand Physics
And The Speed of Bullets)
i Couldn't Help Yet
Having A Dark
Fantasy that
i could Have
Been in that
Store And Sailed
Right into that 'Demon'
And Shattered Him into
A Million Pieces of Oblivion
Yet i understand That's Where
He Already Lives Dead as i've Been
to Oblivion too Fortunately my Mother
Gave me Love And Fortunately Then She
Didn't Give me Guns For Christmas to Shoot Love...
(Or me With the REAL SUICIDE DISEASE FOR 66 Months)
Anyway Life is Very Messy And Always Worth the Effort
To Warm
Someone
Else Up
And
When We
See the Child
Who Sits Alone
At School It Can't Hurt
to At Least Add a Word of Kindness to Their Life
True i've Been a Child Who No one wanted to
Sit Next to At Lunch i've Been That Adult too
At Work As Oddly Enough Working for
the Military And in 'A Deep South State
Trump Town
USA' Male
Kindness'
Was/Still is Practically
Considered A Mortal Sin...
Love Spreads or goes away....
If We Are Lucky Enough to Be Born With Love At all...
There Are Enough Tucker Carlson's And Trump's in
The World
Hell Needs
No Extra Fires
ContinuinG ON EartH...
Anyway Again Hope
You Are Feeling Better
Dear Psychologist Mimi
Everyone IS A FRiEnD to me
i Can't Escape it As THere is
Literally A 'FRED iN "FRiEnD" hehe...
Thanks As Always For allowing me to
Share This Forrest Gump Bus Stop With
You and in the Busy Health Care Field i
Surely Don't Mind if You Just Read A Magazine
to Relax
or Peruse
Twitter While
i Story Tale Just
For the LiGHT And DarK of Life For Real...
Hell and Heaven And The Tween It's All on the MeNu for Real
As 'Big George' Called Out to the Love of His Mother With A Boot
On his Throat...
Slowly
Suffocating
And Sure She
Is A Grandmother too...
Indeed Life Takes
GREAT Conviction
For Change Now
to Possibly HaPPeN
And Even More So Action
It's True i Could Be A Valuable
Resource in a Store One Day too...
Yet i'm Even More Valuable to my Wife Alive...
Seeing
Smaller
And Bigger
Pictures it's
What We All
Must Do in Life at Best it seems
To Survive and Potentially Even Thrive ToGeTHeR For Real...
Hehe, Yeah, and i was 10 Years-Old in 1970
Ancient Relic i am Becoming More Increasingly
As Years
Go On Only Now...
"When You Realize That 1970
And 2022 Are As Far Apart As
1970 and 1918 Eye Opening
For Generations Upon
Generations Indeed
Yet i'm Surely Still
Not too Old to
Dance With
Them All Now For Real
IF THEY ALL CAN KEEP UP WITH ME HAha...
LeSSoN 407
A Bookstore Houses
A Thousand And More
Souls to Explore to Grow
Hehe Yes i Had A Pose At
‘Barnes And Noble’ Yet i Felt
This one at ‘Best Buy’ Might
Be More Aesthetically
Pleasing What i Aim For
In Artistic Poses Both Clothed
And Naked is A Balance
Of Grace And Strength
In Really
What Makes
A Yoga Pose
Of Animus And
Anima Complete
Hehe in
Other Words
A Soft Touch
With The Ability
To Kick Butt Yet
Never
A Need
To Use That
Darker Human
Potential Better
To Be Sweet Like
Dark
Chocolate
With SMiles Hehe
Anyway My Fantasy
FRiEnDShip Date With
You is Barnes
And Noble Where
We Could Discuss
Your Favorite
Books With SMiles...
Peace Rejuvenates
Balance Feeds Peace
Stillness Quietness
FLoWinG Ease
Indeed Yes
Dear Savvy
So Much More
Energy Saved Up
For Creativity and
Productivity When
No
Energy
is Wasted
On Illusory
Fears With SMiLes...
_________________
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
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True i Don't LiVE iN 'The Dungeon' Nah
AnyMore NoW Practically A "MaGiC Kingdom"
Yet No Trademarks All FLoWeRinG OriGiNaL
CREaTiViTY
Dry Hot And
Beautiful
Flowering
So Colorful
And Green
Dear Aloha
FRiEnD Glad
You Are Getting
Rain We Will Sure
Need Some
Soon To Keep
All FLoWeRS
Blooming
Yes Dancing
Singing With SMiles...
SMiles Dear Cindy
How Fortunate
Now Your Whole
Family Is To Have
Such A Progressively
Kind Nurturing Human
Being Directing Your
Familyship Seems
You Are Able to
Think Verbally
Visually
Physically
Emotionally
And Spiritually
Whole
Package
As Such
As Gift
mY FRiEnD...
SMiLes, The Fact You Actually
Experience Flow Made it A Much
Greater Potential You Might Actually
Sail my
Current
With SMiLes;
Anyway, Thanks,
Rare i Receive Any
Reciprocal Social
Communication
On the 'Wrong
Planet' Yet Ironically i am
Sort oF aN EXTraterrestrial
(Neuroextraterrestrialdiversity)
NoW As Far As it Comes to
Being Stuck on EartH, hehe
Or It Seems Even in 'Outer Space' Here...
Oh my Gosh Dear Akshita So Exhausted
Last Night From Public Dancing This Last
8 Years and 8 Months Increasing Miles to
16,611 At Walmart While my Wife
Chatted With her FRiEnD
Literally Hours
in Another
Part of the Store
All i Had Left Was A Like
on Your BookWorm Post
Yet It's True Today i Celebrate
10.5 MiLLioN Words of the Story
of My Life in the Last 105 Months Anniversary
Date Yes "SonG oF mY SoUL" on May 18th, 2022
Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Ever Ever Ever
And It's True i Must Be the Longest Book Worm
of All Never Ever With Writer's Block to Do The Next
10 MiLLioN
Words or
So Just
Like this
With SMiLes
Longest Book Worm
Ever Yep So Far That's me
And It's True As Far As Circling
The Distance of The Globe At the
Equator i Only Have About 8 More
Thousand or So Miles to Go And When
i Turn 66 or So i Will Have That Longest
Public Dance Worm to Celebrate too It's
True Even in the Fictional Story of Forrest
Gump He Only Crossed the U.S. Several Laps
Running
Before
He Called
it Quits Not
me i Have
Worm WHole Power
in Every Way HAha...
iNcluding still Leg Pressing
Up to 1520 Pounds Something
(Soon Arriving to Age 62 on June 6th)
Yes To Keep Moving All 242 Pounds of
me as i continually Manage to Squeeze
myself Through This Fiber Optic Cable
G L O B aLLY
At the Speed
oF LiGHT
Or Love
Which
Ever
Comes
First Now
As Real
Avatars
These Days
Just Naturally Do New...
You Have A Wonderful Soul
Hehe Perhaps That's What
He Meant When He Said
Stove HAha
Yet's It's
True Dear
Savvy You
Cook Up
Wisdom Like No Other
ONE
Can And Will i Feel and
Sense For Sure Always
Inspiring Soul of me to
Cook Up Something Else
to Digest too
HAha
With
SMiLes...
HeART THe Art SmART
PaRT of HeART ON EartH
God's MuSiC For Real Now
That Makes SHe So Much
More Powerful Than He my
FRiEnD Cindy And Why Any
Man With Common Feel and
Sense And Know Understands
His Best Ally Is A WoMaN
And At Best More
Than One To
Join
Hands in
Signs of HeARTS
Above That Truly Make
Life A Foundation of Grace Below
in Balancing Force of Love Now What
Holds Up Strength And Will Most New
To FLY iN Terms of Moving Connecting
Co-Creating NoW iN Most Productivity
Hand-iN
Hand
With Fuel
of LoVE iN
Grace of Balancing
Force Love Now So Stellar Indeed
Stars Above Stars Below Love CaRRieS oN
A Mother
Carries
the UniVerse
Forward As Daughters
Become Wives And Lead Men With SMiLes
A Powerful Poem You Create And It's True Hehe
Most of the 10.5 MiLLioN Words of EPiC Longest
Long Form Poetry Created on This Anniversary Date
Today of 105 Months on 5.18.2022 Inspired Still by the
Muse of So Many Women of Love's Home Far Above Below...
Where Would
Love Be Without
Women Just Just
Lost Without A Home For HuWoMeN...
Oh my God Dear Gibberish
i Don't Really Know You That Well
Yet Listening to You Tell What Seems
Like A Same Story i Experienced in Distress
in HeLL ON EartH The Soul Part at Least When Not
Yet Technically
Eventually
Described
And Labeled
As 19 Medical
Disorders Shut-in
my Home for 66 Months
Including Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia The Worst Pain Known to
Humankind Maybe i've Already told You
A Lot of my Hell Story It Seems As So Many
More Folks Are Relating to the DarK of LiFE NoW
These Days Than Ever Before So i Often Repeat
How i Escaped From HeLL ON EartH Coming to
What Really Feels So Free SPiRiTinG HeARTiNG
SoUL FeeLinG Full Within Yes, Yes, Yes Heaven Compared
to Hell For
ReaL ON EartH
Yet It's True No Hug
Would Help me in that Place
Yet It's True Even Those i Loved
So Much i Could Not Connect to
As in that Place Love From Others Only
Felt Like Pain And It's True i Do Have FRiEnDS
Now Who Visit this Place They Grow More Silent
Needing to Be Alone As In this Place True We Often
Must Look Deep Alone Solo to Find Our Way Out of the
Dark Abyss
Souls of
the Night
The Months
The Years
Ever DarK
In Pain and
Numb LooKinG
To Escape the
Dungeon Out of the
Cave Once Again to Move
Connect And Co-Create ToGeTHeR
In All Colors of Love Life Brings for me
At Least Causal Factors Mostly Becoming
A Cog in A Machine at School Without the Human
Social-Empathic-Artistic-Spiritual-Emotional Parts
Celebrated There Same As Work Eventually Just
Part of A Screen
Mostly Without
Very Much of the
Human Connections
Left Warm And Fuzzy Out of Life
True A Battery That Keeps Draining
And Draining Just No Place in the Whole
UniVeRSE to Find to plug back in and recharge
And Lord Knows Feels SenseS How in the World
Can And Will You Escape if it is What Life Seems
to Require to Even Survive at all Fortunately for me
i Almost Died 'They' Had no Choice Yet to Let me Go to
A Place For Years to Recover my Humanity Then We Are
Human
We aRe Human
Yet Sadly in this
World Now Machines
Don't Seem to Understand
Who We Truly Are in Other Words
There Are No Easy Words to Describe
the Depths of DarK When A FRiEnD
may Reply i'm Okay Yet Not Fine When
Okay Just
Becomes
Getting
Used to Living
in What Really
Seems Like HeLL ON EartH
i Suppose All We Can and Will
Really Do Is Talk About Where We
Went And How We Got Out and Escaped
For me at Least A Naked Enough Whole Complete
Dance And Song of Life Free Burning All the Pages
of the Rules of Conforming So Much Before Yet True
Whatever
it takes
to Live Again
Yet True Whatever
It takes to Love Life For Real
And Then Just Give it Share it
Care it And HeaL iT All Away Free my FRiEnD...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f59p7-VPwi0
Hehe Best Part of
ReTirement No one
Can Or Will Fire me With
No Longer Bare Wheels
For Pay For Just Being
me It's So True And There
Is More Than the Pay
of Money to Give Up
To Truly
Be Free
In All Colors
Of Loving Life Free Brings
The Rewards Are Inherent
Often Inclusive Yet Still Mine
With
SMiLes...
SMiLes It's True Still Now Dear Mariana
Reaching Out and Touching A Stranger
Who Is Different With Unconditional Love
is an Excellent Recipe for Reducing
Overall Depression and Suicide
As It is Often the Neglected
And Abused Among Us
Who Most Often
Sit Alone
in Grief to
Pain to Eventual
Numbness Walking
And Barely Crawling
The Earth Dead Alive And
Sadly Ignorance is A GREaTesT
Human Pandemic Among Humans
That Harms, Rapes, Maims, and Kills Most
Sadly it often comes in Disguise of Religion and
Even Called Love Yet Fortunately We Live in An Age
of Information Where Truth May No Longer Be Censored
in Even Once Lost Parts of the World to Narrow Views of Existence
Among the Highest Rates of Severe Depression, Severe Anxiety, And
Suicide Are Those of
Non-Binary Gender
And Sexual Orientations
True It's Hard For Any Human
to Be Outcast For Who They TRULY Naturally Are
And Even Sadder As Science Shows For Instance
That Homosexuality is Nature's All Natural Response
To Social Stress of Surviving As When A Woman's
Womb During Pregnancy is Impacted By Stress
And Related Hormones Nature's Answer
Is to Produce A Child Who Isn't as
Competitive When it Comes to
Reproductive Activity A
Child Comes Who is
More often Empathic
And Compassionate
Actually Assisting Others
To Survive Most With Selfish
Reproduction of Genes Taken
Out of the Equation Yet It's True
We Humans Share Similar Genes
So Helping Each Other is Helping All of
Us to Survive And Thrive This Way Yet Sadly Ignorance
of Nature's Reality Still Exists For Where Nature Provides
Loving Cooperative Human Beings Humans Sadly Often in their
Guise of Religions and Love that is Really Not Unconditional At All
Take that Gift
Away in Ways
of Ignorance oF A
Real Human Pandemic
That Basically Throws Away
What Nature Brings to Help Us Most...
The Other Animals Aren't Burdened
With Shared Lies ThiS Way And This is
What Makes the Human Species So Vulnerable
to Future's That May Be Erased By Cultural Lies this way...
We Either Use All the Gifts Nature Provides
or Throw them
Away and
We May Then All Go Away
Where You Live is Particularly
Understood to have this Challenge
And Sadly Where i Live is too Yet Not
in my Entire Country Thank God For That
Anyway if You've Never Been Educated on
The Science of this You Surely Seem Intelligent
Enough to Understand the Ted Talk Video i Will
Share With You Now
If We Wanna
Curb Suicides
We Embrace
All Human Beings
Not Just the ones We
Are Told in Churches Belong...
Other than That i am Sort of an Expert on Suicides
As Not Only Did i Help talk A Relative Out of A Gun
to End their Life as it Was Just too Hard Loving a Parent
So Much Who Could Not Accept All of Who They Were
Yes i suffered with the Actual Suicide Disease Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep No Drug Would
Touch Shut-in my Bedroom For 66 Months Fortunately For me
i Had A Wife, Sister, And Mother Who Unconditionally Loved me
Enough to Stay By my Side in HeLL ON EartH as the Worst Part
Was Losing the Memory of the Feeling of Ever Feeling A Smile at all...
True i Was the Living
Dead And Then at
That point in my Life
Being Doused With
Gasoline And Burning
Forever Was Preferable
to the way i Experienced Life
in Pain and Numb then And Oh
Yeah that Pain is Literally Assessed
As Worse than the Pain of the Actual
Torture of Crucifixion Yet i Didn't Get Off
So Easy to Be Tortured for only 3 Hours to
3 Days As WHere i Lived in HeLL A Thousand
Years Was A Second in Hell Eternally Now Measured
As 66 Months then that No Drug Would Even Touch
What Ya May Come to Learn Now
When Ya Look Up And 'SCREAM'
At God For FoRSaKinG Ya THiS Way
Is THere is No Escaping Hell Now if Ya
Wanna Live Ya Just Wait it Out Eternally Now in Suffering
And on Top of that Ya Are Already Dead You've Lost it
All And
When Your
Soul Comes Back
Beyond All that Pain And
Numb When You Feel a Smile
BY God Yes BY LOVE Reborn
Again Now You Give it You Share
it You Care it You HeaL iT And YES
When You Face YES Ignorance You
Stare it Down the Best You Can and
Will With Wisdom That May Change
Ignorance into Understanding And Trust me or
NOT the Last Place Someone Who Truly Accepts
Everyone Else is Accepted for A Home to Truly
Rest their Head is in Most Any Church as By Very
Definition 'Tradition' Whatever Name Tradition Comes
in Whether it is Politics, Religion, Philosophy, or Even Science
Excludes
Those Who
Don't Play By
The Exclusionary
Rules of Tradition As
the Old Bible Says There
is No Place for A Person Like
This to Rest Their Head For Where
Will You Go Where Love is Real and
Not Just an Empty Lie
When it comes
to Love
For Everyone
Really Now for Real
Best Thing About the
Bible is "Luke 17:21" Yes
Finding the Kingdom of God
Within As It's Almost Impossible
to Find this Love For ALL For Real in A Church
or Any Other Place in Life Now Where Traditions Rule...
Oh Yeah, And THere is "John 14:12" That Leaves Plenty
of Room By the Words Attributed to Jesus to Do Greater Works
than 'Him' For True Believers Still Now in Other Words in My Life
at Least i Destroyed A God Who Turns Away from Loving Enemies
Burning Them Then
Forever in Words
of Matthew as
Reported
As Such for Not
Feeding and Clothing
The Homeless Robust Looking
Dude Like Paul on the Road to
Damascus Seeing Visions And the Such...
True Alway Room For more Wisdom my FRiEnD
And Love That is Real Never Seeking Worship or
Fearing Criticism Either As Faith is Unwavering When Real And True as Love..
At This Point it is Probably Not Necessary to Comment on Your Last Post my FRiEnD...
i Thought You
Were Much
Older than
the Young
Woman in the
Video And That
Only Lends Decades
to Grow in More Wisdom
The Really Good NewS iNdeed
in Hell There is No Bottom to the Pit
on Earth Yet in Heaven on Earth Within
Now THere is
No Top Now
That Prevents
Us From RiSinG
Even Higher in
"John 14:12" and
"Luke 17:21" Ways For Real...
Without Taking the Effort to Really
Come to Understand Folks Who are
Different than Us Unconditional Love
That is Warm And Actually True For
ALL is Relatively Impossible...
i SuPPoSE 40 Days Without Sleep and
66 Months of Hell and 6666 Miles of Dance
in 40 Months Born on 6660 is Just Synchronicity
True 6666 Miles of Public Dance on December 26th, 2016
And True By Memorial Day Weekend of 2017 "PHI" Bible Came
in 1.618 MiLLioN Words in Precisely 365 Days of Effort And True
i Named it PHI Bible Long Before Coincidentally Per Synchronicity
in ACausal Connecting Principle Way Truly Psychologically Meaningful
To me as 1.618 Just So Happens to Be the Golden Ratio Mean for PHI
Not Just Dancing in Every Day Circles i Dance the Golden Spiral
PHI
Ratio of God's Finger Print in 1.618 Foot Prints Naturally too
As True With 16,611 Miles of Public Dance in 8 Years and
8 Months Only 55 Miles Away from 16,666 Miles of
Public Dance Soon
SMiLes.. i do my
Verily Best to
Live
With
Thorns
And Flowers
Marrying the
Night Merrying the Day..
LiFE NoW Will Still Be
Rose
ThiS Way...
Hehe Akshita Oh
‘The Norm’ of Group
Think Authority
HaHa i Remember
My Uncle Suggesting
i
Become ‘His Normal’
Following His “Trump
Clan Think” It was one
One of The Funniest
Suggestions i’ve
Ever Heard
Yet True
i Don’t Work
For Any Rules
Now Yet what i
See As True Although
To Survive Often Folks
Are Required To Live A
Lie
From
“The Clan
Norm” When Financial
Independence Comes
Freedom
From
Clan
Grip
And
Soul Freedom Now
To Truly Sprout Wings
With Even Greater Admiration
For Those Who Find Freedom
In
Pockets
Of Soul Prisons
Prayers For India
Too Today Dear Akshita...
It’s Not That Religion Is Inherently “Evil” Just
Needs To Catch Up With Love No Different
Than A Good Cop Version Of Jesus Relates
LovE True i Don't LiVE iN 'The Dungeon' Nah
AnyMore NoW Practically A "MaGiC Kingdom"
Yet No Trademarks All FLoWeRinG OriGiNaL CREaTiViTY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Khn_z9FPmU
_________________
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
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Ah Yes Dear Savvy Staying Still
Connecting Checking on
All of Our Neighbor's
Welfare's Near and
Far How Humans
Where i Lived Now
Survived Without Electricity
Without Phones When Someone
No Longer Traveled to Group Meetings
Including Church They Would Make the Travel
To their Home
Actually Knocking
On the Door Asking
Are You Okay and Not
Giving Up Until Someone
Answered The Door or To find
A Way in
As Neighbors
Took Care of THEiR
Own And Even Strangers
Passing By Who Needed A Home
For the Night True Dear FRiEnD Yes
Sad It is is When Technology Comes New
And We Forget To Check Up on the Silent
Ones Who Never Come Around Again Now
i Remember my 94 Year-Old Great Aunt Jettie
At the Turn of This Current Century Then
Telling me the Story of How Living
Rooms And Oral Traditions
Among Families And
Bonding
And Binding
Groups Were the
Essence of the Group's Life
Stories Told Of Humanity's
Soul Still Vibrant Alive Face to Face Breathing Then Yes
Giving Sharing Caring Healing Deep in Soul's Lives ToGeTHeR For Real...
SMiLes if We Master The Tools And Do Not BeCome Mastered By Them
Even More Ways
Almost Unlimited Really
To Spread This Love New Now...
Oh How Far Our Ancestors Stepped Through
Dark to Bring Us to Paradise True Where i Live
is named 'The Emerald Gulf Coast' And in the Very
Early 1900's my Great Grandfather Homesteading
154 Acres Now Called Oriole Beach As Part of that
Emerald Gulf Coast Riding A Ferry Miles From The Land
He Farmed a Home With Holes For Windows And No Water
Until A Well Was Built With An 'Outhouse' too His Wife Dying
of Breast Cancer Early Leaving His Land For Care For Her As
my Grandmother Later Picked Cotton And Helped Raise Her Two
Sisters Quitting
School So they
Could Eventually
Go To College As My
Great GrandFather Came
Back And Homesteaded More Property
For Farming in A Place Named Spring Hill
In the Northern Part of the County Then Finally
the Carpenter He Was All His Life and Farmer Buying
Land on the DownTown River Bank And Building His Own
Tin Home as My Grandmother The Caretaker of His Children
And Cotton Picker of His
Farming Rented A Home
Two Houses Down Eventually
Buying that Home Where Today
Where Once Stood Her Home that
We Were Raised in on the River Bank
Is Now A City Park Where Fourth of July
Celebrations Are Held And Bands Play
For The Whole County in the Place i
Found Home And Still Live in this
County today Yet That's Just my
Mother's Side my Grandfather
An X-Catholic Priest Born
in Ireland Counsel for
the Vatican A Priest
in South Africa
Finding His
Way to
A Parish
in North Florida
And if Not For the Cajun
Young Woman Who Woo'ed
Him From the Pews Away from
His Religion that Didn't Marry i Wouldn't
Exist Nor if "Johnny Weissmuller" the Actor
Who Actually Played the First Tarzan in the Movies
Didn't Save Her Life From Drowning Falling then Into
Wakulla Springs Where He Was Filming a Movie Early
in the 1900's As Well And my X-Catholic Priest Grandfather
With So Many Earned Advanced Degrees Noted Author of Last
Century With A Book Called "Behind The Dictator's" For the Catholic
Church's Influence on The Dictators in the Beginning of the Early 1900's too...
Yes Dear Chaymaa in Takes A Lot of Steps to Bring Us This Gift of Life Ranging
From An Asteroid 66 MiLLioN Years Or So Ago Hitting the Yucatan Peninsula Creating
Then The Gulf of Mexico Where i Live in Florida Erasing the Kings And the Queens of the
Food Chain
The Dinosaurs
Then Leaving Room
For Warm Blooded
Mammals Eventually
Sharing LoVE iN HuMaN
Form as Now The Recorded
Intelligence We Bring in Words
Provides Tools to Navigate Online
Holding Hands Among Humans With
Vastly Different Cultures, Religions, And
Politics Yet the Same Glue of Human Kindness
Otherwise Known As Love That Has Brought Us
This Far to Be at
All the First
Step As
Far As Humanity
Goes is Always Love
For Strangers the Glue
That Keeps Us Warm And Still
Alive of Course Hot Water Heaters
And Controlled Climates Inside Of
Newer Age Caves Helps too Hehe
With this Fancy Typewriter and
Walkie-Talkie All in One
Keyboard Screen
Machine True too...
Meanwhile We Are
Made of Star Stuff From
Super Nova Explosions Truly
Separation is the Illusion And
Unity is the Reality For Real Every Struggle in Small
Steps AS Humanity Leaps For Love of HumanKind iNdeed...
SMiLes, 'Edging' in Close to 62 on June 6th
Truly Savoring Every Second of Life Making
Every Word Sacred Song and Every Move
Holy Dance
i've Surely Traveled
in Enough Shoes DarK
Thru LiGHT iN LiFE to
Lend Endless Room For
Other Colors, SHades, Through
BLacK Abyss of Humanity As True
i've Been Painted With Many Brushes
in life True to Master The Brush, The Canvas
To Become The Paint in Flow is Sweet Relief
For Once What Was A Very Anxious Perfectionist
Human Being; Thing is And the "Matter With Things"
Is i Lived A Left Brain Restricted Life So Full of Step By
Step Instructions; Even Playing the Piano, So Much Imprisoned
Then By Sheet Music, Since i Learned That Step By Step Skill at Age
12, i Couldn't Even Create A Semi-Original Song Like 'Chop-Sticks'
on the Piano Through A Work Life, So Long, Restricted to Mechanical Cognition
Activities Behind A Screen, Truly Took All the Soul of My Right Hemisphere Social-Empathic-
Artistic-Spiritual Real Emotional Experiencing Processing Potential Away; Yes, Deeper My Soul
in that Other Continent
of Mind Struggling to Still
Breathe then And For Someone
Who Couldn't Understand How to Create
A Song on A Piano Like Chopsticks; Moreover,
Editing Technical Writing For the Federal Government
Not Able to Create More Than A Technical List of more than
1,2,3 And Yes So Forth And So on, So Rigid And Predictable;
Yes That Hidden Hemisphere of Human Creative Intelligence
Emerged Through my Fingers on a KeyBoard And in This Way 'i'
Challenged the 'Alexithymia' of A Truly Divided Mind Yet Not the Big
'I' of Ego Yet The Creative Soul That Speaks So Much Deeper in the Metaphor
of Music
With no
Words At
All And This Was
When i Was Slowly
Breaking Down with
What is Commonly now
Termed as 'Autism Burn-out'
Where The Social-Empathic and
Mechanical Cognition Requirements
at Hand of Surviving At School or Work
Become too Much and For me 11 years of
Chronic Stress at Work to Acute Stress the
Last 2 years of that Ending of my Work Career
Ended up and Almost Ended me with 19 Medical
Disorders, Including the Worst Pain Know to Humankind
Assessed as the Real Suicide Disease Labeled As Type-Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia, No Drug Would Touch, Shut-in my Bedroom
For 66 Months
of Real HeLL ON EartH;
Worst of All No Memory
of Ever Feeling A Smile
in my Existence, Just
No Way Out of Hell Then;
And i Didn't Understand the
Music Was my Soul Struggling to Escape
Through Fingers of the Notes on the Piano
My Soul Was Creating; And i Managed to Record
11 Minutes and 22 Seconds of the Experience then
in 2007 on A Cheap Dictation Device And Eventually
Put it on YouTube, Towards the Beginning of my Recovery
in 2013, Naming it Accordingly, "Challenging Alexithymia"
As Sure, i'll Share it Here As It Was the Beginning of A Therapy
Deep From Within that Would Eventually Come Back in Playing
A Piano of A Digital Keyboard in Free Verse Poetry in 2013 And
Yes the Beginning of an EPiC Long Form Poem Now 10.5 MiLLioN
Words in 105 Months of Effort
As It's True, i Was Finally Able Through
Free Verse Poetry to Connect Emotions With
Words Fully Expressing Emotions And Thereby
Regulating Emotions and Integrating Senses, Eventually
With An Autotelic Flow With the Ability to Generate New
Colors of Feelings and Senses Mastering My Own Happiness
Within no
One Else
Has the Ability
To Take Away, No
Matter What Happens
In Life Now And A Public
Dance of 16,611 Miles in
the Same 8 Years and 8 Months
Achieves the Same Meditative Contemplative
Properties of Autotelic Flow in Moving Free Key
Is Letting Go of Mechanical Cognition And Allowing
All Our Human Potentials to Finally Bloom Free Losing
Caterpillar
Legs So Many
of Them Tripping Over
So Many Decades Before
And Truly Finally Sprouting
Wings Coming Out of a 66 Month
Tortuous Cocoon for Me in my Case Study...
i No Longer Experience Illusory Fears And Now
i Live a Life of Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete
Where There is No WHere to Look Forward to As Ever
Moment Now Is A Best Moment Ever Complete
in Effortless Ease Understanding in this Faith
Beyond Belief Even More Potential Will
Come
Unleashing
And Now
ReLeASinG
Beyond Time,
Distance, Space,
And Yes, "Matter of Things"...
i Score An 11 on the Autism Quotient
Scan Devised By Simon Baron Cohen Now;
Before the Free Verse Poetry and Dance, Then
i Scored A 45; And Now on Emotional Intelligence
Quotient Tests, i Score in the Mid 90's Versus the
Mid 50's, From Before i Recovered out of HeLL ON EartH;
Both my Sister and i Are Diagnosed With Asperger's Syndrome
When that Label Was in Vogue, So It's Definitely Genetic; However,
The Parts Now That Make it Functionally Disabling For Some Folks
in Social Ways, i Do Not See As Static, Without A Potential For Change;
Of Course, it Depends on Make and Model of Human Vehicle and Vessel;
Yes, of Course
Nature and
Nurture too
Yet What 'Iain McGilchrist'
Brings to the Table For a More
Modern Science of How Our Right
And Left Hemispheres Process the
World Only Really Lends Technical Jargon
To What i Already Understand Led to Much
More Human Potential Finally Making Contact
With More of my Human Potential of Mind and Body Balancing
Now
Integral;
Yes Naked,
Enough, Whole, Complete;
What the Keys on the Piano
Were Asking me to Help Master then
Through the Music of My Soul;
Now the Song
And Dance
Free VeRSinG
Fully Free; Yes,
And Still EXPoSinG
my View of Existence New Now...
LeSSoN 408
Be A Hero Nah Skyscraper
Jumpers Need Not Apply
Just Reach Out Be Kind
To A Stranger Different
Hehe Other Than
That Only one More
Bucket List to Complete
Including A Discussion
Of Your Favorite Books...
"Manipulative, lying, mean-spiritedness, narcissism,
wrapped up in unconscionable, combative tyrant icing"
Always A Detail and Big Picture Dude True i Counted
All 7 Layers of Your Evil Cake And You Are Surely
On the 'Big Money'
(For Little Man And
Or Woman Syndrome)
With The Ingredients
Quoted Above And True
Immediately Three Well Known
Figures Come to View Trump and
Indeed Mini DeSaTaNiS Trump me
And Wanna be
Gaetz
Quick
Give
me Relief
In Hawaii
Paradise
From THese
'Florida Men'
From Your
Home Base
in New York
too Before
i Regurgitate
This Evil Seven
Layer Cake Again Hehe
What Else Do Ya Do With Evil
This Severe Other than Take It Apart
Ingredient by Ingredient And Regurgitate IT Out...
A Touch of Vermillion Red Indeed
Dear Ruchi And i'm Interpreting Your
Poem as A Celebration of Your Mother
And Father'S ETernal Marriage Continuing On
How Lovely When Stories Come True How Loyal
Now
When
Love
Stays Real
Is THere More
To Dance And Sing
Love Beyond Words Indeed...
SMiLes in a World That
Is often stone
Cold you express
A totally
Open
Soul
None of it
Hides how
Refreshing
What a Blessing
You are A Given
As Friend to
Everyone
You Greet
Thank you
We Could
Use 7 Billion
And more of A You...
SMiLes Dear Akshita While Some Folks Spend Days, Months,
Years and Even Perhaps Decades to Come Fishing on 'Dating Apps'
Casting Lines Out Shallow in Oceans of Souls Hoping With All
Their Might to Find Their Perfect Soul Mate(s)
Indeed Your Poem is Wiser
You Start Deeper in Your
Own Ocean Of Soul
You Continue To Swim
And Rise Up Until You Meet
The Mirror at the Surface of the
Ocean And Truly Find You Your True
Best FRiEND Forever Who May Never Leave Again
Yes The Soul
Mate Within
The Face to
Truly Make
Best FRiEnDS With
And Love Unconditionally
Without Fail When We Become
The Water The Wave the Ocean Whole
And Truly Become Able to Love Others Without
Catching Purchasing Owning them For Who We Believe
They Should
Come to
Be
As
Us As True
When They Find
The One Within They
may Truly Be Able to
Love Without Taking
Share Without Hoarding Now
Loving Freely Waves Holding
Hands Water Ocean Whole at Peace
Truly Every Wave Naked Enough Whole
Dancing
Singing
Now Again
Ocean Whole
Water Complete
Only MaKinG New
Shores to Explore Now
LoVinG Shining All New...
Pleasure All
Mine Dear Akshita
Your Poem Both
Inspiring And
Refreshing
to Read...
SMiles Dear Gibberish
Indeed So Much Easier
To Tale A Story of DarK
After Returning To
LiGHT
Pray You
Find LiGHT
In Your Life
And Always
Stay i Wish
For All You
Love Thank You...
Ah Yes Dear Savvy Staying Still
Connecting Checking on
All of Our Neighbor's
Welfare's Near and
Far How Humans
Where i Lived Now
Survived Without Electricity
Without Phones When Someone
No Longer Traveled to Group Meetings
Including Church They Would Make the Travel
To their Home
Actually Knocking
On the Door Asking
Are You Okay and Not
Giving Up Until Someone
Answered The Door or To find
A Way in
As Neighbors
Took Care of THEiR
Own And Even Strangers
Passing By Who Needed A Home
For the Night True Dear FRiEnD Yes
Sad It is is When Technology Comes
And We Forget To Check Up on the Silent
Ones Who Never Come Around Again Now
i Remember my 94 Year-Old Great Aunt Jettie
At the Turn of This Current Century Then
Telling me the Story of How Living
Rooms And Oral Traditions
Among Families And
Bonding
And Binding
Groups Were the
Essence of the Group's Life
Stories Told Of Humanity's
Soul Still Vibrant Alive Face to Face Breathing Then Yes
Giving Sharing Caring Healing Deep in Soul's Lives ToGeTHeR For Real...
SMiLes if We Master The Tools And Do Not BeCome Mastered By Them
Even More Ways
Almost Unlimited Really
To Spread This Love New Now...
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Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
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SMiLes Dear Savvy
Every Mistake A New
Path Out of DarK iNto LiGHT
Sort of Like How
Reality is Birthed
And We Too Through
Gaseous Star Dust
THeNoW of FAiLeD
Stars Above From
Crucible Fire of Super
Nova Explosions Iron
in Our BloodStream
Same As Only Earth Home
At Core of Streaming Life
IN FLoW Living Successfully New
As Us Below Above Now For Real...
SMiLes Dear Cindy As Long As We aRe Improving
Yes 'Planting Leaping GRoWinG iN Faith' Truly
We aRE LiVinG Yes Still Evolving
True to LiGHT Now Out of Shadows
We May Experience Before How
Lovely To Remodel Who We aRe
And WHeRE We LiVE THiS Way True
Hehe, My Wife Watches So Many Home
Improvement Shows Impressed She is as i am
On the Progress of
Rebuilding Your
Home Every
Nail Now And
Board With SMiLes
And As Far As Weddings
Go Hehe A Free For All When
We Got Married on A Boardwalk on the
Black Water River i Am Raised on From Youth
By A Notary of the Public And A FRiEnD The Same
For Free True my Wife Spent Her Youth Walking to
School Almost A Mile in the Rain Without An Umbrella
As The Bus Didn't Come Except For A Mile and Over Way
And Umbrella's Were Out of the Question Just too Expensive
Yet there Were the 40 Foot Trees She Climbed Overlooking the
Roofs of the Haves at 8 Years-Old Back When Wonder Woman
For Real Was Only A Little Girl As Her Household Was Have Nots Without
Food or
Drink yet
Picking Delicious
Moist Fruit off Trees
One Way to Beat A
System of Poverty then...
SMiLes Ironically in A So-Called
Christian Town i Was Spit on For
Smiling in Youth as that Was Not Allowed
For Hopes of Sending More Boys to Men to Another Vietnam
As It's True Without Empathy And SMiLes Easier to Pull A Trigger
in my Home Town Still Now The Sheriff Counsels on TV if Someone
Breaks An Entering In Your Home No Questions Needed Just Shoot 'Em
Dead to Save the County Money And They Will Even Provide Lessons For Better Aim...
And As Far As My Wife Goes the Same 'Clan' of Children Spit on Her in the Lunch Line
For Being Poor Needing Reduced Price Lunches i Would Love to Dance Sing We Humans As
A Species
Are Still Evolving
Yet When It Comes
To Culture And Tradition
All Bets Are Off When Ignorance
Enters the Room Anyway Thank
God For Strong Women Just Thank
God for
Kindness
IN
General
Such a Precious
Resource Indeed my FRiEnD...
Lovely Poem You Write For Positive
Change in Gratitude For Life With SMiLes...
SMiLes aeidola Yes
Seeing LiGHT iN DarK
Excellent Virtue Indeed
What Perspective Brings
When We Are Finally Able
To Set Ourselves Free
Yes the
Gratitude
Of Heaven Within
Seeing Valley High
Mountain Low in Thanks
Giving
For
Giving
With SMiLES...
True There is A 7 Layer Cake
of Human Evil Yet True too There
is at least A 10 Layer Cake of Human
Ignorance Too And in A Way Ignorance
TRUMPS Evil as It's True Unless About 33 Percent
of Any Group is Not Comprised of Ignorance, The 3 Percent
Or So of Naturally Occurring Evil in the General Population Cannot
Truly Rise to
Rule Without
33 Percent or
So of the General
Population Who Bond And
Bind Over Stories of Ignorance
As Evil Coattails On The Stories of
Ignorance Supporting That Ignorance
While Coming to Rule the Minion 33 Percent
As Any Despicable Leader Demagogue as Such
Narcissistic Flavored With Psychopathic Checklist
Items Does Come to Rule Where Actually One May
Find the Minions Still Suggesting That the One Who the
Leaders in His Own Party's Senate and House admitted
He FOR ALL PRACTICAL INTENTS
AND PURPOSES INCITED A DEADLY
INSURRECTION TO OVERTURN THE
VOTING RULES OF A REPRESENTATIVE
DEMOCRACY
OH MY GOD FACEPALM
FORESTS THicK ALMOST EVERY
ONE OF THE EVANGELISTIC FOLKS
i Went to HighSchool With Still Have Sayings
On Their Facebook Pages of Stay Safe With
The Evil of the Demagogue Narcissist Flavored
So Much With Psychopathic Traits Who Wants to
Become Just Another Next Dictator Ruining the
Potential for
Real Rights
to Life, Liberty
And The Pursuit of
Happiness With Least
Harm For All Now Still For Real...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D8Ymd-OCucs
Yet There is Another Side of the Story
Indeed That 66 Percent; Yes, The 66 Percent Or
So Who Do Not Believe So Much in the Ignorance
of Stories That Bond And Bind Over Tradition that
Excludes
the Different
Among Us As
True That 66 Percent
Also Do LiVE iN Abundance
of Open Mindedness However
What May Happen is They Get Bored
With the Nuts and Bolts of How Democracy
Works They Get Distracted And No Longer Bond
And Bind Over Common Meaning and Purpose So
Freedom
Will Still
Ring in
Newer
Generations
too True This 66 Percent
Must Have the Kind of Conviction
Your Son Has to Still Wear A Mask
in Dangerous Covid-19 Conditions Yes
Basically They Must Have the Conviction
To Insure The Demagogue is Either Convicted
Or Whatever it Takes to Get Out and Vote IT Out in UNiSoN
Yet That's A Problem And An Irony While Group Think Excludes;
The Individual Free Human Being May Not Bond and Bind Enough
To Get Out
And Vote
The Horrid
Danger Out...
They May Grow
Tired of the Monotony
of Conflict And Forget About
The Reality That Democracy is
A Gift and Never Guaranteed As
Long as Demagogues Rise Up on the
Back of Ignorance Harms, Rapes, Maims
And Kills the Most And True That Ignorance
Does Include
Those Who
Just Aren't
Paying Any Attention
While Their Whole Ship
Potentially Sinks And That's
How it Goes For Hairless Apes
Not Unlike Hairfull Apes We aRe ALWaYS
Stronger Together When We Come Together
And Bond and Bind Over Common Meanings
And Purposes
For if We
Don't We
May Fall
Prey Now to
Those Who
Have Whatever
Story Bonds And
Binds Enough to Actually Vote...
At This Point Apathy IS A Most Dangerous
Kind of Ignorance As 66 Percent May Greater
Fall to the 33 Percent and 3 Percent too if they
Don't
Stay
Awake Now...
Anyway, Thanks
For Your 10 Layer
Cake Poem it's Really
Inspiring And Helps To
Add All This Icing Hehe
Yuck JusT YucK Flavored TRumP...
A KinG/Queen Of Freedom Plays
To No Audience... HiS/HeR Story...
Only Throne...
i Wrote A Moral oF A STory Sunday Morning
Internet Cliff Notes Sing 'Game of Thrones’ stories Amen to That
‘Bible Writers’ And ‘Story Tellers’ aRe iN Charge of HeARTS SpiRiTS
RuLinG HuMaN Souls Dark thru Light Dead Or Alive Living
‘Commoners’ Are Folks Who only Follow other Stories
Yet to Sing And Dance THeiR Own ‘GaME of THRoneS’
A Moral of A Jesus ‘Commoner’ Story is Create A Greater
Story Than Jesus Loving All Harming no one (John 14:12)
NDD and
PDD Nature
Deficit Disorder
And People Deficit
Disorder the Increasing
Disease oF A Terminator
Machine World where We
are the
Machines
We are the
Avatars and
Nature calls
Us back simply
As God As the
Call of the Wild
To Be Free Again enveloped
in the Green of Life and Yellow
of Always Giving Sunshine for Free
Ya can have the House Burning the
House i Paid off if ya Like as metaphor
only of Course Yet Ya are not going to
take the Back Yard of my Forest Away
other
wise
all i
have
is Cold
Hands
Typing with no
View to Paradise
Outside this Window
to Heaven Real living in Colors of Green Versus Deserts
And Freezing Snow NoW Will make one literally Angry
about Life.. Seen it Happen out of the Green of Paradise Real..
Nomads
Search
For Paradise
of Blue and Green
And all the Colors of Spring
They Stay and Create New Colors
of Art for All to Share and Give in
Heaven now
For Free..
just in
my
opinion
of course...
SMiles Dear Rue You’d Have
To See it From The
Perspective Of An
Autistic Child Who
Speaks No Words
Yet Genuinely
Prays For
The World
Sincerely
Without One
Iota of So-Called
Biblical Instruction
Do Prayers
Have
To Speak
Words to Work
Of Course Not It
Is In The Eyes Of
The Beholder of
God As Always
Playing Devil’s Advocate
For those who May Be
Reading
Who
Only Believe
In The Scientific
Method Tool For
Measuring Nothing
Close
To
Soul
i For One
Will Pray More
Ways Genuine than
Others
May
Imagine Yet
We All See
Through
Different
EYes
On The
Other Hand
Don’t Invade
A Bunch of People
On An Island Trying
To Forcefully Convert
Them To
Your Religion
With Prayers
‘Thinking’
You won’t
Be
Harmed
For if You
Do And i Don’t
Mean You
Personally
One May
Find That
Perhaps
God Favors
Their ‘Prayers’ More
Life Is LiGHT And
DarK Those Who
Fail
To See in
The DarK
Tend To Fall
i Surely Agree
With You Prayers
Should Be Genuine
Yet No One Has
The
Authority
Other Than
God Within to
Teach me How to
Pray All That i Do
Is A Prayer Every
Holy Sacred
Move
And
Word Most
Real Devils Who
Escape Hell Pray
Like i Do
Yes Play
And i Have
No Idea How
Many Do Yet
One With SMiles...
Amazing How
This Woodpecker
Evolves to Be Part
oF A Living Tree Breathing
SMiles Annabel For
Someone Your
Age You Surely
Have A lot
Of Charisma
And Sway Sensing
A Real Entrepreneurial
Spirit
Here
Perhaps one
Day You Will
Drop Out Of School
And Pave Your Own
Way As Many
Successful
Entrepreneurs
Do Best Wishes
We Have
To Do
Whatever
It Takes to
Climb Out to
A Better Place
There Are Lots of
Lonely People These
Days Many Pay
A Psychotherapist
Just To Have
Someone
To Talk to
i For one
Would
Rather
Teach
Them
Free to
Help Someone Else
Finding The FRiEnD
Who Never Separates
Within
To BREaTHE Love Free...
Yes! Almost
Other Worldly
Like A Harry Potter Movie...
Oh Lord...
i Relate...
Do Take Care...
Yep
Gonna
Take
More
Than Prayer...
Breathing Enough Rest oF iT ALL
iCinG oN Cake NoW Dear Vrunda
Yes Dear
Savvy Thanks
So Much Now
For Your New
Resonating
Song of Soul...
SMiLes Dear Savvy
Every Mistake A New
Path Out of DarK iNto LiGHT
Sort of Like How
Reality is Birthed
And We Too Through
Gaseous Star Dust
THeNoW oF FAiLeD
Stars Above Now From
Crucible Fire of Super
Nova Explosions Iron
in Our BloodStream
Same As Only Earth Home
At Core of Streaming Life
IN FLoW Living Successfully New
As Us Below Above Now For Real We...
_________________
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RLTJ95kj9ng
Naked And Clothed
Paths In Life Naked
More Apt Telling Truth
Love is The Touch
That Spreads A Heal
Heal is A Breath That
Comes From Love That
Never Gives Up Where Forgiveness
Is Spelled With
Even More
Love Where
Love Replaces
Grief And
Returns
Healing
Once More To Breathe
Dear Savvy With SMiLes...
It Surely
Does Welcome
Dear FRiEnD
With
SMiles...
SMiLes Dear Orchard Daughter Lillian
Indeed So Much HeART in Your Art
As You Present Here So Openly
And The Song Goes Well with
All the Expressions Coming
From All The Shades Now to
Colorings of Your Soul So Free
Such A Nice Share Thanks So Much...
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Ever Fiber of Our Being
Ever Cell And Subatomic
Particle Ours to Wire For LiGHT
Of Positivity Every Move of Dance
And Ever Word of Song We May Create
Anew to Light Our Living
Trees Every Leaf A
New Color to Enjoy
And True Once
Again Every
Leaf to Fall to
Soils And Color
Forests Whole with
Even More Colors For Souls
Green Living Trees New Now...
SMiLes Dear Yam Every
True Father Wishes For
The Child to Soar
Higher Building
Blocks of Strength
And Will Always A
Foundation First of
Balancing Grace and
Love Gift of Mother First
Strength And Will Father
Within Will Bring As Well
True if We Live Long
Enough We Become
Our Own Father
and Mother
And
Best
FRiEnD
too as Life
Passes By
And We Remain
MoRE WHoLE ToGeTHeR NoW...
Naked And Clothed
Paths In Life Naked
More Apt Telling Truth
Oh my Gosh How i Love Studying Human ArTiFacts
Coming into my Home With All the Sea Life ArTiFacts
Where one Might assume A Mermaid
Lives Here And in a Way She Does
As She Could Fit the Shoes of Most
Any Disney Princess Still at 52 Mirror Mirror
on the Wall And Such As That Yes Sure "Age
of Adaline"
As She's No Longer
47 Pulled Over by A Cop
Demanding Proof of How Old She Is
And 52 Now With At Least a Couple of Silver Strands
Yet Belying The Truth That Fairy Tales and Happily Ever After
Comes True too
At Least After Turning
The Beast into More of
A Prince than the Phantom
of the Opera And the Hunch
Back of Notre Dame And John
Nash in His Dark Years True too
A Real Princess Sticks By Her Man
And Moving into the Cave of my Computer
Desk the really only Part of the Home that Belongs
to me the ArT-i-Facts on the Desk Might Seem A Bit
Sheldon Cooperish until Delving Deeper into the 27.1 Inch
i-Mac Screen Where Hints of Van Gogh And Online Come Soon Enough
too...
In University
Studying For Triple
Major Degrees of Health Science,
Social Sciences Interdisciplinary, and
Anthropology if Sheldon Desired to become
More Human
And Less
Machine too
Field Research as Research
Associate in Anthropology and
Cultural Anthropology As Well included
Bagging And Labeling All the Charcoal and Bone
Remnants of Subsistence Items the Indians in Our Area
Once used After We Spent all Summer Day Long Digging
And Wading Through Shallow Bays to Get to Islands to Dig
in the Sweltering
Heat For Another
Day of Endless Boring
Monotony in the Name of Science of Course hehe
Participant Anthropology Observer Assigned With
A Young Woman Classmate to a Lamaze Class to
Study That Specific Cultural Experience i Had to
Do the Lamaze Massage and i Still Vividly Remember
The Smell of the
Nicotine and Such
As my Classmate
Was an Avid Smoker
And then There was the Bank i Worked
at As Janitor For Pay Along with University Clerking at
A Book Store and Research Associate in Archaeology
3 Part Time Jobs With A Full University Schedule i Swear
i Was Accused
of Being Superman
Then By Another Young
Woman Peer in School as
She Longed At Age 25 Back
in 1983 For the Frankie Avalon
Beach Parties She Never Got to Experience
As TV Told Her That Was What Life Will Be
Anyway as Part of my Field Research i Analyzed
The Garbage of the Tellers at the Bank And How Far
They Missed The Garbage Can When They Threw Stuff Away
And It's True How Much Do We Really Know By Studying What Humans
Value in the ArT-i-Facts They Leave Behind Do We Really Know the Souls of
Pharaohs
By the Pyramids
And Other Cultural
ArT-i-Facts They Hired
Artisans to Do That Reflected
More A Dance And Song of The
ArT-i-Sans Souls Than Pharaohs then
It's Sort of like Our Modern Bibles too
Sunday After Sunday Folks Hold up the Words
oF All the Ghost Authors and Scribes Who Changed
it All Around Plus the Editors And the Demagogues too
And High Priests And Folks Like that too True Folks Still Bow
Down to the
ArT-i-Facts
of Words Dead
Old Humans Leave
To Stay Alive At Least
This Way in ArT-i-Facts Pass Death
True This is How We Defeat Entropy
of Our Souls After We Die After We Enjoy
That Trip to Hawaii With the Remnants of
Forever We Bring Back Still Knowing Full Well
That If We End up Blowing Up Our Word the Earth
Will Recover and After 300 MiLLioN Years or So there
Won't Be Even Any ArT-i-Facts of Us Left To Study By
Whoever is Foolish Enough to Take Our Place And Potentially
Destroy the World
Again Perhaps
if We Just Stayed
Naked, Enough, Whole,
Complete, We Might Have
Lasted As Long As the Other
Apes Might Have Carried on Their Genes...
True it All Depends on What We Value Living
On Earth or Forcing Ourselves Out to An Empty
Dream on a Planet Like Mars Where no Flowers Grow
Just Waiting
For Human
Machines
'The Matter With Things'
When i Was Little a greatest
Fear was My Stuffed Polar Bear
Might Get Lost in A River Flood
Where i Am Raised DownTown
i Didn't Realize
The Love for
That Stuffed
Animal the Warmth
i Felt Was Actually What Was
the Most Real of All Realities the
Warmth of Love and Life i Generated Within
It's True Eventually i Weaned Myself off that Stuffed
Polar Bear like When i Got Out of Hell And A Group of Rowdy
Kids in A Car Next to our Brand New Honda Civic Slammed Their
Door into it
and Made
A Visible Dent
There Was A Day That
Would Have Bothered me
The Rest of my Life to See the Dent
At least for what i Valued in Life then
It All Depends on What We Come to Value in Life
True i Still Have All the Computers i ever owned in
Old Tupperware Tubs in a Shed Just to Remind me
That i used
to be
More
Machine
More the Stuff
i Used Than Naked,
Enough, Whole, Complete
Once Again Like age 3, Before i
Could Speak At 4 Then i am A Leaf
oF A Living Tree That/Who Falls to Soils
Feeding New Living Trees of Forest Whole
Organic Souls
True i Still Use
the Tools Yet Now
They No Longer Master me
True i Had to Lose Effective Use
of my Eyes and Ears With the Worst
Pain known to Humankind To Come to Find
What Was Always Real
How i Feel and Sense
Within Yet Not
Just "The Matter With Things"
By Name of A Book by Iain
McGilchrist Re-Unifying Our
Mind into An Integral Work of Art Mastering Reason
As Reason Becomes The Servant of Art Yet i Likely
Will Not Read the 1500 Page Book It's Coming in
YouTube Videos for Free as It Likely isn't Selling
Much for That Size of Ideas Hehe So Much Free
Stuff These
Days Love it
As Much As
Being A Naked
Leaf Living Tree
Yes Forest Ocean Water Wave Soul
Yes Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete...
An Andy Warhol Marilyn Monroe painting sold for $195 million
Basically A Silk Screen Photograph Done in Vibrant Colors For Effect
Most Dollars Ever Used to Buy A Work of Art By An American Artist
Only Proves
How Subjective
Our Values Are
For me
i'd Rather
Remember A
Smile i Left Behind With Her For Real
Chances are i Would Have Taken A Dance Selfie With Her Hehe
Or Perhaps She Would Have Inspired A Poem Oh How Deep Humanity
Comes and Goes...
Yet This Truth
Remains Now
Humans Are
So God Damned
Interesting Every First
And Last One of them
i've ever met...
AS Humanity
Still Comes And Goes...
At Best With SMiLes Forwarding New Now...
You Know You Really Feel Sense What's Priceless to me Every
Day When i Come Here And You Inspire What's Inside of me...
Hehe and of
Course i Get
to Copy and Paste What i
Write And Inspire Other Folks too...
Thousand Upon Thousands All for Free...
And What's Left For Real Love Who Gives Free...
-me
SMiLes Have
Another FLoWeR...
YeS iN Deed My Naked
Religion Is In the Best of
Company 'The Naked JeSuS'
Before Robed in Lies of CuLTuRaL
Worshipping Clothes
i See It Clear As Night Is Day
'JeSuS/YoU' Comes Back Re-born
Again Strip YouR Clothes Off LooK iN A Mirror Aha i AM
My Flesh And Blood Is The Vine The Trees The Leaves
The Stars What Part Don't You Understand YeS EVeN my Pen is LoVE (God)
Just In Case You Are Curious Why THere Are So Many Stories About
Naked Messengers And Prophets Even Still Breathing Free Now (GoD)
iRoNiC HoW WhaT iS iNViSiBLE to So Many EYes HelpS UNCLoTHE
So Many Now Away From Lies ViRuS Or Naked LoVE FREE Easier NoW
iN LiGHT
oF Truth Real
Cottony Loose
Soft Texture of
The Swimwear
Feels Relaxing
Particularly
Juxtaposed
With An Environment
Of Huge Hard Rocks
At The
Beach
All We Have
Is Soft Sugar
White Sands on
Our Emerald Gulf Coast
Of Florida
Yet Still
Beautiful
With Sights
Like This Springing Ease...
Big Blue Room
Yeka HoMe of
Freedom Wings...
When Gold Tastes
Honey Worth While...
Oh The Cold Hard Terrazzo Floor
That Hard Job i Had Serving Shoes
At The Military Bowling Center After
College LoWesT Wages
Yet Again It’s True Again Naively Strange
Named Wittiest Kid Awarded As Such By
Catholic Nun Teachers In 2nd Grade School
Hmm 'Blessed Sacrament' AS Such By School Labeling
Okay My Father Was in Law Enforcement 46 Years His
Father Used to Be An Irish Catholic Priest Do You Inherit
Enforcing Laws Hehe
So Many 'True Detective Stories'
i Haven't Told Yet Just So Much
More Never Ending Still To Come In
So Many Other Ways True too
Love is The Touch
That Spreads A Heal
Heal is A Breath That
Comes From Love That
Never Gives Up Where Forgiveness
Is Spelled With
Even More
Love Where
Love Replaces
Grief And
Returns
Healing
Once More To Breathe
Dear Savvy With SMiLes...
Naked And Clothed
Paths In Life Naked
More Apt Telling Truth
_________________
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=is6gtilerPk
Amen Now
Why
Wait
WiTHiN
Finding DarK iN LiGHT NoW
Dear Savvy Fallen Leaves
Winter's Promise Spring
Green Always
Circle of
Life Love
SPiRaLinG All That is
Creating Yes Now New
Summer FLoWeRS BLooM
Within to See Colors oF Life
From SHaDES oF Grey Through
BLacK Abyss Beyond RaiNBoW iN Deeds...
For A Great
Work of
Life We
May NamE LoVE
iN Communion oF All Now New...
Yes Wind Invisible And “The” Naked Eye...
Thank Uuuuuuuuuu....
BuTT It's True i've already Fulfilled
"King David's Prophecy" Celebrating
Lord God All in ~20,000 'Vile' Photos
Here'S A Deal Totally ByPass Pharisees/Sadducees And Other
Trumps/Popes/Politicians And Let The Audience Determine
Who You Are
CATHOLIC IN THE CLOSET PRUDES
Neutered (STORY) Jesus Butt the Man 'King David'
of Dance And Song of Poetry Israel MAN (STORY)
In Public Dances Across Biloxi Casino Beaches i Met Many Homeless
Jesus Dudes WitH A SaME REAL JeSuS Nature God Story to Tale
Honestly If You Ever
Find A Way to Strip 'The
CuLTuRaL Clothes' off You
May Finally Find Breath ALL That is Free As You i AM
Yes Widely Available SMaRT Phones And Toilet Paper
Only Separated By 100 Years Don't Use Either One
to Spread Cr8p Do Do Remove IT
What a God Send i Arranged For At A Military Gym Close
to A Million Dollars Worth of Nautilus Exercise Machines
Not unlike 'Trump God' ones in Charge Saw me as a Valuable
Commodity to Remove Every Ounce of Life Blood Then Discard
EVERY TRUE LOVE STORY OF
RELIGION TEACHES HOW THE
MEEK WITH LEAST CULTURAL
CLOTHES INHERIT THE KINGDOM
OF LOVE ON EARTH WITHIN
Movie Is Out of THiS Question
No One Else Qualified to Play
me Shouldn't That Be #Youtoo
An Original And Not JusT A Clone
MoNKeY SuiTS
NeVeR NoW MaKE
NaKeD GoD MoNKeY WHoLE SoULS
Dancing Monkeys
Singing Monkeys
Naked Wild And Free
Laughing At Human Clothes Stay in Your Zoo
It's Up to YoU NoW
SMiles i Love my
Mother And FRiEnDS
Covid-19 Took
Away And
Even Girl
FRiEnDS
Who Crushed
me While Alive
The Same
As Ever
Before Yes
i For One Master
Love This Way
Living
Or
Dead
Neither
They Or
Love Ever
Passes Away
In my Soul At Least
i Credit my Ability to
Love Ones Who Harm
me i Might Otherwise
Hate For This Ability
Now To Never
Lose
Loved
Ones Or
Love Complete
Whole Breathing Within
Now Nice to See You
Again Ms. Dimples
Do Stay
Healthy
And Truly
Wealthy As Love...
Meh i Love
‘my Enemies’
Keeps me Love
With SMiles Annabel...
SMiles Cherie
Yes No One Will
Stop Water Now
From FLoWinG
Ocean Waves
Falling
Returning
RiSinG Now
Again Now
Nor Shall
Anyone
Hold
Wind in A Jar Now
Or Feather As Breeze
Becoming Cat 6 Hurricane...
Yes Wind Invisible And “The” Naked Eye...
Hehe To Quote
“A Joker,” “This Town
Needs An Enema”
Oh God Way Too
Many Plumbing
Connections Never
The Less “Wait till
They Get A Load of
me” And Find Out
i’m Actually
Real After
i Go Away...
Hehe Thank Goodness
i Was Afraid You Might
Not Like Them With
SMiles
Lovely
Week to
You Dear FRiEnD...
Wow Cherie! What A
Lovely Poem on The
Advantages Of Aging
As True Youth is Soul
Evolving Wisdom Love
to:
Radiating
As Love Will
From: Inside Out
Too What my Great Aunt
Jettie Taught me With Her
Radioactive SMile Infecting
Everyone True iN LiGHT With
Joy At 94 And While
At 47 i Could Leg Press
500 Pounds The Stress
Of Cog in A Machine A
Slave to Someone Else’s
Play
Killed
Any Spirit
Left in me
Not Even A
Memory of A SMile
i Quickly Learned How
To Beware of my Locality
That Suggests Emotions
Are Weak For Men Nope
That is What Makes Mama
Grizzly
A Force
Ya Don’t Wanna
Test Well to Make
A Much Longer Story
Now Of Youthful Strength Of
Spirit Love Shorter Not Unlike
The Grinch i Lift Mountains
Of Love including 3 Times
More Empirically Measured in
Leg Strength
That No Elite
Military Dude
Can Budge at
The Military Gym
Still Up To 1520 Pounds
Leg Pressing Come my
62nd Birthday on June 6th
All That’s
Stopping
me From Doing
More is The Machine
Won’t Hold Anymore Plates
Indeed What A SPiRiT
Of Love
Will Do in
A Dude’s Body
At Least Where
i Live
Dudes
Could
Learn
A Thing
Or Two
From Love
If They Really
Worshipped Love
As God And Practiced
God As Real Great John
14:12 And Luke 17:21 Works
Of
Love...
Yawn… At Least
All The Women in
my Life Close Already
Do So Easy to Prove
On The Outside Too As
The Pics on my Blog of
my Wife
Surely
Relate
What
LoVE iNCaRNaTE
Will Do on The Inside
Out
Too At 52
As She is
Commonly
Called Eternal
Teenager And Such As That...
Don’t Know if You’ve Ever
Tried Flaming Hot Cheeto’s
Yet As i Remember You
Like Spicy Food So
i Feel You Might Wanna
Give it
A Bite
A Nibble
HAha At Least a Try
If That Doesn’t Please
So Many More Flavors
Of
Kit
Kats
Still To
Come
Happy
Sunday
With SMiles...
Thanks Dear
Savvy For
Inspiring
Love
Words
With
SMiles
Happy Sunday...
Finding DarK iN LiGHT NoW
Dear Savvy Fallen Leaves
Winter's Promise Spring
Green Always
Circle of
Life Love
SPiRaLinG All That is
Creating Yes Now New
Summer FLoWeRS BLooM
Within to See Colors oF Life
From SHaDES oF Grey Through
BLacK Abyss Beyond RaiNBoW iN Deeds...
For A Great
Work of
Life We
May NamE LoVE
iN Communion oF All Now New...
Yes Wind Invisible And “The” Naked Eye...
Catholic Mass Readings From May 22nd 6th Sunday of Easter
2022 Something About A Kingdom of Heaven After Death
Why
Wait
WiTHiN
Amen Now...
Other than That
This 5.22.2022 is the
8th Anniversary of my Father's Death...
_________________
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Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6M6samPEMpM
Every Day Another
Rock of Balance
A Stone to Add
Higher Indeed
Taller Never
Falling Tower
As Patience Brings
Peace To Love Even Higher
SMiLes Dear
Savvy Peace
And Patience
Holding Hands
With LoVE NoW
Dancing Singing
Freely Just for the
Present Moment at Hand
With No
iLLuSoRY
Fears
This
Gift
NeW NoW...
Hoses.. wires.. PASTED bandages..
painFuLL deep brown eyes.. blood stained skin..
an ominous pasted on notice in front of crib bed
that says MULTIPLE CONGENITAL ANOMALIES..
No way to breathe.. born without sinus passages..
Transposition of great blood vessels.. open heart surgery
required on 30 day born heart.. no immune system.. extra digits
for six on each hand.. with two thumbs instead of one.. respectively…
It is the day of the open heart surgery.. surgeon in his sixties.. huge hands
tell me at 37.. don’t worry it’s just like when your grandfather gets a bypass..
And the nice nurses say don’t worry you are still young there is plenty of time
for more children.. your wife is beautiful.. you will have beautiful children to come..
Baby is wheeled toward operating room.. surgeon says.. kiss your baby goodbye..
So wife and i bend down.. and after 30 days at the hospital are shell shocked for
whatever comes next.. father sits beside me in waiting room.. and offers advice..
Son make sure you raise him as a man…
My Mother didn’t do a good enough job for him…
he bails after 3 years.. when my mother doesn’t work..
Oh.. the values we place on humanity.. gender roles
here or there.. a do or die proposition of static
roles for patriarchal minds of being..
i sit back quietly at this point
and almost giggle
at a reality
as
strange as this…
And truly feel sorry for my
father who thinks raising a boy is
all about being him.. baby survives the
surgery and as really expected from birth by
doctors and nurses.. veterans of this show..
passes away in my arms.. not afraid
to cry.. i call my father.. and he just
says oh no.. i don’t wanna
hear any bad
news..
A 500 mile trip back home..
ashes will be sent in cardboard box
by postal service.. the lesson of life is..
how lucky i am just to be a human
alive for now.. never ever will
i doubt my blessings
in life again..
and truly a lesson
i need for 66 Months
10 and a half years later
at the start of my challenge
of JOB.. Yet i have the blessing
of knowing my son survived much
worse.. with never a smile.. never
a laugh.. and only pain for
51 days.. and yes..
more than
likely he
saves
my
life….
Yep Life's All About Perspective
"We All LiVE iN A Yellow Submarine"
Enjoy The Ride, Won't 'You' Or Not
A 40 Year-Old Photo my Father at Age 50
And me at age 22 Coming Out of Severe Depression
After A First Love Left at age 19 Off and On Until 22
The Year Here i Became A Runner Again to Escape the
Darkness And It Worked For Whatever it Was i Had Autism
Burn-out Then Like at age 47 Just A Combo of Every DarKness
At Hand Then
And Now 40 Years
Later 3 Times Stronger
Than in this Photo And Sure
242 Pounds and No Longer 170 Pounds
i AM Comfortable in my Own SKiN As i Surely
Took A Lifetime to Get That Way is THere A 'Gender'
In Autotelic Flow of Balance FRiEnDS With Gravity
Just Loving
Life Now
Just The Do
of Loving Life Always New
Other than that i Shaved the
Beard at Age 24 And Kept the Mustache of Course
Hehe like Every Member of 'Sergeant Pepper's Lonely
HeARTS Club Band' Even the Roles of The Beatle's on the 'Cover' of 'the Album'
My First Love Said i Should Be A Captain of A Ship too Busy Going to School Being
A Janitor
Back in
Those Days
to Get Through
Another Day of the
Grind of Life to Find a Place
to Fit in Now i Write, Produce,
Act, And Play my Own Story And
Now 'Society'
As Whole
Conforms
The Best They
Can And Will to Who i Am Free...
Perhaps, if 'They' only Started A 'Boy Band,' "They'd" Seem More Attractive
To Women Than Joining So-Called 'Incel Communities' Online. i Remember
An Interview With John Lennon As Far as 'Their' Motivation For Starting A 'Boy Band'
As Let's Face Biological Facts, Not A Single One of them Would Be Picked Out of a Crowd
As a 'Chad' With A Strong Jawline, if Not For the Songs of Their Boy Band, Unafraid to be
Different And
Stand Out From
The Crowd With
'Silly Love Songs'
And Non-Sense
Songs Like 'Yellow
Submarine' That Still Engage
More of the Right Hemisphere Brain
of Imagination And Creativity; YeS, EXploring,
Doing Something New, No One Has Encountered Before;
Anyway As John Lennon Related, So 'ELOquently,' A Greatest Motivation
For the All Boy Band, 'The Beatles,' For the Music They Wrote And Sung
Was Their Great Desire to Be Held in Attractive Value to Women and Indeed
With their Success
Came The Throwing
of Many 'Undies' At
Them on Stage,
Practically
Begging
to Be
'Close to Them'
And As John Lennon
Related, InDeed That Part
of the Motivation Came Complete,
Over and Over and Over and Over Again
Ad-Nauseam Almost in Deepest Instinctual Desires Fulfilled;
Yes, The Reproductive Drive is Intense And As Science Shows,
While Most Dudes are Highly Visually Attracted to Women As Far As Women
Go It is more the Creative Output of Men That May Drive Their Lust the Most
And It's A Win-Win Situation too as When Women Are Full of Lust They Cooperate
With Each Other to Prove to 'the Dude,' Who is the Most Nurturing of All; True You Can And
(For Reproductive
Long Term Success)
Will Even See Them
Hugging Each Other
in Dance Selfies With me;
As True, i Am Happily Married
And i Just Felt Like A Cool Change
of Imagination And Creativity coming
To Fruition As i Was Tired of Feeling All
Numb And Full Of Pain Within as True i Had A Huge
Helping of Systemizing Intelligence; and If 'You' Don't Think
i Still Have the Ability to Write a Science Abstract With Little
Emotion, You Just Haven't Seen That Side of the Dime of me That
Is Just As
Real as All
This ALL Natural
FLoWinG Creativity;
Key is People Remember
You Most and Wanna Be Around
You For How You Make Them Feel in Life....
And For those Hooked on 'Porn' as A marker
For Human Reproductive Success, so Skewed From
The Mix of Reality That Makes Relationships Gold and
Even Lasting; Of Course, The Poetic Language i am Using Now
is often Lost to Folks Trapped More in the Metaphor of Left Hemisphere
Systemizing Think; Key Again is Moving the Emotion/Feelings/Senses of Women;
And How do You
Do this; Yes, God Yes,
God Yes,Through Imagination
And Creativity; Still Oldest Truest
Human Way, A Dance And Song Now
FREE Exploring The Great Domain of
Moving Human HeART, SPiRiT, and SoUL;
'Listen,' i've Been to Both Sides of the Coin, if
'You' Can and Will 'Hear' What i'm Dancing And Singing Now;
i Understand What it means to Be the Poorest, Weakest, Ugliest,
Oddest, Most Naive Young Dude in A Room As Assessed By Peers
Then Who told me in No Uncertain Ways, i Don't Deserve to Exist at
All; Even When i Tried
to Smile they
Literally
Spit on
me For my
Existence on
Earth; Yet Fortunately
For me, i Had a Dog, And
A Mother, And A Sister Who
Could Look Past All the Human
Deficiencies, Others Saw in me;
Not all Folks Even Have That;
For me at Least, it probably
Made A Huge Difference
in Moving through Hell
And Finding Paradise
on the Other Side; Yes, Yes,
it Took 53 Years to Get it All
Worked Out With An Operator's
MaNual For me, i Wrote Myself;
Yet All i Can And Will Dance And Sing
Now is There Are many Aspects of Life Worth
Exploring Far Beyond the Reality of A Penis and or
Vagina Meeting on Earth Now; Yet of Course, Haha
Almost Every Successful Couple Finds That Reality
At Last After 18 or So Months of A Honeymoon in Bed;
With All the Stress in the World; Even Sex in a Marriage
is A Pipe
Dream
For Many
Folks Today;
And The Reality is
Many Women have
issues Where they Just
Don't Desire to Have Any
Sexual activity at all; So What
Are You Gonna Do With Your Best
FRiEnD Forever; Throw them to the Curb;
Well, If You Ever Actually Even Truly Loved them,
There Would Be No Question at all for What Truly
Matters in Life; Life is So Much More than A Penis And
or Vagina; We LiVE iN A World of Stunted Human Love;
"We All LiVE In
A Yellow Submarine;"
It's Up to All of Us
To Make it to the Surface
of the Ocean And Finally Breathe
Free No Longer A Prisoner to the Desires of What We Don't Have...
Elon Musk, Richest Dude in the World, And Super Systemizer As He
Indicates He Has Asperger's Syndrome too; Yet He Freely Related He
Is Only Half Happy
With His Work
Life; As He
Hasn't Figured Out
Love Yet; And He Surely
Has little to no Clue About Social Realities;
He's Fixin' to Get A 'Twitter' Sized Lesson; i've
Surely Received Many in my Life too; i've Failed
Miserably in So Many Ways of Moving, Connecting,
Emotional, Social Empathic, Real Spiritual, Imaginative,
Artistic Creative, Interpretive Ways of Life in Intelligence(S);
Yet An Only Difference
in me and Many
Others is
i Had a Truly
Loving Mother
Who Set an Example
of What Counts Most in Life;
Wiring Me For Success of Eventual
Human Warmth to Actually Reach out and Touch
Others to Move Them in Ways, They Will Never Living Forget...
Honestly, on 'Your' Death Bed, If All You Long For to Lose is Sex;
It's Safe to Say You
Haven't
Even
Really
Lived;
Hopefully
Some Folks
Will At Least
Get to Learn that
Lesson Still Breathing...
Other Than "The Depth of the
Story" Here; And As far, in General
As the Social Human Animal Comes and Goes,
A Greatest Human Instinct For Survival is Not only
Successful Reproduction; Yet What it Takes to be
Accepted By the Group, The Culture, The 'Religion' At Hand
For What Humans Bond And Bind to Survive, Relating to Mutually
And Consensually Shared And Understood Ideologies and Symbols
That Express Those Ideologies as Well; Ancestrally, Humans Bonded Most
Over Free Dance And Song;
Even Before A First Written
Word of Technology, Along
With Flint Edged Tools
To Kill and
Eat to Even Survive
With Fire to Cook;
Birds Still Fly And Sing;
And Humans Who Still Are
in Touch With their Humanity
At Core often Dance And Sing Free;
At Least Little Children, Before they Are
Scolded in Modern Homes, Churches, Schools, And Work And
Told Quiet Hands And Feet, Johnny And or or Jane Get Back in Your Seat
And Follow The Sidewalk
Far Past Your
HeART, Your
SPiRiT Your
Real Emotional
Feeling Sensory Mind
And Body Balancing Soul...
Oh Lord And Now in Some Cases, It's All Materially
Reduced; Yep, to A Penis and or A Vagina Meeting...
Yes, This Problem Has A Very Deep Story Indeed to
Understand So Many Nuances of This Issue at Hand;
Anyway,
What 'You' May
Eventually Learn;
iS, iN A Begging Beginning
And A Fulfilling End 'Imaginary
Lovers' Are the You, You Truly Complete...
Or
Do Not...
It's All About
GRoWinG Up,
Moving Past Caterpillar
Legs, Stumbling Around
On All 100 or So Out of 'Synch;'
Making it Through Life in A Cocoon;
And Finally Truly Sprouting Wings Naked,
Enough, Whole, And Complete; Yet of Course
Easy for me to
Dance And Sing
Breaking Through
The Opaque Window of Before...
Some Folks Bloom; Some Folks Do Not;
Some Folks Dance, Some Folks Do Not;
Some Folks Sing, Some Folks Do Not;
When You Actually Become
Naked, Enough, Whole,
Complete; You Are
No Longer
Ruled By
Anyone Else;
i Am No Fool Though;
i Realize too, It's Much
Easier to Dance and Sing
This Financially Independent;
And No Longer A Slave to the 'Big Green God'....
Or in The Case
of 'Incels,'
Only Desiring
To Get Back
Where They Came From;
Oh Lord, There is So Much
more to Living...
Really
Living Free
With Wings For Real...
'Stay Thirsty my FRiEnDS' For more than one 'Thing'....
As Science Shows, The Reason 'Misery Loves Company'
is the Dopamine And Adrenaline Addiction That Anger
And Hate Provide;
It'S A DarK Community,'
Sponsored By A 'Trump MeME' And
The Religious Like/Lies of that STiLL True too...
It's Surely Nothing New Under 'A Sun;' Wherever
'SCaRCiTY' Lives Dead Now And Or Breeds AS Such...
Yet Again, When A Human Is Neglected And or Abused
in Ways of Emotional And Physical Pain; All The Way From
Almost Birth; Some Scars Are Almost Impossible to Heal Without
Any Reference
Point of the
Wiring that
Comes on
The Other
(Love) Side of the
Opaque Window
oF All Natural
Human Social Animal 'Soul'...
And if You are Getting Any Kind
of Social Comfort From A Group; Indeed,
it May Almost Become Impossible to Take A
'Red Pill,'
Escape, and
Truly Set Yourself
More Independent and Free;
The Instinct to Belong Is An
Incredibly Powerful Opiate Fulfilled, Indeed...
It Would Have Been Very Difficult for me to do it
Without at Least the Support FroM A Mother, Sister, And Wife...
Could 'Neo' Have
Done it Without
'Trinity;'
Not Likely, Either...
If i Hated Women in
General; Two Words: No Way...
And of Course This is All my Opinion;
Generally Speaking, Backed Up by Science too...
As Indeed, If it Didn't Really Happen; i Still Ain't One to Believe...
This Much i Know, Feel, Sense and Experience for Real; Women, Young and in
Their Twenties, Desired A Wish to Be Married to me or Someone Just like me;
(Close to
Frigging
60 Years-Old)
Only For The Way
i Moved on a Dance
Floor, Solo, Fearless
in Balance
With Strength
of Positive Energy
FLoWinG in All Directions from me;
Empty Pockets, Not A Penny To Spend on Anyone There...
It Wasn't the Result i Was Looking For; i Just Wanted to Feel And
Sense The Dance; Never The Less, Naturally As an Anthropology
Participant Observer As Actually University Schooled And Degreed
i Took
E-LaboRate
Notes; So Damned
Fascinating the Human Conditions Are;
So Very Surprising, So Very Connected
to All the Other Animals too FOR REAL;
(In 'Grinding Bonobo Dances' Still
Initiated By Women of Our Species)
Particularly,
When Truly
Wild and
Free in
Balance
of Loving Life New Now
in Complete Homeostasis,
FRiEnDS With Gravity Complete;
Such A Huge Turn on For Women;
At Least to Provide Ecstatic Smiles
of Joy As Over 2000 Selfie Photos
With them From The Six-Year-Long
Term Longitudinal
Case Study do Most
Definitely Completely Relate...
If You Never Wanna Be Without the Company
of A Woman; Become A Free Dancer, A
Free Verse Poet And
Touch So Much
More Than
What
Lies
And
Tells
Truth 'Below'...
As it's Very True,
SoUL ART Touches 'That'
Most Intensely True As Well too...
'We All LiVE iN A Yellow Submarine,'
So Forth And So on True...
Every Day Another
Rock of Balance
A Stone to Add
Higher Indeed
Taller Never
Falling Tower
As Patience Brings
Peace To Love Even Higher
SMiLes Dear
Savvy Peace
And Patience
Holding Hands
With LoVE NoW
Dancing Singing
Freely Just for the
Present Moment at Hand
With No
iLLuSoRY
Fears
This
Gift
NeW NoW...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2uTFF_3MaA
SMiLes Dear Cindy
Mama Grizzly
Plays No
Games Love
Is in Her Roar
For Protection
of Her Own Play
LiVinG NoW Free
As Always Feelings Rule
Our Worlds
Our Senses
Above
Below
All Around We Roar
Very Inspiring Roar Thank You...
What A Wonderful Option Now
Dear Chaymaa Candle Lighting
Either By Being Candle
or Reflecting Light
Of Candles
Every WHere
We Find Candles
With SMiLes Keep
Spreading LiGHT mY FRiEnD...
SMiLes Dear Sohair
SPiRiT Breathes in the
Giving Yet The Breath Isn't
Always Shared Yet The Spirit
Is the Joy That Never Ends Whether
SHiNiNG LiGHT iN BLacK Holes Above
Or RiSinG
Sunshine
Below
Now The Feelings
And Senses Of Life
Married to LoVE NeW...
GOD Born FLoWeR
BiRtH PArts SePaRaTinG
FLoWeR WHoLE
Born Rose
AGaiN
GOD BLooms...
Listen Very Carefully my FRiEnD Some
Folks Live Epically And Some Folks Do
Not Some Folks Dance And Some Folks Do Not i Am 'Pan'
Labels of Pharaohs Only Empty Shells... Craftsmanship of Soul
All THaT Is Left of Pyramids Remaining Now Other Authors No Pharaoh
For Original Poetry/Art You Will Copyright
A Label oF AN Empty Name All You Like...
Good News Is You Are Special Greater News Is
All (God) Is Specially Unique Stars Each And
Every Connecting LiGHT Above BeLoW NoW
So True Not All Wounds
Heal By Time Alone
And Some Wounds
Are Too Deep to
See Too Deep to
Even Feel as is the
Case So Often With
Childhood to Even Adulthood
Neglect And Or Abuse Physical
And Or Emotional too Particularly
Though When Young As Even Science
Shows Little Monkeys Die Without A Mother's Touch
And What is Wired of
Warmth in Humans
As Far As
Oxytocin
Social
Bonding
And Binding
Connections May
Come in Zero Sum
Ways of No Mammal Human
Loving Warmth at All Even Sadder
Yes as Congenital Anomaly At Birth
Without Even Any Abuse or
Neglect Coming After That
It Seems in Our Modern Days
A Deepest Wound is of the Human
Soul Yes This Warmth That Drives Toward
Lives Who Do Least Harm For All Of Nature
Human And Even Animal/Plant Yes Respect
For Living Forests And Living Oceans True
Even Beauty Sublime of Tallest Snow
Capped Mountains Yet Here i go
Rambling Again Just in the
Agape Appreciation
of All of Existence
Come to
Be How Does
That Come At
Mother's Breast
First How Does That
Go As Love of Mother Lives
In EYes of Child After Mother Passes
Still Breathing in this Gratitude This Warmth
For Loving All At Best We Who Are Blessed
And Blissed
This way
Do Our
Very BesTesT
to Lift Those Up
Who Are Not Blessed
And Blissed ThiS Way At
Best We Get Get to Swim in
Their Oceans too to Understand
Storms of WHere Human Souls Die Alive...
SMiLes i Remember in the Neo-Natal Unit
And the 51 Days Of Our Only Child Ryan Born
on June 4th, 1997, A Couple of Days Before
My 37th Birthday Then
His Life Only Pain
Never A Smile
An Only
Family
Portrait
That Way
At All on
Father's Day
That Year Anyway the
Folks, the Precious Doctor's Who
Worked At Shands Hospital in Florida
Often Said if they Had Worked in that
Neo-Natal Unit And Could See All of What
Can And Will Go Wrong with the Human Condition
At Birth They Would Have Been Terrified to Even Try
to Sire A Child
And Of Course
That's Just at Birth
Never The Less The Way
They Made it Through the
Day Was Often Dark Humor
Sarcastic Yes like the Dude Who
Was Insisting His Son Be Circumcised
As the Young Doctor Said Oh my God 'it'
is the Size of A Japanese Soup Noodle As If
That Was the Worst of All that
Parent's Worries A Child
Who Might
Live or Die
With Part of Nature
Attached or Not Then
SMiLes The Human Condition
Where What is Cherished Most
is Often True Insanity Only
Lending Recognition
Dear Doc That
This Condition is A Far
Cry And Yes Laugh From Anything Really Rational
True Once one Delves Deeper into Stories of Humans...
And that Reminds me too Yes Stumbling into a National
Geographic Documentary on YouTube About Lion's Mating And
The Crowd Started Jeering About the Size of the 'Lion's Package'
Not Even Thinking About the Size of Jaws and Claws And Family
Jewels
Left Dangling
With An Entire
Environment of
Fighting Sharp as Razors
Oh All the Illusory Fears Folks
Drive to
Life
And
Death For Real...
Of Course You May
Copy And Reprint
Any of my Poems
As You Like The
Real Gift Is You
Who Inspired
my Words of
Creativity
With
Yours
my FRiEnD
Dear Doc
With SMiles...
It's Really TOO BAD Evangelical Christian Leaders, Not Unlike
The Catholic Church in America, Do Not Seem Too Concerned
About the Sanctity of Breathing Children, When it Comes to
Sexual Abuse As Recently An Intense Investigation Shows A
Gravity With The Same Pull of Raping Children And the Such
And Covering It Up
Within the Organization
of 'the Church;' In Some
Cases, MaNeuvering to Keep
Pastoral Pedophiles And Other
Members of the Organization of
The Church From Facing Legal Consequences
For Their Child Rape And Other Sexual Abuse;
Again, So Much
For the Sanctity
of the Most Vulnerable
Among Us, When it Comes
to Breathing Life and Children
Used As Tools For Sexual Gratification...
i Just Heard The Head PR YouTube, Bishop
Dude, Bishop Barron, Blame the Offenses
of the Catholic Church on 'The Devil;'
True, The Devil, the one 'They' Know
Best these Days;
Yes, The Devil
Within Outside
Who Is Simply
A Scape Goat
For the Real Evil
That Lurks in Some
HeARTS that Neatly
Check-Off Psychopathy Lists,
Still in the Top 10 List of that Human Darkness
As Far As Professions Those Folks Go into Like The 'Clerical Field'....
Same Place Ghost Authors Made a Dr. Jekyll and Mister Hyde Jesus
Who Loves the Enemies Then And
Turns the Other Cheek, Loving
With all Mercy and Forgiveness
Yet By the End of Matthew is Out
Turning Once Loyal Sheep into Goats
And Burning them Forever For Not Feeding
And Clothing
the Naked
Homeless
Dude on the Street;
No Thanks, Don't Even Get
Anywhere Close to me; i 'Smell'
'Evil' When i See it; And Obviously
Where There is Torturing Forever
in A Book, You've Entered A True House of Lying Horrors...
"The report is a calamity. My friend Russell Moore, a former president of the SBC’s Ethics and Religious Liberty Commission, called it an “apocalypse.” The report says that “for almost two decades, survivors of abuse and other concerned Southern Baptists” contacted its executive committee “to report child molesters and other abusers who were in the pulpit or employed as church staff.”
"And what was the reaction they received? A select group of executive-committee leaders “largely controlled” the committee’s response to abuse reports, and they “were singularly focused on avoiding liability for the SBC to the exclusion of other considerations.” According to Guidepost, this meant that survivors and others who reported abuse “were ignored, disbelieved, or met with the constant refrain that the SBC could take no action due to its policy regarding church autonomy—even if it meant that convicted molesters continued in ministry with no notice or warning to their current church or congregation.”
Every Day Another
Rock of Balance
A Stone to Add
Higher Indeed
Taller Never
Falling Tower
As Patience Brings
Peace To Love Even Higher
SMiLes Dear
Savvy Peace
And Patience
Holding Hands
With LoVE NoW
Dancing Singing
Freely Just for the
Present Moment at Hand
With No
iLLuSoRY
Fears
This
Gift
NeW NoW...
https://www.theatlantic.com/ideas/archive/2022/05/southern-baptist-evangelical-allegations-cover-up/629954/
_________________
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nGa2-kOW810
SMiLes Dear Savvy
What Lovely Advice
Your Mother
Brings
As True
Love Without
Wisdom and Wisdom
Without Love
Is Often
Less than
A Two-Lane
Road With SMiLes...
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa Dance Always
Effortless In Ease Floating on Terrestrial
Land Now For 16,644 MiLes in 8 Years
8 Months Soon to Be 105 Months on
May 26,2022 Yes This Autotelic
Flow in Moving Meditation
Not Only Erases Any
Fears in Regulating
Emotions Integrating
Senses yet True The Meditation
in Dance of Autotelic Flow Only
Incites a Paradise Where Every
Little Move Becomes MaGiC More
in Balancing Force of DarK And LiGHT For Real...
Forces Within Dear Akshita
Often Sublimely Beautiful
As Well As Vague Reaching
From Subconscious Mind to
the Surface Of the Ocean
That is Our Awareness
For All That May Exist
Around Us Parts Whole
To Come to Focus Next
And It's True Our Souls
Dance And Sing Mysteries
To Uncover So Deep Below
So Shallow Even Above Listening
For A Dance And Song Within to Come
Again Freely Finally Finding Integration
For What We
Feel Above
And Below
Mastering This
Reality Now With
Feelings and Senses
All Integrating MaKinG Our Ways...
SMiles Dear Doc
Thanks For Sharing
Part oF A STory About
Baby Ryan With SMiles
Happy First Birthday of Your Fabulous
Hawaiian North Shore YouTube Channel
Dear Aloha FRiEnD And Surely All Four
Seasons in
Your Paradise
is Just So Colorful
And Gorgeous And yes
So Fully Alive With Pets and
Other Wild-Life too Always
A Celebration of Beauty
For All Feelings and
Senses to Register
All Around Us As
Nature's Breath Free
Here Is Cheers to Many
More Years of Bringing
Freedom's Beauty to Others With SMiLes...
True How Shallow or Deep Titles May Come And Go
Hehe Even "Wonder Woman Truth Lasso Yields" NoW In
What Brings Causal Effects in Life Yet True Numerology
Puts Much Emphasis on Born on Date Titles As Names
Oh My Gosh, At Least You Probably Didn't
Have An X-Catholic PHD Grandfather
Priest Schooled in Limerick Ireland
Who Used to Dine With Einstein
In New York, New York, in Rather
Exclusive Socialist Circles for
Philosophers/Intellectuals/
Scientists as My Grand
Father Wrote A Book
"Behind The Dictator's"
Still Available Free Online
in PDF Form To Read Now
On How the Catholic Church
Last Century Provided Some Support From
The Pulpit Then Same As 'Trump Ways' Today
So While My Father Didn't Do A Whole Lot With
The Name Assigned to Him That i 'Juniorly' Received
too Yet a First Name That Means Peaceful Ruler Frederick
A Second Name Arthur That Means Strong Bear King And
A Sir Name Hidden From All View That Means Keeper of the Land
That's A Lot
of Responsibility
to Put on A New
Born Baby Hehe
So i Changed it to
KATiE MiA FredericK
With Three Meanings as Yes
Katie is Defined As Pure and
Mia is Defined As Family And
or Close to God As Derivative
of Michael Per That Angel too
And Yes on Page 8 of Karen Armstrong's
Book on the 'History of God' A Mix of Sand
And Water For Silt Reflecting That Last Name
of Keeper of the Land is Yes The First Known
Human
Name
Assigned to God
As Some Folks Suggest
Still Keeper of the Land Now Overall too...
Yet of Course i Am Referring Back to the Original
Sir Name Here Hehe Hidden From Total View Yet it
Doesn't Matter i Don't Exist Anywhere on the Internet
With A Search on my Original X-Catholic Irish Priest Given Junior Name
True It's a Different Situation Totally With "Aghogday" That is the Name i Used
Living in Hell For 66 Months That Basically is An Acronym For "Another Ground
Hog Day"
AS iN Hell
With All Pain
And Numb And
No Human Emotions
Every Day is Forever in
Hell Now Never Changing
No Escape Not Even Then A
Memory of A Feeling of A Smile
Yet Don't Let me Bore You With that
Old Over-told True Story as KATiE MiA
Is Also An Acronym for "Kind Autistics Taking
in Everything Mindful in Awareness" As True Some
Autistic Folks Have Super Charged Senses and Empathy
With Super Tuned Mirror Neurons as in my Case That Causal
'Lasso Yield' Intuitive Effect Arises to Levels of 'Mirror Touch Synesthesia'
Which Means When i Tell Someone i Feel them i Really Literally Feel them
Even From
Far
Away
Distances
No Matter
Who They Are
Other Than That
Katie Mia Frederick
Hits the Jack Pot of
888 In Alpha Numerical
Ways of English Gematria
However Yuck So Does the
Name "Donald J Trump"
Yet NO, Not When Ya
Spell Out His Middle
Name Thank God Hehe
Yes i Told You That Trivia
Note Before When i Look it up
on Google Search it Takes me
Back to Your Site From Before HAha
In New York of Course Birthplace of
My Father in Long Island in 1932
Close to the Summer Solstice
on June 20th When i Was
Originally Scheduled
to Be Born too
in 1960 Yet
The Doctor Went
on Vacation And Induced
Labor Two Weeks Early
Where i Got the Triple Sixes
on my Driver's License From
As Terrified 'Fundie' Walmart Cashiers
Carded me then for a Beer in my 40's
Occasionally when i Drank one to
Relax As they Viewed My Driver's
License with 6.6.60 Anyway in
Yes Regular Born on Date
Full Name Numerology
i Hit the Jack Pot of
Life Challenges With
0 at Start For Free Will
Also Related to the Tarot
Fool Card of Number 0 Too
And For the Next Three Numerology
Life Challenges in Life 1 and 1 and 1
Again Which Only Means i Need Affirm
Whatever Free Will i So Wish to Do in Life
As i May Do Like My Father's Senior Motto
Said in School And Just Work At A Military
Bowling Center and the Such for A Couple
of Decades Like i Was Part of a 'Big Lebowski
Movie' or 'Cheers' As the 'Norm' of a Big Dance Hall For 6 Years
As My Father's Class Motto Was "Don't Do Today What You May
Put Off Tomorrow," Yet Father Fred's Identical Twin Ted's Motto Was
A Different Ted-Talk Altogether As he Chose A Senior Class Quote Motto
Of “I dare do all that may become a man. Who dares do more is none.” From
Shakespeare And "McBeth" Yet True What is IT Really That Makes A Man What
Is it Really
That Makes
A Human Being
Only Name i Wanna
Be Remembered By Is: Love
As The Third Meaning of Katie
Mia Frederick is the Fact That The
First Name is Short For my Wife Katrina
And Mia is Her Middle Name And When i Was
Aghogday in Hell For 66 Months i Just Wanted
To Be The Love of Her And my Mother And Sister Again...
And What's A Moral oF A STory Here Life May Be As Complicated
As We
Make
it or the
Feeling of
A Four Letter
Word For All that
is DarK Thru LiGHT iN Life...
-Fred
Doesn't Matter Size Of Home Find A Room
With A VieW iNSPiRinG DaNCinG SonG oF SoUL
A Greatest Love
Is When You Don’t
FeeL iT And Do It
Now The Kind of
Love my Wife Had
Living With A Shut-in
Zombie For 66 Months
This is the Love
You never
Leave Behind
This the Love
Greater
Than
Nails Hung
On Crosses
Heroes only
Known to God
And those they Save..
When We See We All
Are God Patience
More
Than
Breaths Long...
Life is a Sh8t
Sandwich
With Crazy 8’s..
Heroes
Myth
Hero Real...
That’s my Wife...
If You Come To ‘See’ Enough You Find All Is God’s
Mind Of Love But Only If You Come to ‘See NoW’
If Not For God Within Rewards No One Will
Do Larger Breath In A Smaller Twitter World
Eye Of Needle Camel We (i) Come to Fit...
Always Feel
Blessed When
i Feel You SMiling...
BeCoME A Note
The Song
Be MuSiC
Vibrate Now
Frequencies Energy
Higher Dance And
Sing With SMiLes
Savvy Waves Of
Music
Sounds
Breath
Sees
FallRise
Yes! THere Is An
Entire Spectrum
Beyond Optimist
And
Pessimist
And Beyond
All Words Now...
LeSSoN 409
Find Someone To Love
Unconditionally With Least
Harm Who Tests Your Every
Limit Reaching This Potential
Other Than That Bright
Beautiful Sunshiny Day
To You Secret Student
With
Boundless
Kindness
Radiating
Love Beyond
“Matter Of Things”...
LoVE ReaL True Unconditional With Least Harm
Becomes Home Among Humanity Still
Reflecting 'GoD' ThiS Way For All No Exceptions
Thanks Same
Clear Moon
Nights
to You in
Mexico Dear
Doc With SMiLes...
SMiLes Dear Savvy
What Lovely Advice
Your Mother
Brings
As True
Love Without
Wisdom and Wisdom
Without Love
Is Often
Less than
A Two-Lane
Road With SMiLes...
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_________________
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4NRXx6U8ABQ
True When We Trust Our Feet
Wellsprings Above Halo Wings
Such A Key SucH A Symbol
oF UNiTY Hands Coming
ToGeTHeR NeW iN Left
Right Union Right And
Left Hemispheres Now
of Our Minds Connecting
As Left And Right Feet Do
Embodying A Dance and
Song Of Life Free As Now
So Many Folks Connect Across
Hemispheres of Earth From Below
Latitudes Above Indeed Longitudes Wider
All Globally Whole As Every Neuron of Being
Human And Other Atomic SubParticle Dances
And Sings
This Way
Spiraling
Free The Illusion
is the Separation
The ToGeTHeR The
Dance And Song Free Our Reality
Now With SMiLes Dear Savvy New...
SMiLes Dear USA Writes i Will
Surely Relate to a Myth of Orpheus
As Indeed A Dance/Song of my SoUL
Then Still To Come When i Lived Truly
in Hell of Pain and Numb on EartH
Within For
66 Months
Is Indeed What
Allowed me
Travel
Across
'The River
Hades' Out of the
Underworld And Back Home
Truly Paradise Again Within
to Dance And Sing Free Reborn
Embodying What We Tear Down
As Even Osiris Was/'Is' Fortunate Enough
To Get Torn To Pieces And Put Back Together
As All the King's Men And Soldier's Couldn't Do
The Trick
or Treat
Either For
'Humpty
Dumpty'
When He
Fell Of His Wall too
And Shattered into So Many Pieces
Just Shards of Glass Waiting for Mirror Complete...
'This Place' IS A 'Paradise'
More Commonly Literally
Called 'Hell' Originally to
Study as An Anthropology
Participant Observer
And EPiC Long Form
Free Verse Poet; Yes,
Just A Perfect
Place For Muse
iN DarK to
End
Up
And
Begin Again
iN LiGHT Hehe...
And Probably, the (A) Real
Town, 'The Joker' Was Referring
to Then When He Said, "This Town
Needs An Enema," Haha, They've
Only Seen me Dance in Public for
16,653 Miles So Far NoW in Almost
8 Years and 9 Months; Yet They Really
Haven't Got A 'Full Load' of me Yet...
Except For the Individuals, Who Have
Received A 10 Minute or So 'Fred-Talk' MONOLoGuE
FULL-IN-PERSON, With A 'Zillion Words' Flowing Through
A Cat-6 Hurricane Breeze in Wu Wei Ease for me at Least...
Key is We
However
Fuss over
Us Versus
Them Lends
Difficulties With
Hairless Apes Working
Together Progressively For Change
Change Starts At The Individual Level
However Tribalism
Insists We Continue
An Us VeRSuS Them Tradition
It really Helps to Be Financially
Independent And Able to Generate
One'S Own Happiness Through Autotelic
Flow
Nicely
Embodying
From Head
to Toe Yes
Regulating
Emotions
Integrating
Senses
Inhaling
Peace
Exhaling
Love YES!
To Stand Up!
Against the
Crowd! When
Stuff Like Use Bleach!
to Treat A Deadly Pandemic By Ingesting
It Comes As Ignorance Full in A Head of Steam
i For One Am
Not Impressed
By The Authority of Ignorance
if i Am That Will Be Blinding Light
What Comes to
Be A 'Week End'
Tradition And Such
Where The Addiction
to the Dopamine and
Adrenaline of Anger And Hate
AS Such Becomes A Fix of
Them And
Or Us
Oh We
Oh We
Oh We oh my oh me...
Of Course For Now i Am
Only Watching The Circus While
'Eve' Butters the Popcorn As Such...
-The (A) 'Snake'
The Folks Inhabiting The 'Wrong Planet,' Discussed
in Detail, "The Major Factor Underlying the Increase
in Rampage Killings," Back On December 12, 2012,
After The Sandy Hook Elementary School Shooting.
Results in an Informal Poll Then Are As Follows:
Guns: 16%
A New Demographic of Males under the age of 26: 3%
The loss or absence of a Social Role in Society: 27%
Violent Video Games: 4%
Mental Disturbance: 21%
Expiration of the Federal Assault Weapons Ban in 2004: 5%
Other, Please Comment: 24%
In This Case, it Seems That A 'Perfect Storm' of Darkness
Comes into Play to Create A Horrific Act of Misanthropy.
It Seems to me As Reports Have Suggested, 'He' Was Bullied
For Being Different In His Life; Couldn't Find A Social Role in Life;
And Just Couldn't Seem to Fit in Anywhere, With Some Issues That
At Least Seemed Sociopathic and Potentially Psychopathic As Well;
Again, A 'Perfect Cocktail' of Darkness Coming into Play; And
Honestly, Anything The Society Does Here to Eliminate
Variables that Make it So Easy for Someone
To Kill Children And Others This Way,
Is Worth Changing;
At Least to
Lessen The Potential
Harm That Continues to Come to Be...
Yet, After The COVID-19 Fiasco and the
Callous Attitudes about Freedoms Over Health
And Safety; Particularly in the Deep Ignorant South
Where i Live; It's Gonna Take A Lot More Progressive Thinking
AND Voting to Change Anything At All As Florida Closes In
Now to Be On Demand,
A Constitutional
Free For All
Gun Carry
State too;
PeaS in A Pod
of Blind
Ignorance,
Missing 'The
Target' For Real
Indeed WHere
in Some Cases,
'Freedoms/Laws' Harm Thru Kill;
Whether That Be Through
Laws That Don't Protect the
Right Of Young Women to
Terminate Pregnancies When Violently Raped;
Or Whether We Ignore Safety Measures
in Peaks of Deadly Pandemics; And Make
Free For All Gun Toting A Way of Life
As Might
Makes Right;
As True Where i Live,
The Sheriff Went on TV
And Encouraged Folks to Kill
Intruders Who Might Break An
Entering into a Home to Save the County Money,
Even Providing Lessons For Better Aim;
As 'They' Say,
We Become
What We Can And Will
Believe, Consume, And Do...
'Live by the Sword', So Forth And So on...
Yawn, i understand the Need for Vulnerable
Folks to Have Protection From Criminals With Guns...
Yet There Must Be Some Rational Guidelines to Save Lives too...
Freedoms
And Safety;
Always A Mix
For Balance We Do At Best...
Yet Where i Live Women's Rights
to Reproductive Freedoms, Restricting
Any Gun Rights, And Even Protecting Church
Congregants From Their Own Ignorance in Peaks of Deadly
Pandemics Are Basically Considered Sin From The Church Pulpit;
Overall,
It's Big Business/Politics/Religion
Where i Live; Yes, Like Texas too...
It's Hard to Get Folks To Change
'THeir ReligionS,'
No Matter
How Many
Folks Ignorance
Harms, Rapes,
Maims, and Kills Dead; Yuck.
Wow It Seems the Harry Potter Book Series is as Popular
in India As Anywhere From What i've Seen Written About it
Online Dear Akshita Oh Gosh i Read One of the Latest
Harry Potter Books in A Dance in Barnes And Noble
And Hehe
Real Life
Seems more
Magical than
That Book With SMiLes
i Embrace Books Yet No
i Rarely Escape in Them Now
i Rather Write to Embrace Soul
Within Yes
And Leave
Something
Beyond of
Soul Prints Behind...
Ignorance, A Human 'Pandemic'
of Willful 'Blindness,' Associated
With Tons of Harming, Raping, Maiming,
And Killing; True NoW As the 'Ostriches' in
The Texas Government Continue to
Bury THeir
Heads in the
Sand Praising
Guns, God, And
The Connection to
Church, State, And Get Out and Vote,
Insuring This Pandemic of Human Ignorance
Continues As It Has ThiS Way Through
Recorded Human HiSToRY STiLL NoW;
Prayers of Ignorance EVeNTuALLY
KiLL
Again
And
Again
And Again;
Oh God, if Only
Leadership Could
Just Get Their Head
Out of
THeiR Sand...
Or Some How
Feed Wisdom Instead of Lies...
An Only Possible Solution to This
Now Seems Is, If the Silent Majority
Who Wants Solutions Both Speak
Up Together As Us And We
Bonding And Binding
Over LiGHT,
ERaSinG
All the
STiLL Coming DarK;
And to Be Clear LiGHT Is Love of Truth
Coming Out of The DarK oF iGNoRaNCE...
Life IS A Prayer Dear USA
Writes Yet Not one Copied
Before FoR Me Ever Word
A New Song
Ever Move
A New Dance
DeeP UnCoVeRinG
Within Set Free Every
Inhale of Peace Exhale
Of Love
Sacred
Holy
Divine
Dance
And Song
Of Just Another
Soul Breathing Free
Touching You Today...
Hehe in Short If i Had
Instructions to Dance
And Sing Now
No Free
Dance
And
Song of
Soul to BRinG NeW...
Pleasure Always
Dear Chaymaa
Family And
Human
Roots
Precious Love...
True When We Trust Our Feet
Wellsprings Above Halo Wings
SMiLes Vrunda A Best Thing About Free Dance
And Life In General Free Verse is 'Triple Jumps' Are
Not Required Some Days Floating is More than Enough
Particularly
When All
Is Delicious
Essence of
Flow Within
For True
Others
May not
Hear the Music
of Heaven One's Feet BRinG..
True When We Trust Our Feet
Wellsprings Above Halo Wings...
LeSSoN 261
Touch the
Green Be
The Spring...
Ocean Waves Meet ShoreS oNe mY
Religion CoMes In Natural Waves
True iN LiGHT Waves ARe aLWaYS
SMiles
USA Writes
Almighty
Is Love Sadly
Not Are Equally
Blessed or Come to Love
Yet Some Still Are Kind
For No Other Reason
Than A Moral Code
Now Built As Bricks
And Mortar From Birth
Indeed Even Religion Too
Serves A Purpose of Love
No Human Surprise Either
For Buildings And Chalices
Without Blood of LoVE NoW Still RiSinG...
Perfectly
In Practice
Indeed Savvy
Loving Beauty
Now Reflecting
God Singing
Art Deep
New Within
Dancing Nature
Soul Freeing Seeing Now
God Whole Complete Being Am i...
Truly Mature Christmas Trees Staying Up Have
Endless Strings New Coloring Lights to Give Share
Care Heal All With Least Harm
If Ya Can If Ya Will If Ya Do Don’t Take Your Christmas
Tree Down Or Wait For Someone Else Coloring You New
SMiLes Dear Rue
No Long Winds of Free
Verse Today Just i Miss
You And Hope You are
Doing Okay,
Love, Fred
Such A Key SucH A Symbol
oF UNiTY Hands Coming
ToGeTHeR NeW iN Left
Right Union Right And
Left Hemispheres Now
of Our Minds Connecting
As Left And Right Feet Do
Embodying A Dance and
Song Of Life Free As Now
So Many Folks Connect Across
Hemispheres of Earth From Below
Latitudes Above Indeed Longitudes Wider
All Globally Whole As Every Neuron of Being
Human And Other Atomic SubParticle Dances
And Sings
This Way
Spiraling
Free The Illusion
is the Separation
The ToGeTHeR The
Dance And Song Free Our Reality
Now With SMiLes Dear Savvy New...
True When We Trust Our Feet
Wellsprings Above Halo Wings
https://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=218916
_________________
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
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No Matter What 'They' Do
Love Continues to FLY ALiVE
Nah Ya Won't Remove These Wings
SMiLes Dear Cindy Beautiful
Poem in Support of LiFE DarK
Thru LiGHT NeW NoW
When All Becomes
A Dancing Singing
Poetry Prompt For
All Experiences of Breathing
What is Left to Do Yet Color
Life With
Poetry
in Every
Breath
Still To Come
So Free Deep
in Embodiment
of Soul Mind and Body Whole...
SMiles Dear
Ruchi Honor
Is All Mine Yes
With Joy Now
To Be A FRiEnD
Of
Yours
With
Kindness...
SMiLes Dear Savvy
Nature Always Loving
Us Just Waiting For Us
to Return As Love For All
DarK
Thru
LiGHT
With
SMiLes Now...
A Lovely Rainy
Day Of Life it is
Here Now Lightening
And Thunder Providing
Enough Dance And Song in Skies
to
BREaTHE Free...
A SMiLE Genuine
Sincere And True
Among Humans
Is Free Love
Without Fear
Forever Now
A Hint of What
Happens When We
Wire Ourselves Always Now This
Way Indeed Eternal Heaven New
Dear Chaymaa
NoW A Tree With
Never Ending
New Colors of
LiGHT iN Leaves
RiSinG FaLLinG Love
SaME DarK Thru LiGHT
Love's Life...
Nostalgia of School
Dear Ruchi Yet Even More so the
Beauty of Human Connections Now
How We All Move And Create With
Each Other
At Best Free New
in Life to Be Who
We aRe Most Whether
That is the School And Career Minded
Man And Or Woman Or The Hands of
Mama's
Love Who
Only Wishes
to Support Her
Children With Love
And A Husband The Same
Yet in my Case A Wife Who Focuses
Almost Totally on Loving me as Her Mission
in Life as That is What Her Mother Taught
Her Most Feeding And Taking Care Still of
A Husband Bringing Her True Love And Support
And Indeed She'll Never Have to Worry About Money
And Things in Her Life it Almost Killed Me to Grant
Her That
Yet i Did
What i Had
to Do Then
And Now is Forever
For Love For All of
Who i Meet And Greet
In Life Gift A Mother Brings
to me Sister and Wife True As Well
Putting People First And the Power And
Force of Love Without Fear is What Seems
Most Lost
Sadly
WHeRE
i Live So Happy
To See People First
And Love Thrives Still
First in Your Life With All the
Challenges of School, Work, And
Or Family For You to Love That Comes Next
You Are Truly A Delightful Young Woman So
Glad i Crossed Your Path in A Distant Land
Yet So Close to Be Human...
i Never Had A Daughter
And Only One Son Who
Only Lived 51 Days and
Passed Away
Surely if We Had
A Daughter i Would
Hope Like Yours A HeART
SPiRiT And SoUL Would
Be Very Much Like What
Comes Through Your Words
As Free Song of Your Soul With SMiLes
of Putting
Human Beings First...
SMiles Beauty
Adornment is
With SMiLes
Dear
Ruchi
Hoping
Love Blesses
You Best ThiS Way...
SMiles Dear Ruchi
THere is No Distance,
Space, Time, or Even
“Matter Of Things”
Tween True
FRiEnDS
And
Love
Pure
And Real
With SMiles...
In This Journey of
FRiEndS i Continually
Search For What
Pleases You
Most Hehe
Now That
i Realize it
Is Snacks
An Unlimited
Variety i Will
Bring For You To
Try And Potentially
Even
Love
With
SMiles...
Sadly In Politics And Even Religion
'Sociopathy' is Becoming the 'Norm'
In How We Even
Come to View
The Valuable
Assets Most
of the Village
Our Children Second And Guns First
(Oh Lord How Human Resources
Continue to Fall to the Bottom of
The To Do Lists Of Life NoW iNDeeD)
And True Our Precious Elders too as
At Church in the Peak of A Deadly Pandemic
All Enforced Protective Measures Were Removed
From the Audience At Hand to Protect Them From
Ignorance
Learned
From the
Yes Same
Generally
Speaking Folks
Who Put Guns
Before Children
And Put Incestuous
Rapists Before the Rights
of A Little Girl to Terminate
Forced Breeding Upon Her as
in Religions of Old and Still of New
In Bed With State and Politics Darkly
Yet You See NoW as Long as the Silent
Majority Against This Does Not Speak LOUDLY (VOTE!)
Up AGAINST IT and As Long As Folks Are Afraid Someone's
Feathers Will Be Ruffled By Dancing And Singing Truth Now
in Light
Sociopathy
Will Continue
Growing to Be the Norm
As that Again Applies to
Harming, Raping, Maiming
And Killing Among the Most
Vulnerable Young And Old Indeed
Yet of Course Whatever Becomes the
Societal Norm is Not Technically assessed As
Sociopathy Whether It is Believing in A Doctor Jekyll And
Mister Hyde Man God Who Turns the Other Cheek All Merciful
Forgiving And Loving Enemies Same As Dear Loved Ones Yet By the
End of the Same Beatitudes Chapter Not Only 'Shoots Up an Elementary
School' Yet Burns
Once Loyal Sheep
Forever As 'They' Called 'Goats'
Still Fail to Feed And Clothe the
Homeless Person on the Street
Not Realizing That it may be the Homeless
Person on the Street Who Feels Heaven Within
As i've Met A Few Totally Satisfied Under Bridges this
Way With Little Food and Few Clothes Just Each Other
to Hold Hands With on a Sunny Day on A Beach ThiS Way
Yet Very Rarely Does Someone Ever Take the Effort to Get to Know
Someone These Days A Stranger in Our Midst ThiS Way Other than
'Lending
A Dime' As Such
(Perhaps an Empty
Like or Follow, Hehe)
Anyway the Point is
For Those Who Live With
Con-Social Emotions the Most
They Are The Ones Who May Need the
Most Understanding to How They Came/Come
To Be in Such a Hell in Life Where Pain Becomes
Pleasure And Misery And Suffering Becomes Their Best
FRiEnDS
IN Life in
Addictions
to Fear, Anger, And Hate
With All the Really Not So Hard
To Understand Pleasure THAT Actually
Brings to them Perhaps Devoid of the
Warmth of Oxytocin Love that Heals
Anxiety and Pain Yet Still The Same
Old God Damn
Addiction
Fix of
Adrenaline
And Dopamine
Where Warmth of
Pro-Social Union is
No Longer At Hand
Yet Again Science Shows
That A Life Spent in Mechanical
Cognition Drains Our Ability For
Social Empathic Cognition Away
As Increasingly The Terminator and
Matrix Minion Movie Prophecies Come True Again
And Even in the Case of Pro-Social Emotions of Warmth
When Folks Bond Over a Dr. Jekyll and Mister Hyde God Man
It Should
Be Rather
Easy to See
How So Many
Folks Become Mister Hyde Indeed
Sacred Cows Continue to Harm Reality
We All Consume Each Other It's Nature's Way
Least We
Will Do is Respect Each Other on This Ride
And As Human
Even Let
Peace
Inhale
And Love
Exhale Our Breath...
-No one in Particular...
~Just A Cheshire Cat Smile New
Who Never Goes Away Now, hehe...
SMiles Dear
Sohair Totally
Agree Thanks
For Opening
Your Comments
Back Up Always
Love
To
Be Inspired
By You...
Don’t Fool Yourself Humans Making
Faux God’s Clothed As Words Nature
Balance Master Always Comply Or Go Away
LeSSoN 262
Nature’s Breath
Balance Find It
Thrive ALiVE NoW
Welcome to New Ages Coming Sooner Than
You May Feel To A Theater Very Close to You
i've Seen This Age CLOSE-UP IT Exists NoW
SMiles Dear Sohair
for me at least i Follow
No Human Now Or
Before
i Just Breathe
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love
Doing
my Best
To Say Yes
Dear When
Katrina Asks
For Yes From
me other Than
That i Enjoy Poetry
That
Is Genuine
And Sincere No
Matter if it Comes
From Bibles Or Poets
Like Rumi And Whitman
i Look
Within to
Discern What
Is Sincere Genuine
And
True
In LiGHT
To Breathe
How i Do Life Free...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJsa6-y4sDs
In Other World (Word) News
It's May 26th, 2022 For me
And The Anniversary Date
of 2 And 3 EPiC LonG Form
Bible Poems Yes "FB Profile
Pic Bible" 5 YearS Old Celebrating
Vol 2022 Of That Effort All 6.4 MiLLioN Words
Still Coming A MacroVerse With All the Facebook
Profile Thumbnails Around A Couple of Thousand or
So in Series Illustrating the Ongoing EPiC LonG Form
Poem Bible Story With 8,000 Or So Words on Average in the
Description Areas of
Each Profile Pic Still
Arising Somewhere
Around 16 MiLLioN Words
or So for the Entire Year
Housed Still on FB Now
As What's Come to Be
An Annual Celebration
2018, 2019, 2020, 2021,
And Yes Now 2022 Too
And Nah, True That's Not All
As Today May 26th, 2022, "Nether Land
Bible 8 MiLLioN" WordS Old Also Celebrates
A 6th Birthday Now Too And True Although
The Titled Bible "PHI Bible" Also Subchapter of
Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Mother and Father
Of All These Subchapter Bible Poems "SonG oF mY SoUL"
10.5 MiLLioN Words in 105 Months of Effort Yes "PHI
Bible" By Only Synchronicity in Acasual Connecting
Principle Psychologically Meaningful to me Arrived
in on May 26th, 2017, at 1.618 MiLLioN Words of
Effort in Precisely 365 Days As the EPiC Long
Form Poem Was Named Well Earlier Before
it Reached A Number of 1.618 That is
Not only 1.618 MiLLioN Words Yet
the PHI Ratio Golden Mean
Number of 1.618 As Well
too Rounded Off Hehe
By Decimal Place
Of Course Any
Way What Are the
Chances that Anyone
Could Even Complete a 1.618
MiLLioN Word Longest EPiC Long
Form Bible Poem Twice the Size of the Old
King James Sized Effort in Precisely one Year
Well It's True i've been Completing EPiC Other
Subchapter Long Form Poem Bibles From Memorial
Day Weekend Until the End of the Year in 7 Months for
Grand Cross Bibles 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, and
2021 too all Close to 800,000 Words And As Great in
Size of the King James Sized Effort in 7 Months
As True There is One More Too As Yes the
"Mahābhārata" Technically Used to be
The Longest EPiC Long Form
Poem at 1.8 MiLLioN Words
By Centuries of Effort in
India and Innumerable
Authors Then too
Yet It's True in
13.6 Months on
July 19th of 2017 too
That Subtitled Subchapter
of "SoNG of My SoUL" Named
"1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM PoEM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN"
Did Come Again as By Then "SonG oF mY SoUL" Was
Already Over Three MiLLioN Words Since The Beginning
Of this Whole EPiC Long Form Poem Bible Show "SonG
oF my SouL" Yes 10.5 MiLLioN Words Now in 105 Months
Of Overall Effort Yet Again my Fastest Effort to Surpass
1.8 MiLLioN Words Was in that 13.6 Months of Effort
Since Memorial Day of 2016 After i Just Finished
Another Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Blog
Post Titled "GodsUniVerseNovel3" All
338,630 Words Posted at the End
of April 2016 Yep All in One
Blog Post then Just
To Warm Up for All
12 Titled EPiC Long
Form Poems Titled Larger
Than the Old King James
Size Effort Now in 105 Months New
And Yes While There Are 7 Titled New
Testaments too Also Greater Than the Size
of that "Old New Testament" too There is an
8th Ongoing Subtitled New Testament Casually
Named "Depth of The Story" As Just A Solo Thread
on the "Wrong Planet" Website too Now Closing in on
1.6 MiLLioN Words Soon in 21 Months of Effort Since
August 19th, 2020 As In the Next Couple of Months or
So it Too in One Solo Thread So Far of Just 47 Pages
Will Then Reach Over the Size of the 'Mahābhārata'
In That One Solo Thread on the "Wrong Planet"
A Place Where Folks Verbally at Least
Insisted i Didn't Make Sense as
They Did Their Best to Kick
me off Their Island Yet
i Kept Coming back
And Yes Close to
103 Thousand
Views on the Site
Now Belies What the
Folks Said Was Worth
Nothing There in Terms of Views...
Here's the Deal It's Not About Proving
the Naysayers Wrong it's Holding True to
Who You Are And Just Never Ever Giving Up
As Yes This Love is Still ALiVE and Breathing me Now For Real...
The Child Once Non-Verbal Until 4 Years Old Surely Not Only
Speaks Yet Dances And Sings too as May 26th, 2022, Is Also
the 105th Month Anniversary of Public Dancing Now Up to
16,666 Miles As True That is What the Real Life Audience
Still Calls A Real Life Non-Avatar Living Legend Effort
Now Still Ongoing As i Am Less Than 8,000 Miles Away
Of Traveling Around the Distance of the Global Equator
Floating Spiraling in Autotelic Flow of Ease
in Moving Meditation of Free Dance on
Terrestrial Land More Specifically
Store Floors As Thank Goodness
Walmart Renovated to Really
Smooth Floors As i used
to Go through A Pair of
Nike Athletic Shox
Shoes Every 3 Months
Yet With This Much Practice
of Balance FRiEnDS With Gravity
As the Butcher's Blade in Wu Wei
Effortless Ease In Skill of Cutting
Meat Stays Sharp So Does my Soul of
Balance And the Soles of my Nike Athletic
Shox Shoes Now in Over 9 Months of Public Dancing
Yes With the
Same Pair of
Shoes Hehe
Such A Savings
In 'Shoe Rental' too HAha
Yeah i Also Do Free Verse Nude
Poetry and PG Rated Art That Way
Too Yet That is Another Other More
Appropriate Allowed Community Effort
Where Legal of Course and Still Tender Enough
Reaching 62 Years of Age on June 6th As This
Is One
Human
Great Work
of Art in Terms
of John 14:12 And
Luke 17:21 For Real
For That Metaphor
That Extends out to
Satori and Samahdi
And Prana And Chi
And Kundalini Rising
Yoga and Tao And the Such
In Unlimited Other Metaphors
for this Autotelic Flow Of Moving
And Singing Writing Meditation Does Go On
As Yes This
Gratitude in
Love of Life Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
iN Art Exists For A While Longer in Gratitude
For Real At Least in the Fossil Record Online
In More Places Than Anyone May Possibly
Count...
Hidden
Away Yet
Still Present
Alive in Avatar Ways True
In A Place Now With No Sun,
Moon, Distance, Time, or Space
Not even A "Matter of Things" Yet
SPiRiT Within Yes HeART YeS SoUL Uploading
Now of
Mine
For
Real Online...
Yes With Around
130,000 Photos or so
i Took And 10,000 or So
YouTube Videos Through
The History of Music i Chose
to Accompany All of the "SonG oF mY SoUL" True too...
Of Course Way too Much For Most Folks to Even Wrap
Their Minds Around Yet An All You May Eat Buffet of me
Hehe
Just
Changing
Water into Love For Real
These Words my Bread of Soul...
Postscript:
A Devil's Advocate Can
And Will Be a FRiEnD
While The Devil
May be Found
In DeTails
Easter NoW
Is in the Eggs
D'eviled Eggs
Can And Will be
DeLightFul Yes
Even Without Friends
One Can And Will Play with
Words And other Symbols...
No Matter What 'They' Do
Love Continues to FLY ALiVE
Nah Ya Won't Remove These Wings
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Long_poem
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KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fysxCBOIa9U
Hehe Dear
Cindy Peter
Pan Has No
Reason Or
Rhyme
Or Meter
To Fly He
And Or She
Only
Does
With
No
Idea
Only
Feeling
SenSinG SPiRiT
Winds NoW Within
To Fly
Even
Higher
With SMiles...
Balancing Force
of Life BRinGinG Peace
Absence of Fear Loving
Foundation of Strength And
Will For All
That We
May
Do
With
Force
And Power
Of All For Giving
Thanks Giving Love Dear Savvy
Happy Weekend to You Dear
FRiEnD
Mercy Understanding
Faith And Hope Empathy
And Compassion Believing
Wisdom's
Love
With
SMiLes
Icing on
A Humming
Bird Cake of
Loving
Life
DarK
Thru LiGHT...
Pleasure Dear
Yam Thanks so
Much For Your
Inspiring Poem...
SMiles Dear Sohair
We Become What
We Consume
‘Things’
Or
Love
With
SMiles
When
Humanity
Is Placed First
Yes The Rewards
Are Beyond Price
Again
This
Love
For
All
With
Least Harm...
Hehe, Dear Sohair Our Wedding
Was on the River Boardwalk WHere
i Grew Up DownTown A Notary of the
Public A Friend of the Family Performed
The Service For Free
Followed By a Free
Wedding Reception
At my Place of
Employment
Then a
Military
Bowling
Center Sponsored
By the League Bowlers there
It Cost All of Zero Dollars i Have
Relatives With Weddings that Cost
Tens of Thousands of Dollars That
Lasted All of
One Year
of Course
i Don't Own
A Pair of Long Pants
Since Winter of 2013
Everywhere i Go i Wear Clothes
That Cost Altogether Close
to Twenty Bucks Yep Just A
Shirt and Some Shorts Mostly
Bought Cheapest on the Dime
Yep Hehe i Am A Cheap Skate Yet
i Roll With Wheels of Love the Best
i Can And Will With SMiLes So Fortunate
i am to Marry Katrina Who Grew up Poor Like
me as What We
HaVE iN Common
is Folks Who Had
Big Weddings At The
Big Churches Here Spit on
me And Her me For Smiling
And Her For Being Poor Interestingly
We Are Still Young At Loving Soul And Some
Folks Say it Shows
With SMiLes
Same Home
Always Same
Car For Decades
if i Have my Way
Same Wife of Course
for a Lifetime And Same
Love Always Priceless For
All with Least Harm mY FRiEnD...
Key to ALL oF iT
Love Opens
All Doors
And Keeps
Them Open True...
The Place WHere i Grew up Then
on the River Bank Was Turned into
A Local Park on the River Celebrating
Events During the Year With Bands And
SMiLes
HAha
i Didn't
Even Have
to Ask Anyone
to Do That to
Commemorate
Where i
Am
Raised DownTown
Like i Dance And Sing
Love Opens All Doors
And Keeps Them Open Indeed...
Balancing Force
of Life BRinGinG Peace
Absence of Fear Loving
Foundation of Strength And
Will For All
That We
May
Do
With
Force
And Power
Of All For Giving
Thanks Giving Love Dear Savvy
Happy Weekend to You Dear
FRiEnD
Mercy Understanding
Faith And Hope Empathy
And Compassion Believing
Wisdom's
Love
With
SMiLes
Icing on
A Humming
Bird Cake of
Loving
Life
DarK
Thru LiGHT...
Side Note: i KNoW
Not What i Do Yet This Feeling
NoW So Much JoY iN Effortless Ease
SMiLes Dear Cindy
Somehow All my
Drawers Come
Filled With
Undewear
White i Do
Believe A
Laundry Fairy
Lives At Home
Noticing All the Clean
Dishes and Glasses in
The Cupboards Yes And
Practically
Stocked With
Enough Food
And Supplies for
A Nuclear Disaster
Hehe No Ordinary Fairy
Must Be 'Wendy' As Every
Once in A While
i Contact 'Tinker Bell' too
Never The Less
Peter Pan
Rarely Lifts
A Finger
Unless
it is to Type
Singing Floating
On Terrestrial Land of Dance
And Make No Mistake Every Once
in A While i Visit Lost Men And Try
to Bring Them Home Again A Place
Where They May Enjoy The Company
of Another Wendy And Tinker Bells too HAha...
True i Have
Plenty
of
Fairy
Emjoi's too
Yes ACTuALLy For Real
Thanks For Your Creative Colors too...
Congrats Dear Doc
For Your Anniversary
Quitting Smoking
Now For 22 Years!
Indeed As 'They'
Dance And Sing
With SMiLes
Patience
Loving
me
Heals Thyself...
Beauty is the Touch
Who Heals Dear Yam
Smiles Leaves That Feed
Trees Falling to
Fertilize Soils
Green to
Sprout
Spring
CoLoRinG Leaves
FLoWeRS Summering
Falling Rebirthing Winter
Soils For Spring Again
True How Do We Lose
ThiS ETernal Life Now
This Beauty Spiraling
Love For Life Old
And New Thru
DarK and
LiGHT
Seeing
Is Believing
Love is Feeling
And Doing More Than
Forgetting All the Life Beauty Brings Free
Thanks For Your Inspiring Beautiful Poem Dear Yam
Indeed
Beauty Free
Separation From 'State'...
Sun Arriving New
Cloud’s Pleasure
Raining Life Yes
Green Colorful
Now
Dear
Savvy
With SMiles...
Steak,
Shrimp,
Lobster,
Cheese
Cake or
All Five
Wait!
i Forgot
It’s not
My
BD
Till
June 6th
Yet Yes Now
my Expectations
Are
Clear
With
Humming
Bird Cake Dear...
SMiLes Dear USA Writes How Fortunate
i Am i Have FRiEnDS Like my Wife
And Sister Always Here for me Now
SMiLes Dear USA Writes How Fortunate
i Am i Have FRiEnDS Who Are There for me
Far Away in Reply With No Fail And Smiles
For me Always in Gifts of Caring Soul
SMiLes Dear USA Writes How Fortunate
i Am i Have FRiEnDS Who Perhaps Return
What i Give A Third Or So in Their Busy Lives
SMiLes Dear USA Writes How Fortunate
i Am i Have FRiEnDS Who i Regularly
Bless With Good Wishes And Hopes
For Them For All They Love
And Maybe i Hear From
Them Twice A Year
Yet the Amazing
Part is How
They Thank
me And
Even Say
They Adore
me For Always
Being There For Them
And Then There Are FRiEnDS
i Regularly Greet That i May Hear
From Years Between Yet Again They
Always Thank me For Being there For Them...
i Lived For Decades Nose to the Grinding Stone
of Work the Wash And Rinse And Dry Cycles of
Life Just Never Ending Where Seriously i Had
Dreams That Tried to Remind me i Still Had A
Wife
And
A Real
Life At Home
i Forgot The Flowers Even
Existed until my Wife Was
in the Hospital During A Life
Threatening Labor and Birth
of A Child Who Lived 51 Days
Coming Home While She Was
in the Hospital For a little While
at Least i Noticed the Flowers Again
My Mother Always Had Christmas Cards
Across Her Book Case in Her Little Apartment
i Wondered How She Kept Connections That Way
With People All Those Years Yet i Just Didn't Have
Within What Drove Her to Give That Way No Matter
Who Returned
Her Calls
In Life
It Took 66 Months of Pain
And Numb To Escape A 'Zillion'
And One Other THINGS in School/Work
Life Other Than Putting People First
in my Life
To Return
to my
Child
of Love
Within the
Little Boy my
Mother Said
in the Way She
Sang Every Word
Of Life With Love As
She Sang i had Open
Arms For Every Stranger
When So Small Without Any
Words Until Age 4 Then It's True
Dear USA Writes 'Modernity' 'These
Days' Will Erase Our HeARTS Our
SPiRiTS And Our SoULS From Even
A Memory
If We Were Ever
Really Human At all...
It took me 66 Months
of Hell To Return to A Child
of Truly Life and Love Again...
All i Know, Feel, And Sense is Change
is A Greatest
Gift and Curse
Yet At Least Change
Is Possible For A
Greatest Gift (Love)
Returning Again That is True and Real And Touches
Others Without Fear As the River Continues to Flow
As the Wind Continues to Blow Where Dams Break
And Old
Decaying
Buildings Fall Down
And Somehow We Rise Again...
When The Giving Become the
Receiving When the Thanks
Giving Becomes the For Giving
Truly It Seems Now With SMiLes
THeRE iS Only One Way Up New...
-Love
True
Hehe Vrunda
Best Conversation
Starter Is Listening...
Story Book Character
JeSuS onLY LiVeS iN LoVE
Any Other JeSuS IS JusT DeaD NoW
The Big
Bang still
Makes MuSiC
For What That's Worth
i HeaR HEaVeN Allnow...
Others Hear A Song of Nihl.
A Bottom LiNE NOTE NoW iS YeS
MuSiC WiLL And Does Drive Human Will
INDeeD Deep Within mY SoUL mY SPiRiT
mY HeART Transforming Always Now
NeW iNto Sacred Holy Divine MuSiC
Of Course Unleashing Releasing in
Dancing Singing Free SPiRiT Wind Coming
Again
From
Within
Notes of
the Divine
As MuSiC Breathes God
This Living Human Tree
As Birds Sing And Fly in Ease
God NeVeR Gives God’s
LiFe Always ReTurNS LoVENoW
When/WHere God is Art oF LoVENoW
MusE IS A Gift ALWaYS in Reach
Out of Touch Close Enough
FaR AwaY iNSPiRinG Art of You ALWaYS NoW
SMiLes.. Friend
In this World so
Many Find Cold
Art Warms Soul
In All Ways
Art Touches
Us We Art
too...
Pleasure...
Truly For All...
SMiles Savvy Listening To Silent
Voice of SouL HeART
Feels SPiRiT Speaks
Dance
Sing
Comes
Freely
FLoWinG
Wind Sees Breathes...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w2Ov5jzm3j8
Sadly Dear Chaymaa
There Are Now Entire
Varied Communities
Addicted to the Adrenaline
And Dopamine That Anger and
Hate Does Bring
Living More A Life With
Each Other of Con-Social
Emotions Than Pro-Social
Emotions that Color Life Love For Real
Indeed Anger Serves A Purpose to Fight
And Survive When Necessary Yet Indeed
Illusory Fears
And The Anger
That Proceeds
Only Fester in Hate
And Sadly For Many
Becomes a Life-Long
Addiction in
Dark
Key is
Does the
Activity
Turn Life
SHades of
Grey to BLacK Abyss
Or Do The Emotions
Related to Love So Far Away
From Fear, Anger, And Hate
Rather in
Peace Bring
Every Inhale
As Peace Exhale
As Love For All to
Give, Share, Care, And Heal
For Real With Least Harm
Two Places
To Go
One Place
Now to Staycation
For me With SMiLes...
i Watched About Half 'the Video' And Surely Could
Relate to the Reciprocal Social Communication Difficulties the Young
Man Experienced in School; And Yes, Most Definitely For me Even More So
With Gross
And Fine
Motor Coordination;
Actually, Specifically,
A Criterion in Gilberg Criteria
For Asperger's Syndrome, Along
With in my Case, A Hyperlexic Language
Delay until 4 And Problems Stuttering And
Coordinating Output of Language to Keep Up with my Mind;
Same As 'Prescription' Hand Writing Keeping Up with my Mind too....
Typing is Easier this Way; A Whole Lot Comes Out Yet Really Even
At 130 WPM Totally Focused, There is Still Some Catch-Up to Do in
Autotelic
Flow this
Way; Yes, Totally
Hyper-Laser Focused
In A Meditative Way, No
Different Than the Free
Dance i Do in Meditation too;
What i Couldn't Do When
i Was Younger as i Barely
Cracked A Book to Read in School;
Mostly Relying on The Auditory And
Visual Laser Focus of Lectures in School;
Yawn, Staying Close to the Top of the Class
With 3 Degrees, Never the Less, Never Really
Meeting Any Real Creative Potential in Life Except
in A Couple of Spurts in Middle School and A Philosophy Class in College;
HAha, What i could also Identify With, What the Young Man Said is How Much
'The Buttocks' Will Mean For a Woman For 'Base Physical Attraction' As Back
When i Was A Runner, It Was Grabbed More Than Once in Bars And That Was
Before my Wife
Even Said i Moved
From Flat Buttocks
to More of A Bubble
Butt During 16,666 Miles
of Public Dancing Now in 105 Months;
It's True, Only Recently my Wife Actually Caught
A Young Woman Taking A Photo of my Butt Close
Up When i Was Turned The Other Way At Walmart;
Yet of Course, Considering the Metro Audience Has
Determined i'm Both Famous and Living Legend, Well Documented
Still Now in A Viral Video With Close to 90 Thousand Views and 1300
Comments From the Metro Area; Sure That Goes With That Territory
Along With Over 2000 Photos With the Most Beautiful Young Women
in This Beach
Town Area
Spending
6 Years Dancing
on 'College Night' With Them' Yet
In My 20's, i Was Mostly A Wallflower
Waiting For them to Come to me Rather
Than Doing the Solo Thing And Then A Whole
Lot of Beautiful Women Coming my Way Without Fail
With Smiles Ear to Ear in Ecstatic Joy of Dance; However,
They Only Knew me By My Non-Verbal Communication
in A Solo Fearless Dance Without Fail; Hehe, They Probably
Would Have
Fallen
Asleep
And Totally
Zoned Out with
a 'Fred-Talk' Like This
And True the Dude on the
Video Did Kinda Go on and
on and on too About His Special Interests too...
Anyway, Here's the Thing; Human Beings Have Incredible
Untapped Potentials With Enough Environmental Challenge
As Adaption Comes With
Struggle or Not Now;
EPiGeNeTiC AS Such;
IF ANYONE HAD LOOKED
AT 'THIS PHOTO' OF me
AT AGE 13, ALL 5 FOOT 10
AND 120 POUNDS THEN; WHAT
ARE THE CHANCES THAT THE LAST
KID PICKED IN SPORTS, WOULD END UP
BEING AN ATHLETIC DIRECTOR AT A MILITARY
INSTALLATION AND STILL THE STRONGEST LEG PRESSING
DUDE REACHING 62 ON JUNE 6TH, STILL AT UP TO 1520 POUNDS;
Well, Again, Considering That the Peers Then At School Spit on me for
Even Trying to Smile; and Continually Let me Know i Really Didn't Deserve
To Exist
As That's
A Whole Lot
Easier to Believe
As A Photo Says So
Much More Then Than
A 242 Pound Dude Now
Who Still Has Women Following
Him Around Town as the Dancing
Man Still and Senior Citizen Hehe...
Epigenetic Effects Are What's For
Breakfast, Lunch, And Dinner ACross
The Lifespan; Some Do the Talk and
Other Folks Do The Dance of Change;
And Lord Knows my So-Called Ascension
And Transcendence Had Nothing to Do With
Meeting Societal Norms; And Everything to Do
With Naked, Enough, Whole, And Complete;
Additionally, my First Love at 18, And my
Current Love Who is 52 Have One Thing
In Common;
Haha, They
Could Still
Be Mistaken For Sisters;
And Not Likely Mother and Daughter
With Of Course Similar Reactions From
Others As Both Wearing No Make-Up
Almost 'Supernormally' Beautiful With a Perfect Figure...
My First Love Called me Her Macho Man And Said i Should
be A Captain of A Ship; My Current Wife Called me the Nicest
Man She Ever
Met;
And it is
the Second
Relationship that
Still Lasts; Relationships
Based on Attraction May
Be Temporary at Most;
Relationships Based
On HeART Are
Still The Ones
That/Who Last
No Matter What;
i Didn't Hear Any
Evidence of that Propensity
in The Video of the Young Man
Shared; He still Has a long Way
To Go, To Ever Find Love that Lasts
With His Current Material Reductionist
Superficial Attitude About Relationships;
Same as the Rest of The So-Called Incel Communities
Hooked on Porn; If You Really Want to Touch Women in
Every Way; You
Touch Her HeART;
And When You 'Touch' Her
SoUL Her SPiRiT Through
A Dance or Through A Song
She Will Never Forget Your 'Touch'...
Not Seeing Any Ascension in the Video;
Just Stale Adherence to The Way of 'That World'
Empty and Cold...
i'm Glad
i Could Never
Fit in to the Way
of That World; i'm
Thrilled That i Created
my Own World That Works So Well
For me Without GIVING ONE GOD
DAMN WHAT ANYONE ELSE THINKS...
The Benefit
of Being
The One
No One Wants
Around; Finding Your
Own Paths and Being So
Truly Successful Within, 'Normies'
Ain't Even Got A Clue Where You Are...
Thank God i Was God Damned Weird;
And Thank
God i Am Still,
Hehe, Even if i Do
Look Like i Could Hit
Homeruns on the First
Baptist Soft Ball team
Now As A Senior Citizen, HAha;
Yeah, It's True That's All it Takes
to Really Fit in, in 'Trump Town USA'...
That And the Magic Password 'Jesus';
Just Say That Word And You've Got Best Friends
Forever Here...
Yet Act With
Love For All
With Least Harm
And See How Distant
They Will All Still Come to Be...
"i've Already Been to the Valley,
Same Height as the Mountain Now;
They Ain't Even Got Off THeir Porch."
My Step-Mother Advised me to Never Believe
That Women Will Meet Your Expectations of What
You See in Porn Magazines; Yet Without Make-Up,
Both my First
Love And
Wife Now
Still Prove
Her Theory Wrong...
EXCEEDINGLY SO;
Yawn, All My High-School
Crushes Were ON Nerd Girls
From the 'Beta Club' For Nerds;
i Would Have Been As Happy Being
Married to Them As The 'Super Models'
Who Eventually Came Attached to me Next...
Love Trumps
All When You
Are Really
Capable
of Touching
A Woman's HeART,
SPiRiT, And SoUL;
It Doesn't Matter
Who You Are Or What
You Look Like Either;
Or even if they've
Never Seen you at all...
The 'Color of Water' is Love
When Real;
Clear to
See and Be;
i Still Go Places
Now Cause i
Adapted to
Struggle and Changed
That Many folks Still
Can't Even Dream of Now;
And Making Any Additional
Money or Buying Stuff Has
Nothing to Do With it At All;
As Through over 2000 Ecstatic
Joyous Smiles With the Most Beautiful
Young College Age Women in my Area,
i Never Had
A Dime in
my Pocket
or A Drink to Buy for them;
On the Other Hand, i Received
A Few i Turned Down Along With Literal Wishes
to Marry me For Only A Fearless Solo Dance then
Again at Close to 60 Years-Old;
Chances Are
With A Full
'Fred-Talk'
Hehe Not So Much...
Actually in Some Ways
i Was Less Taxing to my
Wife when i Rarely Said a
Word through the First Couple
of Decades in our Marriage then...
CHANGE
IS POSSIBLE,
ALL THE WAY
ACROSS THE LIFESPAN INDEED...
Sitting Around Complaining
Enjoying Misery Loves
Suffering With
Other Folks
Is Surely
A way
to Stagnate
And Verily Rot;
Been There and Done that too...
The Appeal of Online Incel Communities
To Anyone is Obviously Misery Loves Suffering
And A Big Helping of Addiction to the Neurohormones
And Neurochemicals That A Community of Anger And Hate Provide;
Really Not Much
Different than
The Hell
Fire
Evangelistic
Churches From
Around my Local Area too;
Yet Just Remember the Magic
Password Jesus and Look Like
You Can Hit a Home Run on the
First Baptist Softball Team With Your
Mouth
Otherwise
Shut And
Congrats
You Automatically
Become Part of the
Toxic Patriarchy Team...
Indeed, IT Proves More
Toxic Every God Damned American Day...
Other than That Happy Memorial Day to ALL; Still
Coming/Going; "Get Out and Buy A Gun," Still An 'American JeSuS' Way...
Yawn, i Can't Tow A Car Without A Tow-Truck;
Yawn, Although i Do Leg Press Up to 3 Quarters of a Ton
Now; Yet Still, i Can't Tow A Car Without A Tow-Truck.
Several Countries Have Already Reduced Mass
Shootings to Almost Zero By Eliminating
The Tools
That Are Used
To 'Tow the Car';
And to Be Clear That's Just a Metaphor;
And to Be Clear, Because i Can And Do Leg
Press Up to 3 Quarters of A Ton AKA 1520 Pounds
And Am A Well Trained Martial Artist Who Carries my Self
With Zero Fear;
i Don't Feel a Need
to Carry a 'Concealed Weapon';
Nope, i Don't Even Feel A Need
to Use A Martial Arts KicK NoW
As in Most Cases Now It is Those
Who 'Carry Themselves in Vulnerable
Ways' Who Are Attacked in 'The Street'.
i See The Value in Guns to Defend Life;
For Those Who Feel Vulnerable in Need.
i See the Reality That Without Weapons
of Mass Death, There WILL Be Less Death
By Those Tools;
As Let's Face
IT That 'Vulnerable
Little Boy' Would Have
Likely Been Overpowered
By Two Female Teachers Without A Weapon;
Particularly, A Gun of Mass Death; We Have
A Gun Culture; We Have A Gun Culture that Practically
Worships Guns Of Mass Death; What This Lends Is More
of A Propensity
For Mass Death by Shootings;
Other Countries That Don't Have
Their Heads Up their Butts Have Found
Solutions
That
Work;
at Least
For Specifically
Mass Shootings
And Mass Death This Way;
Yet, You Don't Change the Big
C Easy; Particularly in a Country of 'Spoiled Brat Leaders'...
The Realistic Solutions We Have That Might Have A Chance
of Passing in Our So-Called Representative Democracy Are
the Universal Back-Ground Checks That 90 Percent of the
Country Are Behind;
'Red Flag Laws' Have
A Chance in 'Hell' of
Passing too; Not Much of
A Chance; Never the Less a Chance;
Yet Probably Not As Much of A Chance
As the 1 in 5 Mass Shootings That the FBI
Also Associates With the Concerning Factor
of Violent Video Games.
'You' Do What You Can; Yet Keeping
Heads Stuck Up Butts and Doing Nothing,
IS ZERO
PERCENT
HELPFUL NOW.
i Fell 'Victim' to Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia, The Literal Suicide Disease
From Wake to Sleep, No Drug Would Touch
For 66 Months; If i Had a Gun Then, And i Was
Strong Enough to Use It, And i Knew How to Use it,
i Would NOT Be Here Now; So, Instead, i Became
Fearless and Strong
Enough to
Be Naked,
Enough, Whole,
And Complete ENOUGH
to Not Only Survive yet Thrive...
As i Will Never Be Able to Own A
Gun; For the Possibility of that Worst
Known Pain Returning to me Again;
Too Bad That Young Man Turned to
Tools Like Violent Video Games and Related Killing Machines;
And i surely Know What it feels Like When Pain is All the Feeling You Can Feel...
In terms
of Slashing
A Face With
A Knife to Feel
Anything At All;
Misanthropy With
A Lack of Human
Empathy/And or Feelings is A Key Ingredient
of Mass Murders; Indeed, 'Tow Trucks' Alone Don't Tow
Cars Without Cars; Yet i Still Can't Tow A Car, Without a Tow Truck...
Damn It, If only There Was Room for More Plates on that Leg Press Machine...
i've Never Played Violent Video Games as i Happen to Enjoy Human Empathy;
And Anyone With Any Frigging Common Empathy Understands Playing Violent
Video Games
Reduces
Human
Empathy;
On the Other Hand,
Poetry And Free Dance
in Moving Meditation of 'Embodiment'
is Shown to Increase Human Connections
in Terms of Warm Empathy to be
FRIGGING TOTALLY HUMAN.
TRUE, i Chose Different
Tools, including Martial
Arts And Strength Training
To Keep my Shadow Self Well Sheathed AS A SHarp SWord...
And Meek Enough to Still Inherit The Earth Without Being Buried
or Burnt, Or Otherwise Feeding Worms And or Vultures So far at least...
Folks Now With the Power And Force
of Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing Love
Are Much More Likely to Stay Alive And Thrive...
And There Are Many Activities And Tools That Increase That Propensity too...
Yawn, How Different The World Will Be With Religion(s)/Politics/Philosophies/
Big Overall C's That And Who Actually
Promote Heaven on Earth Now
And
Within,
Instead
Now of
Literal
F in Hell,
Both Within
And The Reality
of Killing Machines
And Children Dead, Dead, Dead.
Other than That 'Vote' For Folks Who
Put Human Resources Above 'Things' First...
In Other
Words,
Vote For Humans...
Balancing Force
of Life BRinGinG Peace
Absence of Fear Loving
Foundation of Strength And
Will For All
That We
May
Do
With
Force
And Power
Of All For Giving
Thanks Giving Love Dear Savvy
Happy Weekend to You Dear
FRiEnD
Mercy Understanding
Faith And Hope Empathy
And Compassion Believing
Wisdom's
Love
With
SMiLes
Icing on
A Humming
Bird Cake of
Loving
Life
DarK
Thru LiGHT...
Hehe Dear
Cindy Peter
Pan Has No
Reason Or
Rhyme
Or Meter
To Fly He
And Or She
Only
Does
With
No
Idea
Only
Feeling
SenSinG SPiRiT
Winds NoW Within
To Fly
Even
Higher
With SMiles...
_________________
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