24 Jul 2025, 1:57 am
hi ok before i start this it's like almost 12am where i am and i gotta get up for cheer camp in maybe an hour or two so if i'm strange, don't mind me. also sorry if this is off topic, i'm new
i think my coaches really try to hide their favoritism, but don't do it very well. i always try my best when we're dancing, stunting, or doing cheers but i always happen to be put in the back or with a stunt group who is below my level. they always put the same 4-7 people in the front or in the best stunt groups and it's awful. especially because like two of the people they regularly put in the front are my friends and one of them happen to be someone who was awful to me at my old dance studio (for context, i went to a christian dance studio from preschool to 8th grade and everyone hated me and avoided me for no reason). she tries to connect with me and bond over how hurt we were at that dance studio, idk if she's trying to suck up to me, ragebait me, or is genuinely just oblivious and that's just the way she is because she talks about it so much and it's so strange..? like girl you ARE a part of the problem, don't be trying to act innocent after you were awful..ok.? ok!!!1!! but yeah cheer just makes me so...eugh but i love performing and we already spent so much money on it so i don't wanna quit now 
