I struggled for a very long time. But I kept working hard until I finally kickstarted my career as a teacher.
Problem is, by that point I was already over 40. Life had already passed me by. Nothing I have accomplished matters now, because it's too late to build a life from scratch at this age. I never had a girlfriend. I'm still a virgin. And it's too late now no matter how hard I work or what I achieve, because I'm already too old. I have erectile disfunction. I never got to experience sex, and now I'm physically incapable of it.
Why bother at this point? I think I should just kill myself.
Yesterday, 11:32 pm
