SheDevil wrote:
Not long ago, there was a post here regarding the Asperger's page on Wiki and the horrendous editing on AS over there. It has become a war between the AS editors and the non AS editors, and the non AS edits appear to have won....and won in arbitration. It's sad, because the Aspies had sourced material demonstrating positive traits of AS. It's now be buried in the archived pages. I'll have to see if I still have the archived link and everyone can decide for themselves.
That's only too true...and, to be honest it will be years before I recover from the hypocrasy, partiality, abuse and head games even from within arbcom itself... I really believed in Wikipedia until then.
...it wasn't even about winning or losing in arbitration.
I wanted to fight it, not just for the AS article, but to clear my name against a longstanding stalker who spent the past year smearing me behind the scene by email, and a common bully who has worked her way up to have more power over Wikipedia than any admin, who used that situation to her own advantage because I challenged her. She also coldly, deliberately dominates and "spins" the Autism articles against us out of pure spite, because she was defied.
I wasn't allowed to fight it...I developed bronchitis, I have COPD, which means that, neglected, bronchitis can cause irreversible pulmonary damage, I asked for two days to recover and two more to prepare evidence, this request was ignored and I was given a straight choice between my long term health and presenting my evidence.
At one point a member of the arbcom actually declared that I was "continuing to harass" this common bully, without a shred of evidence, at a time when I hadn't said
anything about, or to her for 10 months...I don't know what I would have had to have done for this member of arbcom to concede that I hadn't harassed her, but I rather suspect I would have had to have died.
I am sorry, but when all is said and done, Wikipedia is only a complex and sophisticated online game, and when those playing it are prepared to put a real person's long term health on the line, it is WAY out of hand.
I could write you thousands of words on how sad, hypocritical and sick it all was, but that would hardly enhance your day to know that, or mine to rehash it.
The upshot is that AFTER arbcom acknowledged that my claim to have been maliciously stalked was true, the person they know to be responsible is allowed to continue to edit, and prey on people, under a new user ID, while my name continues to be dragged through the mud without restraint (and also linked to my RL ID, in spite of my pleas for those links to be deleted), any attempt at refutation is deleted...it is unreal. Total strangers pop up and tell whopping great lies about me and no-one asks for evidence to back them. People call black white and the arbcom itself pretends impartiality and sagely agrees.
I have even been extensively *diagnosed* by totally unqualified and anonymous Wikipedia editors without sanction while on the other hand, condemned for simply asking another editor if they were unwell.
I honestly believed in the impartiality and integrity of arbcom, but it turned into a kangaroo court, and a lynch mob of the very worst kind hiding behind complex rules that were decided by consensus but which are applied selectively, to suit convenience.
What I would say objectively is this:
In my experience, Jimbo Wales is honestly the greatest, and just exactly who he claims to be (which is why he would never intervene in an arbcom, and I would never ask him to).
Most of the information on Wikipedia is at least extremely useful, though not to be taken as Gospel, if you see something wrong, please fix it.
BUT
...if you value your sanity
DO NOT go near the politics of Wikipedia. There are people there who honestly don't care who they harm, or how much, as long as they win the game they are playing as they perceive it...and as an Aspie, without any taste for politic, schmoozing and bullying, you won't stand a chance.
My physical health broke down over New Year because of it, and the rest of me broke down last weekend, and a lot of people, including members of arbcom, just kept putting the boot in even so.
It reminded me of "Lord of the Flies".
What hurt is that I really used to believe in it all.
M