Last week, forgot my employee login number. Been working there over four and a half years.
42 years old. Live alone. Always been single. Zero children. Been working at Home Depot as Lot Attendant.
Paranoid it's a symptom of dementia or some other undiagnosed condition. Something like that.
surreal, dissociated, detached, wounded, useless, pathetic, apathetic
exhausted all the time
everything is hard: staying awake, falling asleep, (emotional over)eating, Litterbox, talking. (things like trying to have a conversation, successfully refraining from getting made redundant, cooking, are like trapeze acts - i literally and figuretively could not even dream of doing them.
autistic and clinically depressed, diagnosed 21
Yesterday, 10:23 pm
