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Crystal1414
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16 Nov 2021, 8:50 pm

My anxiety is high lately. It comes and goes. It gets so bad that I cant process anything. I cannot focus. It's hard to mask this.

People always ask me if I'm ok and I say I'm ok. But I think they know something is up. I hate this feeling, like I have something wrong with me and that my diagnoses make me less than. People make me feel self conscious. I'm so worried. I lost it in public recently. I lost it in front of my cousins friend. I scared her. I thought I married Lucifer. I would keep bringing it up and rambling about it. Sometimes I ramble. I feel embarrassed afterwards though.



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16 Nov 2021, 8:58 pm

Are you doing better than earlier this year? I hope this passes soon.


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Crystal1414
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17 Nov 2021, 10:22 am

funeralxempire wrote:
Are you doing better than earlier this year? I hope this passes soon.


I think I am but it still feels rough. Thank you. I think it will pass. It always does.



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19 Nov 2021, 5:28 am

hey pettle. i know what its like to be autistic and schizophrenic at the same time



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19 Nov 2021, 5:30 am

Crystal1414 wrote:
My anxiety is high lately. It comes and goes. It gets so bad that I cant process anything. I cannot focus. It's hard to mask this.

People always ask me if I'm ok and I say I'm ok. But I think they know something is up. I hate this feeling, like I have something wrong with me and that my diagnoses make me less than. People make me feel self conscious. I'm so worried. I lost it in public recently. I lost it in front of my cousins friend. I scared her. I thought I married Lucifer. I would keep bringing it up and rambling about it. Sometimes I ramble. I feel embarrassed afterwards though.


sweet heart

its ok to be you

it really is



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19 Nov 2021, 5:32 am

I ramble a lot too

its funny
ramble at me...



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19 Nov 2021, 5:33 am

ramble sweet pea



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20 Nov 2021, 3:37 am

Crystal1414 wrote:
My anxiety is high lately. It comes and goes. It gets so bad that I cant process anything. I cannot focus. It's hard to mask this.

People always ask me if I'm ok and I say I'm ok. But I think they know something is up. I hate this feeling, like I have something wrong with me and that my diagnoses make me less than. People make me feel self conscious. I'm so worried. I lost it in public recently. I lost it in front of my cousins friend. I scared her. I thought I married Lucifer. I would keep bringing it up and rambling about it. Sometimes I ramble. I feel embarrassed afterwards though.


sweetheart you are not less than....no one is less than

please stop comparing yourself to others and embrace yourself

I ramble too

I'm also autistic with schizophrenia

I don't take too much notice of my voices though

they whitter too much

if you need to talk my inbox is open

reaching out to you from across the pond

I'm sure your cousin is OK

my rambles are weird...its usually when I can't find my tickle or work on my projects...aka special interests as the world calls them



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20 Nov 2021, 3:39 am

tickle = silky bit of material I rub