I can learn the basics of a job pretty quick but from that point on I make a lot of mistakes. Some I can make many times over and over til I eventually do it right. In the meantime my confidence drops, insecurities mount, I beat myself up and cry a lot, thus causing more mistakes. Eventually I make every mistake possible and finally learn how to avoid them. This whole process seems to take me two to three years before I begin to feel confident in my work. Although I will make mistakes like everyone else at this point they are fewer, less dramatic and do not impact my confidence as much. It just seems like such a long process.
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