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26 Aug 2020, 1:11 am

The past few months I have felt like my brain took a vacation and did not come back. I can do my job, read a little bit, and maybe watch a stupid Youtube video or take a walk, but beyond something that gives immediate gratification I am screwed. I dropped out of some classes at the college as my brain could not keep up (even though I understand the material). This snowballed and I don't even feel like programming. I like investing still and want to look into home made VR and holograms, but beyond that I don't have motivation. I also want to visit a few cities and apply for permanent residency once things clear up with covid, but outside that I don't have much motivation for anything. I think things i care about closing down, an organization I supported and believed in went off the rails, and the state of the US just makes me want to leave. I also want to travel as well, but beyond "fun stuff", I really don't have much motivation for projects and what not. How do you wiggle out of brain fog as it seems like I have been at this for about 3 months.



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26 Aug 2020, 4:58 am

I have felt like that since 12. Now 37

Conceptually, diet, sleep, counseling, meditation, diversion could reduce brain fog

But sometimes "you can't make a silk purse out of a sows ear"



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27 Aug 2020, 8:36 am

To me, it looks like overload. It might have built up from all that's been happening, both in your life and in the world.
Is there a way for you to distance yourself from it all, go away for a week or so, change perspective?
In my case, travel helps a lot.


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27 Aug 2020, 8:42 am

I think it's called "Ennui" ... could be overload ... could be "under"-load ... could be some form of clinical depression ... could be early onset of middle age ... could be lack of a girlfriend ... could be any number of things.

Only a medical professional could tell you with any certainty.  Have you consulted a physician lately?


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27 Aug 2020, 9:24 am

This is a List of Signs of Trauma. Trauma is produced by stress overload.

* Deer in the headlight frozen expression
* Paleness and racing heartbeat
* Terrified speechless
* Disruptive behavior
* Anger, irritability, mood swings, edginess
* Hyperactive
* Poor concentration
* Demonstrating poor impulse control
* Lethargic, lack of energy
* Depressed
* Shock, denial, or disbelief
* Confusion, feeling out of control
* Anxiety and fear
* Night terrors
* Guilt, shame and self-blame
* Withdrawing from others
* Feeling sad and hopeless
* Feeling disconnected or numb, spacey
* Hyper-focus on mortality or death
* Loss of appetite or overeating
* Obsessive-compulsive behavior
* Avoidance behavior


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03 Sep 2020, 7:45 pm

Fnord wrote:
I think it's called "Ennui" ... could be overload ... could be "under"-load ... could be some form of clinical depression ... could be early onset of middle age ... could be lack of a girlfriend ... could be any number of things.

Only a medical professional could tell you with any certainty.  Have you consulted a physician lately?


Plan to. I work later, so harder to find someone I can talk to, but might have found a person the town over that takes my insurance. Wish me luck.



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03 Sep 2020, 7:48 pm

I'm having a foggy day. No matter how many naps I take, or how much coffee I drink, my unruly brain refuses to co-operate by focusing on a task. I think of these as "plan B" days, where I just try not to get hurt or spend too much money, since nothing much is getting done.


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03 Sep 2020, 8:48 pm

I've had similiar experiences throughout my life. AS the other people said ti could be due to a variety of factors.


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03 Sep 2020, 9:15 pm

Romofan wrote:
I'm having a foggy day. No matter how many naps I take, or how much coffee I drink, my unruly brain refuses to co-operate by focusing on a task. I think of these as "plan B" days, where I just try not to get hurt or spend too much money, since nothing much is getting done.


That is kinda how I am feeling, although it is working on plans of plans rather than the plans themselves. Interested in an alternative assets, working on a clep class, and passing an exam for work. I think that should keep me busy, at least until I am out of the hole.



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05 Sep 2020, 2:24 pm

Ugh, yet another day where I am reading the same page three times before I 'get' it. Tried waking early, walking, coffee, a nap, more coffee...my brain won't co-operate :|


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05 Sep 2020, 3:04 pm

Romofan wrote:
Ugh, yet another day where I am reading the same page three times before I 'get' it. Tried waking early, walking, coffee, a nap, more coffee...my brain won't co-operate :|


At least you were not 1984'ed for wanting to read a book at your local university library (only students can go in, despite there being no issue with me going in before).

On a lighter note, Red Bull, tea, Nas, and my office are my jams these days. Still in the funk but managing the best I can. Once I get my living situation figured out Linux AR/VR here I come :D.