ask question here, lots of experienced folks can give useful insights and info, learn all you can , there are articles, posts, blogs, studies, videos, podcasts, and so much more "out there" Choose a topic and do a search. Lots of good links will come up. The more you learn about autism, finding diagnosis and adjusting to life after diagnosis (or self discovery) the better you will be able to sort your past and your personal strengths and weaknesses. It can take a lot of time , but the changes you can make in your own life once you know and understand yourself and the ways your autism works in you, can be so helpful. 5 years after diagnosis at age 68 and I am living my best life ever. Knowing and understanding about autism and my own "brand" of autism has made all the difference. Welcome, glad you found us.