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One of the librarians has been talking to me

Nothing extreme

She seems so nice and I have been so socially isolated for so long. It's a relief

But she is at work and I don't want to risk making wrong actions and statements and get escorted from the premises

But I have been thinking about her a lot the past couple of weeks

Been going to the library plenty of years and a couple of times a week. None of the other librarians talked to me

Besides, things are not always the way they appear

What are your intentions?

cyber dad

my intention is to not be so lonely all the time.

however, sometimes when i say something, someone has the nerve to take it the wrong way or overreact.

what is the "correct" thing to say, is subjective, and neurotypicals determine what is the "correct" thing to say. (outnumbered, overpowered, outsmarted.)

when noise pollution comes out of my beak, a disproportionate amount of the time, precious lil "people" have the nerve to half listen and grunt "huh" and "what", like they are the etiquette equivalent of "excuse me". (i *hate* that.)

when noise pollution comes out of my beak, a disproportionate amount of the time, precious lil "people" act like they did not (1) hear (2) understand (3) care (4) believe (5) remember.

usually "communication" not worth the cost benefit analysis.

however, my worthless corpse has been extremely socially isolated for a long time.

social isolation bad for the physical health, not just a luxury.

but whatever.

40 is already pretty old.