Hi Marknis,
I'm sorry you are feeling so poorly. I agree with Juliette and Jimmy that this sounds more like a panic attack than a stroke, but that doesn't negate the fact you are experiencing a serious emotional crisis. I hope you will speak to your pdoc about the increase in your depression and anxiety which seems evident in your last few posts.
I'd like to contribute some information for anyone who is curious about strokes, as a public service message. The main thing to remember is that strokes cause an absence of abilities, known as "negative symptoms". Sensations and abilities that our bodies normally have, suddenly disappear (e.g., balance, coordination, the ability to smile). This is in contrast to "positive symptoms", or additional sensations and abilities (e.g., hallucinations, skin rashes).
I've suffered two strokes. The first was quite serious and I spent a year in rehab.
This is what it was like for me at onset:
- Sudden onset (I was totally fine, and then ... BAM!)
- Sudden weakness and inability to control limbs (I fell on the ground -- loss of muscle control)
- Sudden confusion, with an inability to speak more than gibberish (I could only say b-b-b-b-b-b-b)
- Extreme dizziness / vertigo like I was extremely drunk, including the inability to see straight
- Inability to stand or balance (I was basically breakdancing on the ground)
- Arms flailing when I tried to reach for assistance
- Later in ambulance, one foot was kicking rapidly out of control
- One eye would not open (drooped face)
- Pseudo-Bulbar Affect (uncontrolled laughter from brain damage - some people have uncontrolled crying)
My second stroke was a month ago today. It was much smaller, but involved:
- Inability to move my arm and hand
- Extreme dizziness
- Inability to speak
The second one was mild in comparison, and brought on by a spike in blood pressure and / or a blood clot from a different medical problem.
My mother has had aneurysms which are a different type of stroke.
They involve severe headaches and loss of balance.
If anyone thinks they are having a stroke, please seek medical help immediately.
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