I was very depressed due to a bully micromanager days ago and even got sent to HR. To the point I didn't get much done such as grocery shopping and cleaning.
Even if it weren't for that I have been working a ongoing schedule that rarely has any day offs. Which of course makes me very tired. Thankfully the cherry processing should be done by the 28th so it's just temporary work.
Now enough with my rambling and I will explain why I am upset. My sister came home from her visit to her friend's or boyfriend's house. She wasn't happy that I didn't get any cream cheese. Which I will admit I did promise I would buy her some days ago.
I do think I am not innocent in this situation but I just wish she doesn't use me as a ATM all the time. I just have a hard time saying no due to our unbalanced relationship. She would use to bully me throughout my teen years. Even hanging out with bad influences and they of course bullied me too. As an elder sibling I was the one that raised her along with my brother.
To be fair, buying her food is valid. But often times I give her money for unnecessary purchases. Like the time she wanted money to go to the mall. For Pete sakes she has more clothes than me!
Note she is 19 years old now. She hasn't secured a job yet. I do feel she hasn't put in the effort in applying but to be fair she has no car. She also has a back disability so she can't work very-physical jobs.
I just wish she asks our mom to buy her things. Which she makes more money than me. She has a higher position of being a QC worker at a fruit product processing plant. My sister does ask my dad for money though however he makes the same wage as me.
Today, 1:29 am
