Serissa wrote:
I got in a major laughing jag yesterday and one of my parents said "Wow, it's like she's manic." NO, DAMNIT, I WAS HAVING A GOOD TIME!! ! I don't think I have bipolar, honestly. I feel things strongly but I don't think my good moods are pathological, they're just me, happy; I don't become irrational, I can just get in a really goofy state sometimes where everything is funny- but I have seen "normals" do it too, so I don't think it's a mental illness thing, or not to the degree I experience it. it just SEEMS weird because I was clinically depressed since fourth grade or earlier, so my mom is probably thinking, "WTF happened to her?"
A question regarding being in a silly mood: Is this something that usually comes about after anger? After the anger has completely dissolved? Because this happens to me all the time. I'll go into rage over something trivial (mentally, of course. don't want to cause a scene) and some time after I've completely calmed down I will have this sensation of unconditional laughter.