I cant handle these feelings right now. My thoughts are jumbled. I keep forgetting what I mean to say. I'm getting it wrong. In fact I haven't been able to talk for an hour. I feel like people are arguing about me. I'm on high alert.
I want to try reading again but now I dont know if I will manage, which is a shame because I have books I really want to read. Reading becomes hard when in this state. I read the same page over and over and still dont understand. I'm exhausted.