Bored and depressed

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I'm so bored. I hate sitting in the little room in my mother's face all the time, I hate people's comments on how I should go out and do something else, I hate the way this city is so dark, I hate the way I'm so broke I can't afford anything at all or even to travel to the West Edmonton Mall, I hate living with my mother at all, and I hate the fact that if I get a job the Dole will be cut off and all the money (literally!) would go to the rent anyway because the Dole pays all the rent and then gives some money to live on. I hate the fact that even when I get out of here I'll be living with my parents and I don't know if I like my father, and I find my mother boring. f**k my stupid life. I'll do what I damn well please. I'd rather be in prison.

You're not the only one. I have to little experience to get a real job, and I'm broke until the student loan comes.

If the email that I sent someone wasn't so graphic I'd paste it here. It was one of the generic I'm sick of doing nothing with my life and being alone emails.

Ah! The teen years.

"Spend fifteen minutes a day improving yourself,
it is nothing from a day, but 90 good hours a year."

You have bad habits, pick a good one.

Learn one word a day in another language, in a year you will have a working vocabulary.

Try to do a pushup, in a year you will do many.

You have a body and a mind, chose how you will use them.

Mom, Dad, Edmonton? All history in a few years.

Ana54 will still be, who will she be?

Only you can.

Do you know enough about cats to become a Crazy Cat Lady?

Some favorite hobbies and activities of mine:


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Getting a hobby will only help for boredom. She'll still be depressed.

I don't know. Because what I'm reading about her dilemma and feelings she presented, they are situational. One of special significance, is to describe her city as being dark. Which could be a simple matter for a remedy to sit in front of a window, for a period during the day. Perhaps while doing a sedentary activity or hobby? Also, I'm thinking she might like the color orange. It'll be nice if she's feeling more hopeful, if not better, in having these replies and suggestions.

I'm sorry that you're going through a tough period. Someone has already suggested doing a hobby next to a window (maybe reading a book - free if they're from the library), surrounding yourself with right colours.

I actually do like orange... when I was a little kid orange was my favorite color! I collected orange things! I hated blue and loved orange! Those orange pencils are nice too!


When I look out the window all I see is the gray highrise across from me, casting a pretty dark shadow over my building and the street below!

Collecting Orange Things (Adventure)

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It's your mom who should take up a hobby. hehe. You, i think needs someone's face to bash in. That's a good way to end up in prison too.