Scathing Words of Ghostly Intent

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I am in a scathing mood at you folks. But first a poem

I am in a fiesty mood, It is directed at the moderators
who chose the few and leave those like me in the PG13
wake and ingnoring.

I write and have thought you were equals, yet my
being shunned to the side like f*****g roleplayers
and f*****g Sci-fi conners who chose their own and I
lay unworthy inall my intellect to share equality, thus
a mere homeless, shunned f**k head and MC'd world
is all that is left behind.

Thank you mod's for showing your true colors and how
I am truly not worthy of your site. Kickme out if you
chose, you definely have made me the s**t under your
feet when I thought I knew you.

I thought by being helpful I would see advancement,
not the f***head thatis onkly worthy of McD's and
other f**k headd's'
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Now that I have cooled off! I will appologize for
my harshness. I have given myself openly and freely
to many to be put aside like the trash the trash collector
collects.

I have given my heart freely to role-players, sci-fi folk and
you (once members and future moderators) and to be left
aside like everyone has done to me.

I try to be your equal, and play with you (now present mods)
and to be the trash under your feet(this is how it feels).
I, wounded once too many am deeply hurt I was never made
a moderator. This is why I am ghost to your planet, not mine.

I don't make emotional investments when all these newbys
get promoted and all I did was worthless in action, not words.
You chose yourself and left me scorned, how am I suppose to
feel?

So sorry for my vulgarity, but this is a deeply embedded box
that needed to come out. I can't make a emotional and trusting
investment on your-planet. Shame on me for trusting you, who
once played with me, now shunned me as a equal, but a dobby s**thead
instead. There is not a shame oon me for trusting you folks again,
and this is why I HAVE BECOME THE GHOST AND BLOGGER
AND non-responsive heart to you moderators, and LEAVING ME
WITH PG13 FOLK WHO CAN'T EVEN COMPREHEND ME. Thanks
for proving my trust in you seeing past my weaknesses and not
making me a moderator. THERE IS NO SHAME ON ME FOR TRUSTING
YOU...I feel ashamed that I was fooled again by sharlatons who
ignored me like those in life, and you wonder why I can't trust
people.

Sorry for the harsh wording but there is truth behind it. So kick me off if you chose

I am damned either way

Since I have been airing out my garbage and feeling
as of late regarding homelessness in the heart and
life, you were (moderators not making me a moderator
though I have proven worthy of it) another box I no
longer want to carry in this burdened heart.

Song suggestion:

Metallica S&M, Outlaw Torn would be appropriate,
that is what I am playing right now.

Thanks for for making this outlaw torn more of what he
is, shunned in lifes wake until deaths depart.

And sorry for my vulgarity, I am not a s**thead and
unworthy person, though your past passing me over
after all the good I have done hurts me and I had to
give it a face on a public forum.

sigh!

Well! I said my piece the bricks on the wall you create
and bleed my tears to the stone, since stones don't
carry lions in the arena for it's once folk hero's now shunned.
Stones don't bit but the Roman Senate does, and lions
devour.

Actually Ghosty, awhile back I made a thread complaining that you hadn't been made a mod.


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Ghosty, it's great to see you back. I've missed your witty humour.

But I hate seeing people so upset! Where's the Ghosthunter I used to know and love! I'll try and talk to someone if you wish, Pyraxis, GA, Vetivert, I'll talk to them if you want. Though I may be one of the younger members, whatever you say to me I will keep under lock and key. I'm a shoulder to cry on. PM me at any hour of the day or night, and I'll try and help when I can.

Then that doesn't explain Vetivert(who I will admit is a control freak) on her first
day treating me with censorship. That was the biggest root of the evils that started
this process of thought you suggest.

I was and never was a control freak. She was a blatant one from day one.
Ban me if you will, I am just stating the truth, She is a advacate only to her
means.

Ghostix, Moderator

Shame you saw my good work be s**t

XXXX

Then how is it that I have strived to help people to be given no avail. I thought my contibutions made a difference, and I guess the good things I did that you got involved with were junk too, and my usually kind nature would make a difference.

If this is to be Veti-planet(hers-hers-and hollow appologies she once admitted to)
then I wasted my time. Screwed either way.

To the Roman Senate, and bring in the lions (or a banning from the coloseum)

XXX

I like Civet and Blackliger(and fellow crew members)
and the fact he became mod, and I didn't also stung.

xxx

Cursed be I, the damned!

And he will as well as a few others I can think of become mods
and I am rejected and left to dry just like f*****g role players did
and Sci-Fi folk.

Damned be I

xxxxxx

OOooops! I did a posting error!

Even in the aspie world I am casted aside and when he
and others are mods I see no difference to w.p as I sci-fi rejections
of who I am and how effective I can be.

Damned then be I !

XXXX

one of Vetibaby's friends.....read past posts,

I don't compete with control freaks. I see no nice way of saying this.


Sorry Hale-bopp, but I do pay attention.

XXXX

Vetibaby had no right attacking me with censorship when I posted in the adult forum and told that I must adhere to a PG13 style there when she herself hasn't followed here own rules on this. Censor me not, and that is what started this bout

xxxxx

Now I conclude this thought. I gave and bled and
tried to be good to others and be left behind.

This is why I am being scathing.

I have to admit this forums conduct is not appropriate
but I will not be left out like the abusable geek that was
I with role-players and sci-fi rejectors.

But instead, I can say, the fact that I wrote this and aired
this, and walk away from this, I say...I cannot give my
heart and soul to wrong planet since it doesn't have a level
of trust for me. I have been there.......

TO GHOSTIX, .....I bled to allow rapid healing, not 20 years
later.

Signing out, and Damned be I....Bring out the lions so I can die!

XXXXXXXXXx

To Wrong Planet,

I am not going to gain much popularity for
this forum. I don't expect it. I have had this
dagger shaped box too long. I try to help others
and be thought provocative. I have shown my
true nature of giving, and naturally being expressive.
I have lived the life of being in the shadows of people
who already live in the shadows. Perhaps I deserve
that MC'd's job and homelessness to then die, so be
it......Wrong Planet isn't for me a haven for expression,
but what it has become, and let me die......

ALEX........DELETE ALL MY POSTS!(I ask humbly) and let my
image here die!

MOCKING BIRD.....DELETE ALL MY POSTS(I humbly ask)
and let me my image die here.

Let WrongPlanet be for the living,not the scorned,
let me die with my posts,, AND REMOVE THEM ALL!
AS A ABSOLUTE REQUEST! THEY DIDN'AT MAKE A
DIFFERENCE. rejected by the controlers of the dark
is not strange to me, and I had to let them go.

REMOVE ALL MY POSTS! (demanded)

Damned be I in the site of the damned in a neurotypical
world.

Let my image die here.
and no posts to show for it.

GH,

I admit I am confused.

I am guessing that you are hurt that no one (other than pyraxis) responded to your two earlier post?

If that is the case, it would be most efficent to tell us that. To let us know it hurts you when no one replies. That way we would know what you expect and need from us.

Its okay to be hurting. Its okay to ask for help or attention or whatever you need. It is not okay to attack others.

BeeBee

I still love ya GH.