Time passing so fast
Nowadays days are passing and I cant really do anything about it.
Comparing to others, I could not actually do something valuable and go forward in life. People i knew at high school, middle school etc now have more fulfilled and accomplished lives. It's surprising how they got so much time. I put all of my effort into improving myself mentally physically etc. But it's not been yielding. I guess im pushing my luck too much.
Now at the age of 25 (26 in few months), all I have is me, not any success or meaningful achievements. Problem is my iq is very high and that feels like lost potential. Aspergers and mental troubles also have an impact on that
I got 26 in a split second and dont know what can be done with my life, one of my aims was earning decent amount of money, but cant figure out how I do that at this time. Ive already lost enough time.
Theres nobody like me around me. They are all normies. So its hard to follow a path that aspies like me have gone through. No guiding lights
Im done for today. Thanks for reading
At 26 you have barely begun. Don't judge yourself by the standards of others. You are enough. You are not the sum of your accomplishments. Your path is not one that is meant to be done in a rush. I know, I am very much like you. I am 56 and I am just beginning to understand where my path is taking me and why. People like us are not meant to bloom quickly. Just know that you are enough. You will find your way. Let it take however long it takes.
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"I'm bad and that's good. I'll never be good and that's not bad. There's no one I'd rather be than me."
Wreck It Ralph
