Feeling like an idiot

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My dream has sailed away. A group of artists wanted a roommate in a nice location where I live. I could have easily joined them. But I had too many people get inside my head and tell me I couldn't do things like that, and not only that, take my power away.

I messaged them anyway but didn't sugar coat it. Just said I was dying because people got a hold of me and drove me nuts. They probably won't take me for that reason. But I could of done it!!

Oh I'm so embarrassed for letting this happen to me. I am the biggest loser ever.

Not meaning to make light of it, but they're artists....I imagine they're inspired by their own pain and suffering, so I doubt they'd be judgemental!

Did they respond to your message? How do feel about asking them if the room is still available?

Well they responded at first but I made a mess of how I responded back. Gave them too much information I think. But it inspired me at least.