trust vs mistrust

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2006 san diego, civil engineer, Mister "R", had the nerve to tell me, "it is lying for you to ask me to call you 'he' instead of 'she' ".

mister R apperaed so honest, hardworking helpful, and good. and it turned out he was homophobic and untrustworthy.

plenty of other tarantulas have had the nerve to violate my trust in many different ways, and in more significant ways.

constantly overpowered outnumbered outsmarted

in addition to autism and gender identity disorder, clinical depression

exhausted all the time

anxiety

do not feel like trusting anyone anymore.

42 year old midlife crisis

it is, @ best, grotesquely oversimplified to say that someone is a "good" or "bad person".

nobody is perfect.

if you interact with someone in one situation, that is just one situation. every situation is different.

i just don't feel comfortable, safe, or secure around anyone.

my sister is the least wrong "person" i have ever interacted with.

but whatever. there's nothing great about me either.

meanwhile some tarantulas have the nerve to refuse to believe the slightest thing i said, even when little or nothing was @ stake for them.

head cashier angela d
asm gabriel
civil engineer 2006 mister "r"
old man


idiots like that
spiders
do NOT deserve to be calle d "people"

(rolls eyes) (puke)