Hi V6079, welcome to the site.
Not much in the introduction, so I dug a little deeper into your posts. Lets see, you are an Aspie, or someone who has asperger's syndrome. I am an Aspie, a 75 year old aspie. So perhaps I can be of help.
In one of your posts you wrote:
Hey, I'm new to the forum and hope everyone is well.
I'm a high functioning autistic.
I've been alone many years now, I left my ex girlfriend about 9 and a half years ago. It did not end very well.
But that's another matter.
Being alone is weighing on me more and more as of late.
I've never been very good at opening up but want to get better at it.
Was wondering if someone would like to chat?
So you want to get a girlfriend, a forever girlfriend. O.K. I think I can help you do that. I was married almost 50 years ago and we are still married. So perhaps you are interested on how to do this?
First of all the world is a huge place, very, very huge. There are many people. Some are rich, some are poor and some are very, very poor. If you earn a living and can support a wife and your unborn children, there is no reason why you should not have a wife.
After having a few girlfriends and losing them all, I quickly realized that I had to take a different approach. So I began communicating with someone overseas who did not speak my language and I did not speak hers. We corresponded for a year. Each of us had an interpreter to help us communicate. After a year, I went to see her in person. I stayed with her in her parents home for 6 weeks and proposed to her at the end of the visit. She accepted with the condition that I was able to get her out of the country she lived it. I was able to do this and brought her to the U.S. and married her. It was one of the best decisions I ever made.
If you take this approach, I would recommend that you find someone who is living a life of hardship, someone who is poor, someone who is aligned with your values and perhaps even with ties to your heritage. And when you become married, be true to her. Never let her down.