Like I am 36 and I can barely even do basic multiplication in my head, I mostly have to count on fingers or use a calculator.
With specific notes on how to do a problem by hand I can sometimes get the right answer, showing my work is a nightmare though and I'd get graded badly because the 'work' I showed didn't make any sense to them so even if I got the answer right with my insane show of work I'd still get marked down for the work being wrong.
But yeah, that is the only subject I ever really struggled in I guess I didn't do as well for some parts of science class that involved math, though I mostly enjoyed science class even if I could only earn a C grade there. I usually got As and Bs for like social studies, history, and reading/writing. though from time to time I felt hopeless and had no motivation so I'd fall behind and get worse grades in all my classes.
But math was the worst, the one class that made me feel really stupid, like I tried spending more time studying it at home, I'd stay for after school help with teachers to try and learn it to do better on tests but it never helped. If I have extensive notes on how to do the problem, I can sometimes get the right answer but kind of hard to make notes that extensive that doesn't just look like cheat notes. But without any notes all I can do is stare stupidly at the test and not know how to solve any of the problems....so I will look for all the simplist problems and start there while showing my stupid work that in no way resembles how most people show their work, so far fetched that even if I get the right answer they don't like how I got there but then also when time is up for the test I have not finished it.
Idk even though I know it is not my fault my brain refuses to comprehend math, it still makes me feel stupid so can anyone relate to that?
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