I'm an extremist

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Since my early childhood I've had extreme views on things.

I hate this extremism but whenever I get angry at something it comes back 10 fold.

At my best I have been told I am a very caring person who cares and thinks about my family members, and I am against the death penalty, against war and so on.

But the next day I may be the next Adolf Hitler, fantasizing about being a supreme dictator calling to exterminate neurotypicals, political and religious opponents and going to war against nearly every single country in the world.

I've been planning murder, terrorism and even coup d'état, then dismissing the plans, but a couple of weeks later I develop new plans. Fortunatly I've never carried out any of my plans.

The only people who want to talk to me are family members and mental health care personnel at my mental health institution.

Whereever I go I only create new enemies. I may start out as the caring and loving person, then turning revolutionary.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=_Q-6H4xOUrs

This is how I act in real life when I am in a bad mood

There seems to be no hope for me

I can relate. I also planned big dictatorship-like things too before but never did it.

I'm not an "extremist" but I do tend to have "odd" views that are "eccentric," old fashioned, or way ahead of their time. For example, I consider myself a spiritual atheist, I consider spirituality perfectly compatible with a rejection of notions of God or the Supernatural (there is a good book on this called The Little Book of Atheist Spirituality). I am a socialist but I reject Marxism and I have no problem with private businesses as long as it is employee-controlled private businesses. I am both an environmentalist and a techno-utopian. I'm a "Big Government Liberal" yet I am also for thrift and personal responsibillity.

How does atheist spirituality work?

I know what you mean as well. I've exhibited views that a lot of people see as very extreme. I've often talked about the classical republic from Ancient Rome as the supreme form of government, and at times, shown a pro-monarchist stance.

Living in this world,I don`t blame you mate...

Maybe that's bipolar? Those are some extreme mood swings

quite honestly, OP I had the same ideas. Though I think many people, Autistic or not do.

I certainly wanted to make sure though that I didn't sound like I was hateful of my own country.

Jesus, I'm like the only libertarian revolutionary here.

I'm the only libertarian believing in a Maoist style guerilla war.

I'm imagining the Libertarian Liberation Front:

"We should blow the bridge just as the train's going over it."

"You can go ahead if you want to, but I'm going to toss some satchel charges over the fence at the army base."

"You're both wrong. There's going to be a patrol going out tonight. We can hit them with concentrated mortar fire and wipe them out before they know what happened."

"Go ahead and do it then. I can't stop you, but we could hit the jail in force and break out the political prisoners. They're not expecting trouble. Security's not that tight."

"Go ahead if you want to, but I think it's a bad idea. I don't want any part in it."

"How about we do something to help the poor people, get them supporting us, you know, like Mao said, fish in the water and all that."

Everybody: "Nah, that's not my problem, it's their own fault they're poor. I couldn't care less."

"But you can't win a guerrilla war without the support of the people."

"Okay then, tell them we want to legalize all drugs. Then the crackheads and junkies will support us."

"Tell them we don't care about public education. Poor kids won't have schools. The kids will think that's great."

"Tell them if we win, they still won't have any health care, but the doctors and the corporations will make more money."

"I don't think they'll go for that. Why should they support us if we're going to make their lives even worse?"

"Ah, just tell them they need to read Adam Smith, like we always do."

Then they all meet up in the prison camp and try to figure out what went wrong.

You're not crazy. Maybe I'll call you all sometime, you could be useful. <_<

Whilst I don't have exactly revolutionary plans, I plan to do something about alot of crap in the world. Maybe I'll succeed.