I wish I have someone to help me. People would be surprise with what I don’t know for my age. It can be very scary for me, I can feel like I don’t belong in my town, I used to be sooo different before my Aspergers got more bad. And things are more worse with my ankle bones, my bones can REALLY hurt, my foot hurt on the bottom of the foot, my foot is soooo numb, I hardly can feel my foot, night time is more pain, I have to drag my foot around in pain. I been very emotional, I been crying alot, I’m tired of crying. I want to be normal. I wish my time was up on earth. With everything that is happening now, I shouldn’t be looking for guys, maybe I not meant to have a boyfriend.