marshall wrote:
I have next to zero ambition when it comes to fighting through red tape, filling out paper work, or financial stuff in general. I also have very little motivation to advertise myself to people. I have a lot of talents and skills yet I still despise filling out applications, doing job interviews, etc.
I'm like this too. Things like filling out tax forms or financial aid paperwork is so mind-numbingly uninteresting to me. I mean, they're stuff that most people in general hate doing, but the difference is that they do it anyway because it means something to them, whereas I don't really get why it's necessary because they seem so pointless. Very practical "real world" things like taxes, credit scores, money, etc. go over my impractically-minded little head. I inhabit a world of concepts, ideas, and theories and it's sooo difficult to pull it down to the practical world. Generally I have little ambition about most things in the practical world, and despite being quite intelligent I find it difficult to pursue jobs and whatnot.