The damage of my life being worse bc of outside forces
Sometimes it feels like that maybe there's a reason no one can ever convince me to re-frame my mind into thinking more positively or having complete focus on things I can control or whatever. Maybe that reason is that life is just that damn bad.
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Early 20s male with Asperger’s and what feels like a mood disorder
Sorry you're feeling like that.
Maybe try making a glass half full list: You've got a roof over your head, you've got food, you haven't got cancer etc. etc.
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Diagnosed with ADHD - Inattentive type and undiagnosed aspergers.
Interests: music (especially 80s), computers, electronics, amateur radio, soccer (Liverpool).
czarsmom
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I very much understand and can relate to feeling that life is pretty damn bad. I also identify with other people trying to convince us that we should think positively. I personally get pretty frustrated when being told to be more positive.
This world is designed for neurotypicals, overall. Some of us, myself included, were born into families that didn't understand or appreciate us, and didn't give us any type of support at all. It makes life for us pretty damn tough.
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Czarsmom
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Early 20s male with Asperger’s and what feels like a mood disorder
What is causing those feelings?
Did anything, in particular, happen?
I remember, one time, some guy said he was going to kick my butt---for no reason! I was working at a crap job with him. Then and there, I decided to quit that job and get a much better one. Then, I decided to go to college.
Alone can be a preferred way of being for many of us. We need & often crave it. I’m sorry you feel that your life feels impossibly difficult due to “messed up things you can’t fix.” Would it help to elaborate & share what’s happening there? Things that are out of our control can make life feel hopeless at times, but I hope that your current situation is only one chapter of your existence. Many of us here have been to hell & back at times, but holding onto the thought that everything in life is temporary, that your hopes and dreams for the future can be achieved, are not worth giving up on. It could be that you need a change of scene, a break from your current life, if possible. If you truly feel alone, WP is certainly a good place to find friends. Hang in there.
Basically, it's in regard to other people's views on things. For example, people believing that people should be punished for things when there was an obvious lack of intent.
On another note, I'll address why I won't go to college; my grades were consistently mediocre, and I was told that almost all colleges required a certain GPA to be accepted in. Plus school was too rough on me to wanna continue that grind for another 2-4 years.
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Early 20s male with Asperger’s and what feels like a mood disorder
I have a great deal of respect for KK & his knowledge of what Colleges require over there. I’ e lived & worked in the US too, but most of my educational experience comes from Australia & the UK. I would imagine a diagnosis plus a minimum of a Pass in the basic subjects of Maths & English, along with a phonecall or written word from parents, would certainly assist in acceptance into further study, but only if this is where your heart lies. There are different paths to working in various fields, and quite often, you’d be surprised what can be achieved/gained by alternate routes.
School can be rough, especially if you’re on the spectrum & I’m so glad that the option of Home Education/Open University Courses/Online Learning coupled with eventual transition into Colleges/Tafes/Universities etc can make a wonderful difference. There are always alternatives, but sometimes we’re simply not aware they exist. Over here, the Universities & Colleges make a point of providing that chance to people on the spectrum to prove themselves & get ahead, if they can show they’re all about making an effort to succeed & complete the work involved. In some cases, they’ll allow you to complete basic Maths & English through them, while having already accepted you into the new courses you’ve chosen.
Sounds like you feel wrongly punished for something you may have done. You mentioned lack of intent. Sometimes, regardless of intent, we’re having to accept that life expects A,B & C of us & dealing with the consequences is par for the course. Hopefully, we become stronger from these things, no matter how right or how wrong they seem. Drawing a line under the past, having a plan for the future is what it’s all about. Is there a particular job you feel drawn to in life, a field that you think you’d be happy in?
Regarding the job thing: I have no fricken idea at the moment.
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Early 20s male with Asperger’s and what feels like a mood disorder
Regarding the job thing: I have no fricken idea at the moment.
I realised you might be talking about politics(Trump) only later. Is it possible you might be feeling as you do, due to the mood disorder you mention you might have. I’d be the last one to encourage medication, but if you’re experiencing prolonged periods of feeling down, or are up & down and all over the place, you might want to consider talking to someone. Evening out moods & stabilising emotions can alter so much for the better. Especially if it’s affecting your relationships or potential to have relationships/friendships with others & to be able to feel better about life.
Regarding the job thing: I have no fricken idea at the moment.
I realised you might be talking about politics(Trump) only later. Is it possible you might be feeling as you do, due to the mood disorder you mention you might have. I’d be the last one to encourage medication, but if you’re experiencing prolonged periods of feeling down, or are up & down and all over the place, you might want to consider talking to someone. Evening out moods & stabilising emotions can alter so much for the better. Especially if it’s affecting your relationships or potential to have relationships/friendships with others & to be able to feel better about life.
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Early 20s male with Asperger’s and what feels like a mood disorder
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