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Kitty4670
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27 Jun 2022, 7:07 pm

I hate when I had meltdowns, it so scary, I literally feel like a little girl & I’m all alone, I feel abandoned, I feel like there no hope, I was hysterical crying. I wanted to die.


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27 Jun 2022, 10:52 pm

What led to the meltdown?



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27 Jun 2022, 10:56 pm

Sorry that you have to go through this, Kitty4670.

I know how it goes, if it's anything.



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28 Jun 2022, 2:44 am

Hi. Sorry you're going through hell! I know it feels terrible. You aren't alone. Sending a hug.


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28 Jun 2022, 5:00 am

Meltdowns feel terrible and I’m sorry you had to go through that. Grief is a huge stressor and you just experienced a great loss. Try to be kind and patient with yourself, especially during this time. :heart:


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28 Jun 2022, 11:24 am

I hope you're doing okay, Kitty4670.


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01 Jul 2022, 1:59 am

I feel like I want to die. I have no help, I have to do everything myself, it can be tooooo overwhelming. I feel like there no hope, I feel sooooo scare. I just want to stayed in bed forever, it safer in bed.


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01 Jul 2022, 3:03 am

Oh I get those, but no hysteria. No one would know I was having one.



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01 Jul 2022, 4:49 am

Deep breaths, Kitty.

I get it about things feeling hopeless and when I get in that pit, it is impossible to see out of it. It’s essentially a different state of mind.

Try thinking of it as a storm. It can be horrible while it is going on, but it will be over.

I tried to help someone get services in California. It is very difficult, but not impossible. Hang in there.


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02 Jul 2022, 2:07 am

kraftiekortie wrote:
What led to the meltdown?



I was scooping my cat litter.


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