Crystal1414 wrote:
My anxiety is high lately. It comes and goes. It gets so bad that I cant process anything. I cannot focus. It's hard to mask this.
People always ask me if I'm ok and I say I'm ok. But I think they know something is up. I hate this feeling, like I have something wrong with me and that my diagnoses make me less than. People make me feel self conscious. I'm so worried. I lost it in public recently. I lost it in front of my cousins friend. I scared her. I thought I married Lucifer. I would keep bringing it up and rambling about it. Sometimes I ramble. I feel embarrassed afterwards though.
sweetheart you are not less than....no one is less than
please stop comparing yourself to others and embrace yourself
I ramble too
I'm also autistic with schizophrenia
I don't take too much notice of my voices though
they whitter too much
if you need to talk my inbox is open
reaching out to you from across the pond
I'm sure your cousin is OK
my rambles are weird...its usually when I can't find my tickle or work on my projects...aka special interests as the world calls them