I Want To Give Up On Life

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Kitty4670
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01 Nov 2023, 3:58 am

I been crying, depress, wanting to die, hoping to die in my sleep, I feel like I have no one, I feel like I’m not myself, nobody is home. I feel like I’m very very young again, I went backward in time when I was living with my mom & I really didn’t know everything I should know for my age, I felt like a teenager when I was in my 20s. When I have anxiety, it can be sooo worse & scary cuz I have trouble breathing. I’m sooo exhausted physically & mentally. Mornings are very hard cuz I don’t want to get out of bed, cuz everything is toooo much, I have pain in my bones in my lower legs, parts of my feet feels very numb, I have Psoriatic Arthritis, I have pains in my knees, my arms, my fingers, my left hand have pain, my right hand can go numb. I have no reason to get out of bed, I have nothing to live for.



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05 Nov 2023, 1:53 am

Sorry to hear that Kitty, hope you're ok.


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05 Nov 2023, 12:36 pm

Please keep on living. I am not here much but you are one of the people here i genuinely like, and i wish i could help more.



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05 Nov 2023, 1:45 pm

(((((kitty))))) :heart:


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10 Nov 2023, 5:36 pm

I’m not doing good, I wish I was dead.



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10 Nov 2023, 5:40 pm

Praying for you, Kitty. :heart:



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10 Nov 2023, 6:35 pm

How are you feeling today Kitty?



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25 Nov 2023, 1:31 am

Lorikeet wrote:
How are you feeling today Kitty?

I’m still not good. Last night, I had very bad acid reflux, I was breathing too fast.