The social security people scheduled me a mental status exam, because apparently all my doctors and therapists didn't provide enough information to decide I'm still disabled.
I am stressed to the max, and I'm just sure they're going to deny me and I'll be screwed with nowhere to go and nothing to fall back on as I enter middle age.
I don't think I have the capacity to fight and fight if they deny me. Sometimes I'm overcome with suicidal thoughts.
I don't have anyone to talk to who understands at all, so here it is. Thanks for reading.
Today, 2:19 pm
