My confidence is destroyed

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I'm dying, there are bad people in my town I don't trust and I tried talking to someone who I thought would understand and he just said my biggest problem is I'm ugly. Another guy that used to be a junky said that too. The guy that screwed me up.

I'm not sure what the pretty way of dying is. It's like thank you guys I already knew I was ugly but thanks for your input.

Not really sure how to fix that and make myself look hot if I'm dying. What a horrible world.

That probably hurt deep. Sorry that people are being that way to you.

There are some bad people out there.

If someone is going to be that hurtful, their opinion doesn’t count for much. They are just trying to be hurtful. Some people think abusing others is fun.

It has nothing to do with you. It’s them. (I’m not saying that your feeling aren’t valid. I mean that what they said is not.)

Now you know not to trust these people.

Well I do look pretty awful because I'm dying and feel destroyed on an emotional level. I mean there's depression and then there's the lowest pits of hopelessness and despair which describes me perfectly.

So I'm dying and that's how I feel so no wonder there are some rude comments. But it's just very cruel because it's basically kicking me while I'm down.

I've had a lot of bad vibes directed at me. (Psychic attack, when someone psyches you out with bad vibes to purposely screw you up.) So that's why I look emotionally screwed up lately.

I have a feeling if I was a guy no one would care about my appearance. But since I'm female this is just not allowed.

Well yeah.

Another sad thing is if I didn't have to worry about certain things I could get better and have money and look better. But there are things in my environment contributing to mental illness.

I want to get better I just don't know how.

I bet you’re actually pretty….

Did you know that bad people's opinions don't count? They love hurting people and they just say things to hurt people for fun, which means what they say are often not true. So don't give in to their worthless input.

I have to say, ugly males also suffer greatly. Not just females. Or more than females. So you had better not belittle their suffering.

Sweetleaf, I almost passed out while cooking the other day, due to my heart condition. My aunt was a nurse and she said "Oh no."

Temp 1234, He may have felt insulted because I was looking at him the wrong way, or something. I suppose I was judgemental of him but he reacts to it in a way that's threatening and doesn't give a s**t what happens to me. Real nice guy.

Sounds like human shite. Clownshoes. Asshats. I hope you can find some better people to be around.

^ What HighLlama said.

Please stay away from this disgusting prick. I very much doubt you're ugly....people's personalities make them ugly. From what I've observed, you have a stunning one.

He has a way of making this seem like my fault because I'm unworthy. Then when I talk to him he acts nice like a friend. But he will also put me down after a while and bully and act scary. His friends will bully too and call me worthless. And what messes with my head is they were nice to me when I was a teenager because I was okay back then. Funny it seems like I was okay until I got around him. He is just a jerk, bully a**hole.

I think I'd better move. I had a teacher tell me I should. I had another tell me I could go to art school if I wanted. Of course my mom talked me out of doing anything positive that would be good for me. She even talked me out of getting a job!! This place isn't good for me. I know some of this is my fault for letting the idiots here drive me crazy. Now they are shaming me for letting them drive me crazy and killing me.

f**k this. They will just not leave me alone. I'm moving.