Life's wearing me down

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I feel very tired of life sometimes, i'm tired of being my own worse enemy. I remember in The Green Mile when John Coffey says he feels like he's got razor blades in his head. Thats me. I haven't got a hard life on the outside, but my head is a torture chamber. I sometimes wish I could just go to sleep..........

well whatever you do, do not start drinking because of your problems, its no good. i feel tired of life aswell but then i think whats the option? dying? sorry i am a scardycat! that always detours me from doing anyting stupid. i hope things work out for you benji

I know how you fel; often people telling you you should be grateful makes it worse. If they were to remind you in a NICE way of all the good things, that's okay... but the only thing for us is to scan our brains I guess, then treat us based on the results!

Last edited by Ana54 on 05 Dec 2007, 11:57 pm, edited 1 time in total.

I often wish that myself...

me too

We all get weary of the ride somedays. I've never given up because it seems no matter how dark the tunnel is, there's always been a light at the end of it...although it took a long time to see it at times...and the good always made up for the bad eventually.

Most of the time we torture ourselves over things we either have no control over, things that have already happened, or things that really don't matter anyways in the long run.

There always used to be a light at the end of the tunnel, but it has recently been blown out.

oh no it hasn't!

You'd better light it again then.

I had to block it to walk threw the tunnel
just my ass dear

HAHA

I've always felt the worst after accomplishing something, like I have to pay for my successes with pain, like it all has to balance out. I tend to say, "well, what the hell does it matter if I did this? Everything else sucks."

One thing that has helped me is to realize that even if other people have had it worse, it doesn't mean I haven't had it bad myself. Like, if you have a broken arm and another guy had his amputated, yeah, he has it worse, but it doesn't make your broken bone heal.

Making someone feel bad for feeling bad is the most insidious form of abuse a person can perpetrate on another. If you feel like crap you have a good reason, and you owe nobody an explanation for what goes on in YOUR head.

It's strange, but there are people here that sort of "jump out" at me, and others who make zero impression on me. You are one of the former; you have humour, enthusiasm, and a complete lack of viciousness.

f**k 'em, dude.



[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tclhdK6vfyo[/youtube]

I don't drink anymore, it dosen't help anyway it just makes thing seem 10 times worse, plus if i'm drunk at a bad time I could easily do something. I know suicide is a stupid thing to do, but I always get told its selfish, I didn't ask to be brought is to this f**king hell hole of a world. I don't think i'll ever have children, one cause I wouldn't want them to feel like I do, and two, this planet is getting worse by the day, its filled with evil and its only gonna get worse. The justice system in this country is a joke, when I read a story about how some drunk moron his driven his car into a little girl who was on the path, she is left dying and he drives off. I think the guy got 2 years or something stupid, reading stuff like that makes my blood boil.

Thanks man. And thanks for the video as well, that cheered me up.

If your really are your own worse enemy, then you have a lot of scope for improvement. It is when you do the best for yourself and little has come out of it then you might get a feeling of being trapped.

I hope that you will have peace and be able to rest sound asleep.