This past year, I've lost so much from my dog of 8 years to my girlfriend of 6 years. My GF and I ended really roughly and I knew her since I was 16. Yet, I don't really feel sad. I don't feel anything about the topic and it's been two weeks and I've been wondering if I'm a a**hole. I noticed that sometimes I get upset over little things, but nothing directly related to it. Grief is....weird and it's unlike other peoples. It's like a delayed response.
I'm told to move on, but what does that mean? I'm told I should feel my emotions but when I do I need to get over myself. What do I do here? I feel like everything I do is wrong.
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"In your darkest hour, in the blackest night... think of me, and I will be with you. Always. For where else could I go? Who else could I love but you?"
21 Aug 2023, 11:32 am
